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New Live Journal [Thursday,
June 30th, 2005]
[ mood | I Promise. I'm Not Ok.* ]

New live journal.
This one had too many bad times.
And too many horrible memories.
Add me everyone.
___loveofmylife




I love you all.
This may be my last post on here.
Maybe not.
We shall see.
The best I could tell you would be too . .
Check Back Later . .



Love You

Do you need me?

Thinking . .* [Wednesday,
June 29th, 2005]
[ mood | I Promise. I'm Not Ok.* ]

I haven’t wrote in like forever. So much stuff has happened.
I feel like a completely different person. I have changed so
much over the summer. Even though its only been like a few
weeks. I love the new me. :]

I’m going to South Mountain in like a week to go four wheeling.
Then Brown Mountain to do the same thing. Its awesome now.
I got a four-by-four jeep wrangler so I like drive the wheels off
Of it now I have my permit. Even though my cousin has to be
With me all the time. But she is awesomeness. I love her to
Death. But then I am going to Kings Dominion in Virginia with
Stacey. It should be awesomeness as well.

I got a new phone. Probably everyone already knows by now.
But I am absolutely lovin’ it. You should call me sometime.
‘So we can get together and act a fool. Before I fall in love with you.’

I went shopping. I need to save my money so I can get all of
The awesome stuff I want before school. To add to the money I will
Get from my Dad and Mom. But I cannot wait. I got some new
Shoes from Journeys. Tennis Shoes but they’re hawtness. :]
And now I am only 30 dollars short from pocketbook shopping.
Cannot wait. I know the ones I want. I am getting three. Ohh,
And sometime next week I am getting my hair done. Me and Stacey
Are going. If you want to come then you may. Our day will consist of
Getting our hair done, manicure, and pedicure. Its going to be
Awesome. But I don’t know what I want done. I need some advise.
Me - better blonde or brunette. And with what highlights for each.
Help me please. :]

Ohh and I finally had my birthday party. It was so much fun.
I am having another soon. Inviting the same people but then I am
Going to ask a few more to join us. We went bowling it was so funny.
There was this guy. Now known as ‘Allison’s husband’ but he was
So funny. He acted like a bird. :] You just had to be there. But the
People that I invited/came were Me [of course] Stacey, Jessica, Hannah,
Allyson, & Allison. The crazy crew. It rocked. Cant wait til my next one
Next time we will have all the ‘supplies’ needed. :]

I have been going to carowinds so much. I need to find some more
People that have a seasons pass so they can go with me some. It is
Awesome. I went Monday. I rode everything. :] It stormed so bad.
It was very scary. On the way home. You couldn’t see where you were
Going at all. And it was pitch black. But me and Stacey meet these two
Guys. They are awesome. But I don’t see them as anything but friends.
But they are both awesome. They are Stephen Alexander and Zack
Austin. They are both so awesome. It was great. :]

Now I cant wait til the fourth. Me & Stacey & Stephen & Zack are
Going to the lake. It is going to be so awesome. Just to be out the
Whole day hanging out with some awesome people. I just hope everything
Goes great. Like planned.

What I think we should all do is get together. Like everyone. That
Would be so great. I need to see everyone again.
I haven’t saw you all since school let out. I have been
So busy. That is except for Allyson. But anyways. But
It would be great. Anyone want to help me get everyone
Together? We need to set a date and a time and a place.
But really this is a complete must. :]

Well I’m going to go because I have to get some sleep.
I want to go tomorrow to see the movie. Smruti invited me.
But now she might not get to go so hopefully everything will
Work out. If not we will all get together sometime else. No
Biggie.

Thanks everyone. I wouldn’t be the same without you.

Lily. Smruti. Lace. Lauren. Allyson. Allison. Shannon. Aaron. Bennett. Goose. Paul. Jessica. Stacey. Hannah. Whitney. Amber. Stephen. Zack. Jimmy. Megan. Megan. Nikki. Leah. Aaron. Brittany. Braden. Jacob. Whitney. Deanna. Mandy.


