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Rudy and I are still together :]]
He seriously makes me happier than anyone on this earth.
We're really close.
&& I love it, I love him.
Im really lucky to have him.


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hahaha I shaved his leg.

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He was my first kiss :]
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    waiting on the world

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I dont feel like myself anymore.
Well i do,i just feel like,im a bitch.
To like everyone && i really dont like that.

I dont know.But maybe thats just likke whats supposed to happen to everyone in highschool,or maybe not.Dont know.&& i dont care,which is weird.
Like i love my friends to death like i really reallly do.
But i feeell like I dont deserve them or anyone for that matter.
Because im a jerk.


whatever.
IMAA GOO SLITT MY WRISTTSTSTSTS :]
JUSTT KIDDING.
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    sad emmoo.

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so my first day of schoool

yeahh it totally blewww.
okayy the only class i like is coach bells
&& then kinda volleyball.

Okay so theres like three people i know in second block && like 1 person i know in 3rd block
&& i know alot of people in my lunch but there all boys && thats no fun.
whateverrrrr.
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    sad sad

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I want to do something crazy with my sisteer,like tell my mom were going to visionland && then go to florida for the day.

She did that thursday && i wass gonna go but i had volleyball.CAUSE IM BAD.
Were getting close again.We have fun together,when we go shopping :] && when wwe party.
I just wish she would be okay again.


I wanna go to cali,badd.My sisters going in september && im trying to get my mom to let me go with her.It would be soo much funn :]
whatever



Im sleeeepy.
&& dont feeeel good.
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    kill paradise

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Soo i just got back from the beach today,&& MY FACE IS SOOO CRUSTYY.Like eww.

Yeahh && thenn,umm Rudy just came overr,& hes leaving tomorrow.:[
hahah && liike when people called me hed make funny noises,it was cute.
We have fun together.



Yeahh youth camp was okay,its byfar the worst one ive been to though:/,which kinda sucked because i needed it the most this yeahh.I dont knoww.


LIVE ABOVE AVERAGE.
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    keyss

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I JUST REMEMBERED MY BIRTHDAYS TOMORROW,thats sad.
Like i knew it was really soon but then i forgot it was so close hahah
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    THE RAMP:]

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MANNN I LAUGHED ALOT TODAY,i got to hang out with Ashley and Jill.
There like the only people ive seen since ive beeen groundeddd :[

Besidess rudy.But that was only for like 2 hourss UHH.I horrriblee.

&& mann i lovee this sonng.
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Soooo,i FINALLLLY got a housee :]
Im soo happpy,other than im groundedd.
Its a quiet neighborhood,with a bunch of old people
But i dont care i have a house.
Its nice too,small...but i mean its only for me and my mom.



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THAT BOY RIGHT THERE,is amazinggg.

Anywayys,umm MY BIRTHDAYSS in likee 15 dayss :]im happy.But im scared to death to go take my permit thing,because if i fail ill like cry,&& kill myself.JUST KIDDINGG,i probably would cry though.Mann my other computer like died,and all my pictures and junk were on it and hoppfully when we go get it fixed theyll still be thereeee.
IM REALLLY BOREDDD.
I want to get my monroe doneee realllyyyyyyyy bad.Buttt im scared itll look like crap on me,i think ima get it done anyways.Just CAUSEE IMM BADDDD.JUSTT KIDDDDING.
ah whatever,i like livejournall.I think ill start updating again,maybee
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