. · Something· . ·happens· .
· when you look at me I forget ·
to speak something happens when
You kiss my mouth my knees get so
weak could dis be true is this what
· God has meant for me cause ·
Baby I can't Believe... that
· Something lyke You ·
could happen
· to me ·
*

how can i - d e s c r i b e - it ??
you’re a * d r e a m * come true..
everything i [[ e v e r ]] needed
i found it - - » a l l in you x333

 

Brittany

Ill write more soon. I have alot to spill. I have been doing alot of thinking latley.

Do you need me?

Bored [Wednesday,
June 15th, 2005]
[ mood | bored Bored BORED ]

i'll be your groupie babe' Cause your my s u p e r s t a r . i'm your number one fan. Give me your autograph. Sign it right here on my [paper] heart.

These Eyes Lie They Do Cry
For - You - And Only - You -

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MY BIRTHDAY [Sunday,
June 12th, 2005]
[ mood | *Hyper* ]

ITS MY BIRTHDAY!!
PERMIT TOMMOROW!!
WISH ME LUCK!!
LOVE!

Do you need me?

. . Birthday* [Monday,
June 6th, 2005]
[ mood | hyper Hyper HYPER ]

6 Days Til My Birthday :]

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.. A Great Song ..* [Monday,
June 6th, 2005]
[ mood | Everything Will Work Out* ]

"Why They Call It Falling"

It's like jumpin
It's like leapin
It's like walkin on the ceilin
It's like floatin
It's like flyin through the air
It's like soarin
It's like glidin
It's a rocket ship you're ridin
It's a feelin that can take you anywhere

So why they call it fallin
Why they call it fallin
Why they call it fallin
I don't know

There was passion
There was laughter
The first mornin after
I just couldn't get my feet to touch the ground
Every time we were together
We talked about forever
I was certain it was Heaven we had found

So why they call it fallin
Why they call it fallin
Why they call it fallin
I don't know

But you can't live your life
Walkin in the clouds
Sooner or later
You have to come down

It's like a knife
Through the heart
When it all comes apart
It's like someone takes a pin to your balloon
It's a hole
It's a cave
It's kinda like a grave
When he tells you that he's found somebody new

So why they call it fallin
Why they call it fallin
Why they call it fallin
Now I know

Ooh, why they call it fallin
Why they call it fallin
Now I know

Lee Ann Womack

Do you need me?

.. Leaving to go to my Dads * [Monday,
June 6th, 2005]
[ mood | I didn't eat breakfast. Arg.* ]

Dear Brittany,

Here is your personal handwriting analysis! This will be a general reading of your handwriting, and what it says about you and your personality. Enjoy.

By analyzing how you cross your 't's, one can determine if you have problems controlling your temper. Your t-bars join with their stems quite even and accurately. This indicates that you do not have a bad temper.

How you dot your 'i's indicates your attentiveness to details. You dot the 'i' carefully every time directly over the stem. This shows that you have a strong attention for detail. You could be a nitpicker or a perfectionist, and you will likely have a good memory. Determination is your ability to keep moving continuously toward a goal.

Analyzing your 'g's and 'y's will show if your determination is strong or weak. You make your letter 'g's and 'y's with a straight stem., from this it's obvious that you finish what you start! You expect to get things done right away.

Intuition is the ability to understanding things without reasoning. How intuitive are you? To answer this we must examine the letter-spacing of your words. Because your letters are printed and not cursive we are not able to evaluate your intuitive ability.

Are you open to new ideas? Looking at the width of your letter 'e's will help us find out! Your 'e's appear to be very wide and open. Be careful! You may be too open-minded. It may be too easy for you to accept other people's points of view. This could be an indication that you are gullible.

Do you need to be noticed? Looking for the ending stroke of a word to curve up and to the left is a good indication of this! It appears that in some instances you do have this stroke, while in others you don't. This indicates that in some areas of your life (business, personal, social or private) you do seek attention, but not in all of them.

How's your sense of humour? By look for a soft, wavy line leading into an 'm' or 'n', one can see if you have a good sense of humour. There is not noticeable embellishment on your lines leading into your 'm's and 'n's, this means your sense of humour does not show openly. Are you self-conscious? The second hump of your 'm's are lower than the first, this indicates diplomacy. You can be tactful and co-operative when you are dealing with other people. You would rather negotiate than act like a steamroller.

The lack of loops on your 't's and 'd's indicate that your feelings aren't going to be hurt easily. In fact, you are not sensitive to criticism at all. You can be objective about the opinions of other people and accept or reject these opinions without getting emotional about them.

The analysis of your slant is always more accurate answer if you've used unlined paper. The lack of a slant in your handwriting indicates that you are rigid. You could put an imaginary ruler beneath your handwriting. You are obsessed with structure and have a fear of being proved wrong. You are imposing stress on yourself and others around you.

In your 't's, the relatively even weight of your 't-bar' to the stem indicates that you have moderate willpower. Your goals are a little clearer in your mind. You can decide what action to take.

The lack of loops you have at the bottom of your 'm's and 'n's indicates that you don't worry about things. You're confident in yourself and your decisions.

Do you need me?

.. New Layout* [Sunday,
June 5th, 2005]
[ mood | hyper Hyper HYPER* ]

New Layout . .
You Like?



And these are a few [well a lot] of cute quotes
Comment if you take any.


..i`D d0 [[ ... n E t H i N g ]]

t0 bE uR [[ e V e R y t H i N g ... ]]

sOmeTiMeS -» yOu*re \\ aFraiD . // tO like 's0me0ne beCauSe yOu*re aFraiD Of - - » LoSinG « - - `whaT yOu [[a L r e a D y h a v e ]] wiTh thaT peRsOn' buT life iS alL abOut riSks anD requiReS yOu tO ** j u m P dOnT be a peRsOn whO haS to LoOk baCk anD wOnDer whaT they wOuLd have or cOuLd have haD **nO one waiTs *-·´¯`·-» f 0 r e v e R x33`

--xOx---------------------------------------------
I ve got a - - Mind Boggling, Sense Numbing, Heart Pounding, Stomach Flipping, Take My Breath Away, Head Over Heels, Knee Slapping, Daydreaming, Butterfly Fluttering - - crush on you.
------------------------------------------------xOx--

lets slow dance & be the couple everyone
wishes they could be lets kiss all night
we'll take it slow, then speed it up and
laugh until we [ c a n t ] breathe, lets
be 2gether forever .-» y o u a n d m e

"`-._The worst pain
you will ever feel is when
the boy you [l.o.v.e]
loves someone else _.-`"

. · Something· . ·happens· .
· when you look at me I forget ·
to speak something happens when
You kiss my mouth my knees get so
weak could dis be true is this what
· God has meant for me cause ·
Baby I can't Believe... that
· Something lyke You ·
could happen
· to me ·
*

how can i - d e s c r i b e - it ??
you’re a * d r e a m * come true..
everything i [[ e v e r ]] needed
i found it - - » a l l in you x333

how come whenever you like a guy *'
some other · . · » girL likes him too `
and they have like a miLlion times . .
better of a chance getting him than you


w a i t i n g for you, is ` like w a i t i n g
for raiN to e n d this drought *: useleSs
& disappointing.

he completely stole my heart
and ii hope he ‘never lets me
go: i never really told him but
`' · » he had me at hello « · '

l.o.v.e. - we think about it dream about it sing about it lose sleep about it when we don’t have it we search for it when we discover it we don’t know what to do with it when we have it we are afraid of losing it - it’s the short word that’s easy to spell, difficult to define, & |i m p o s s i b l e| to live without x3

During the day at random times, thoughts of
you fill my mind ' and i picture that smile you
gave me, and i swear for that one second .. X333
__________i could barely breathe.

[ remember when ] ... boys had [cooties] , when friends always [listened] to you, when dreams were [unshattered] and worries were [few]. when recess was [too short] and life was [too long]. when decisions came [easily] with no need to [belong]. when storks delivered babies and passions werent [so strong], when friendships werent [broken], right was [right] and [wrong] was wrong. when [bad things] didnt happen, only skinned knees brought [tears] and the [night light]quieted all our fears. when decisions were solved by ["eni,meanie,mini,mo"] when boys werent [so YuCkY!] and [goodbye] only meant till [tomorrow]. when your clothes didnt need to [match] and [real friends] didnt part. and the [fun] went on f o r e v e r . . [without] a broken heart.

«- - - - He'z The -» O n L y «- OnE . . .
Who Leavez Me CoMpLeTeLy ;
. b . r . e . a . t . h . L . e . S . s .- - - - - »

everytime she lauqhs - she hopes
he is watchinq . not so he sees
that she is happy but so that
maybe . . just maybe , he'll fall
for her smile `- just as hard
a s . s h e . f e l l . f o r . h i i s

 

Cute.Huh? :]

 

<33 Lily. Smruti. Lace. Lauren. Allyson. Allison. Shannon. Aaron. Bennett. Goose. Paul. Jessica. Stacey. Hannah. Whitney. Amber. Jimmy. Megan. Megan. Nikki. Leah. Aaron. Brittany. Braden. Jacob. Whitney. Deanna. & Anyone Else I May Of Forgot!<33

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.. Long Time.. * [Monday,
May 30th, 2005]
[ mood | *Happy* ]

I haven’t posted in like forever. Last Monday Smruti came over and we planned my birthday party. We also played pool and that was an experience to say the least. It was a great time though. So many laughs.

:: Tuesday ::

I was so bored. I did nothing at all it was awful.

:: Wednesday ::

I went to Carowinds with my family and we took Stacey. We got into trouble though. It was fun. Me, Stacey, & Autumn went to go ride everything. And we supposedly only said we were riding Thunder Road and we road Thunder Road twice, Vortex twice, Carolina Cyclone three times, Water logs, Super Saturator, Richoet, & Hurler twice. When we went back to meet them they said that we took a long time on the Thunder Road and that they had walked the park three times to find us.

:: Thursday ::

Me and Stacey went to Carowinds again. I got her on Borg. It was so awesome. We had so much fun. It was bring a friend day so it was packed. I saw an old friend, Amber. It was cool. Ohh, and I had a major blonde moment. Me and Stacey bought a funnel cake, we split the cost and then I went to go sit down and I lost my balance and dumped the whole funnel cake on the ground. But the funny thing was in the other hand I had a glass of water and not a drop spilled!!

:: Friday ::

It was my grandma’s birthday. So we went to Logan’s. I was supposed to go to Jessica’s pool party but didn’t make it SORRY JESS! I spent the night at my grandma’s too. It was fun.

:: Saturday ::

I sat at home all day. Did nothing at all.

:: Sunday ::

I went and saw my cousins. And then we watched the race. GO DALE EARNHARDT JR. Even though he is in some deep crap right now. Arg! But still.. GO HIM!!

:: Today ::

Me and Autumn cleaned up all day. Getting ready for Friday!! I cant wait its going to be a blast.

 

 

 

13 Days Til My Birthday..
June 12th.

 

[<33 Lily. Smruti. Lace. Lauren. Allyson. Allison. Shannon. Aaron. Bennett. Goose. Paul. Jessica. Stacey. Hannah. Amber. Jimmy. Megan. Megan. Nikki. Leah. Aaron. Brittany. Braden. Jacob. Whitney. Deanna. & Anyone Else I May Of Forgot! You all better keep in touch over the summer! And we all have to get together!<33]

Do you need me?

..Blessed...* [Saturday,
May 28th, 2005]
[ mood | *Its All Great* ]

I've Been Blessed..*
Write More Later..
Gah I Love You Guys So Much!*
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Bored..* [Monday,
May 23rd, 2005]
[ mood | Planning A Party! ]

Gone to my dads. I have so much stuff to post about. Love you guys!!

These people are the greatest..

[<33 Lily. Smruti. Lace. Lauren. Allyson. Allison. Shannon. Aaron. Bennett. Goose. Paul. Jessica. Stacey. Hannah. Amber. Jimmy. Megan. Megan. Nikki. Leah. Aaron. Brittany. Braden. Jacob. Whitney. Deanna. & Anyone Else I May Of Forgot! You all better keep in touch over the summer! And we all have to get together!<33]

Do you need me?

[Friday,
May 20th, 2005]
[ mood | * Have A Awesome Summer* ]

Welp it is the end of the school year now. I hate it so bad. I mean yes, I am so happy that school is going to be gone but I am going to miss everyone. Everyone says ‘we will get together all the time during the summer’ but it never happens. And I don’t everything to change over the summer. But I know today is going to get worse; we still haven’t said all our goodbyes yet.

 

Ill write more later...

 

x.0.Sh0ut.0uts.0.x.

Lily. Thank you so much for everything, If you wouldn’t of been there I would of Been so lost, Worse than I am now. But I am always here for you no matter what. You are one of the true friends that I know I can trust through anything and everything, no matter what. I know you will always be there for me!! Thanks lily, for everything. You are the Greatest. Everything has been so confusing lately and you have been one of the few people to be there so thanks so freakin’ much!! But thanks again for everything and I am always here if you need me. Love.

Smruti. You are so awesome. I am glad That everything worked out in the end. I am also glad that we became friends Again and I am so lucky to have someone Like you there for me. I know I can tell You anything and I hope you know that You can tell me anything as well. I am Always here for you no matter what. Don’t tell anyone what I told you because like I said I am sort of ashamed about it Now that I look back. But please keep Quite about that. Thanks. Love.

Lauren. Thanks for everything. I am always Here if you need me no matter what. I hope that we keep in touch over the summer. If now I don’t know what I will do. But you have got to keep in touch. Good luck with whatever the summer is too bring and I will be looking forward to here everything crazy you done!! But you are the greatest. Love.

Lace. You are so great. I know that you Will always be there, and I am always There for you if you need me no matter What. Good luck with everything. I am Always here if you ever need me no matter what. I am so glad that we worked things out from the beginning of the year you are one of my closet friends, and I know that I can rely on you to be there for me through everything!! Love.

Allyson. I am so happy for you. And don’t worry about “them” he is in love With you and nothing they do will change That. But I can so understand where you Are coming from. But I am so glad that We have gotten so close this year. I would Of been so in the dark without you. I am Always here if you ever need me no Matter what it is about. Don’t worry about her we will fix what all she is saying about all of us. And yes, know she likes him there is nothing in my mind telling me she isn’t, I’m not that stupid! Thanks for Everything Allyson. Love.

Shannon. Have great summer, and we have got to keep in touch. I am always here for you about anything and everything. But thanks for everything You have done for me. I am always here If you ever need me no matter what. Thanks, Shan*, Thanks. Love.

Jacob. We need to get together. Our phone call that lasted like forever was great we needed to talk to each other about so much stuff. Since we haven’t talked in forever!! I hope everything gets better for you and all. But if not I am always here for you no matter what. Love.

Paul. Thanks for everything this year. You have been there for me through everything. Everyday you done something crazy that would always make me laugh. Good luck and keep in touch!! Have fun over the summer, but don’t do anything to crazy! Or anything that I wouldn’t do! Love.

Bennett. Thanks for everything this year. You are such a great person and a great Friend to have. I am always here if you Ever need me or just need someone To talk to. But I am always here for you. Hope everything gets better for you Soon, if not, then it will and remember, You are not alone. But thanks again and I am always here. Have fun over the summer, but don’t do anything to crazy! Or anything that I wouldn’t do! Lol. Keep in touch though, Love.

You guys are the greatest..*

 

<33 Holly. Lily. Smruti. Lace. Lauren. Allyson. Allison. Shannon. Aaron. Bennett. Goose. Paul. Jessica. Stacey. Hannah. Amber. Jimmy. Megan. Megan. Nikki. Leah. Aaron. Brittany. Braden. Jacob. Whitney. Deanna. & Anyone Else I May Of Forgot! You all better keep in touch over the summer! And we all have to get together!<33

 

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down

These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of the night in June
I Didn't know much of love, but it came too soon
And There was me and you, and then it got real blue
Stay at home talkin' on the telephone and
We would get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at our selves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

As we go on, we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change,
from whatever
We will still be, friends forever

So if we get the big jobs and we make the big money
When we look back now, will that joke still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

As we go on, we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change,
from whatever
We will still be, friends forever

yeah, yeah, yeah
we will still be friends forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there? Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

As we go on, we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change,
from whatever
We will still be, friends forever

 

Truly great friends are hard to find, difficult to leave, and impossible to forget!

*I love you all! And ill be missing you!*

Do you need me?

..Re-reading My Awaymessage For The 100th Time..* [Tuesday,
May 17th, 2005]
[ mood | Tears, Tears, and More Tears* ]

Pull the t.r.i.g.g.e.r. and the nightmare s t 0 p s*..

Suicidal.. Maybe. Its just One thought running through my mind as I bawl out my e.y.e.s. but this one thought seems to last longer than others.

 

 

 

 

..Is This Life Truefully Worth Living, When Everyday You Wish It Is Your Last?*

 

Everyone was asking.. is that away message truthful. Why dont you tell me.
Is this my last G00dbye?!

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..Upset.* [Tuesday,
May 17th, 2005]
[ mood | Upset* ]

Today well lets just say interesting.. For the least.
So much stuff has been changing.
I feel I have to watch what I say around certain people now.
I feel I have lost a few close friends.
People spread too much bull-shit.
And some people never grow up.

I guess most people would call this my "depression stage". But also, most people aint at this so called "depression stage" most of their life’s. This is being posted not as a "feel sorry for me" post but so everyone will know exactly what im going through, exactly what is the matter with me so no-one will ask me "Whats wrong". To speak the obvious i really don’t know myself. Im so freaking aggravated, I’ve been like this forever now. I hate everything. Everything is bothering me. I get so frustrated so easy. I lose my cool over some pretty stupid shit. I miss everything the way it used to be. I miss all of my friends being there, all of my family being proud, all of my family being together as a family, I miss having God in my life, I miss having someone there, just to listen, for me to cry on their shoulder, for them to understand. I hate not having that. I hate me, no i don’t hate me i just hate being me. Maybe if i was someone different, a God filled gracious person I would have a better life. I know its not best to live in the past. Right now that is so hard to remember. In the past everything was so great. Had so many great friends. The type that would do anything for you. now, I only have a few. sure, they say their your there friend but as soon as you tell them everything, spill your guts to them they run off and stab you right dead in the back. The thing is I have no one to talk to, no one. Not anyone from North Gaston, not anyone from Ashbrook, not anyone from East Gaston, not even anyone from Highland. I shouldn’t get attached to anyone anyways. In the end there just going to disappoing you and you will end up with no one anyways. I can never live up to ANY of my expectations. I can't with my friends... I am always a disappointment to them. I don’t wear the right clothes, I don’t spend enough time with them, they don’t have enough comments from me to them on my profile, etc.. I can't with my dad... I always disappoint him. I don't have good enough grades, don’t do enough chores, talk on the phone too much, talk on the computer too much, don’t spend enough time with the family, I spend to much money, etc.. I cant with my mom... I always disappoint her too. I don’t spend enough time with family, too much computer time, im never home, i spend to much money, etc.. Boys...now threes a big disappointment. When i have a boyfriend he’s always saying im to this or not enough that. That I talk to too many other people. Its always crazy shit. But no one and i mean no one is ever satisfied by what I do or what I can do. I hope im not crazy by thinking this but sometimes I wish there might not be a tomorrow. I wish I could just leave my unhappy life and go on to what is ahead for me. I mean people say, "People Would Be So Sad" but i truly doubt that. I mean come on, who would cry at my funeral? No one that’s who. Mostly I just feel like no one is ever there to listen, I mean really who wants to listen. But, it would be so great if I could have just ONE *best friend* that would be there to just listen to me. Some one i could even "cry on their shoulder". But, yeah, sure, like that will EVER happen. Who wants to be this girls friend? Anyone? ((Cricket, Cricket)) Well really this whole thing was just to get some stuff of my chest. Everyone one lately has been asking if I am alright. And the answer is NO! Im not alright. I am about five seconds away from a breakdown. If I was to breakdown. I wouldn’t make it back out of my breakdown. You know why? Because there is no one to bring me back up. No one! No one! I may seem angry but Im not. I just feel like I deserve some one, anyone. I just need something. One thing to make me better. I am so sorry to sound "cry babyish" if i did. It is everything that is going on right now. I feel bad acting so awful. I feel guilty because I know I don’t have it as bad as some people. I am grateful for what I have, I really am. I just need SOMEONE, ANYONE! And I need for life to GET BETTER!

"I wish all of this would end. Im tired of the drama, I am so tired of the bull shit. Im just tired, tired of being me."

 

x.0.S0me Sh0ut 0uts.0.x.

Lily. Thank you so much for everything, If you wouldn’t of been there I would of Been so lost. Worse than I am now. But I am always here for you no matter what. But I don’t know what to do About the other thing I was talking to you About. Its all confusing and scary. I am so scared what the outcome would be. I don’t Know. But I will let you know when you Can talk to him about it all, if I ever let you. But don’t until I tell you to. Thanks lily, for everything. You are the Greatest. Everything has been so confusing lately and you have been one of the few people to be there so thanks so freakin’ much!! But thanks again for everything and I am always here if you need me.

Smruti. You are so awesome. I am glad That everything worked out in the end. I am also glad that we became friends Again and I am so lucky to have someone Like you there for me. I know I can tell You anything and I hope you know that You can tell me anything as well. I am Always here for you no matter what. Don’t tell anyone what I told you because like I said I am sort of ashamed about it Now that I look back. But please keep Quite about that. Thanks. And you are The greatest. Ohh, good-luck with your decision on what you are going to do about him! Love.

Lauren. Thanks for everything. The trip Was so much fun but it would have been So much different without you. I am glad That we have became closer. I am always Here if you need me no matter what. I Hope everything goes good/or works out For you and Brad. I don’t know what to Tell you but if you think it is best, then Go for it. I know I should so not be the One saying that because look at me I Haven’t went for anything but just go for It. But you are the greatest. Love.

Lace. You are so great. I know that you Will always be there, and I am always There for you if you need me no matter What. You are so lucky to have such a Great guy like Josh. He is so in love with You. Yall are so great together and you Seem so happy. I know you have been Together awhile but I hope it last so much Longer. Good luck with everything. I am Always here if you ever need me no matter what. Ohh, and don’t worry about HER she isn’t going to do anything to mess things up he wont let her. Love.

Lauren. You are such a great person. I am always here for you no matter what and we have to get together over the summer. And the party that your going to “get made to have” is going to be a blast. LMFAO! But have a great summer and you better keep in touch. Love.

Allyson. I am so happy for you. And don’t worry about “them” he is in love With you and nothing they do will change That. But I can so understand where you Are coming from. But I am so glad that We have gotten so close this year. I would Of been so in the dark without you. I am Always here if you ever need me no Matter what it is about. Don’t worry about her we will fix what all she is saying about all of us. And yes, know she likes him there is nothing in my mind telling me she isn’t, I’m not that stupid! Thanks for Everything Allyson. Love.

Shannon. I hope that everything going On with you and Oompa works out. If Not then God must have something else Planned out for you, something better. But don’t get discouraged, you have Great friends that are always there if You need them. But thanks for everything You have done for me. I am always here If you ever need me no matter what. Thanks, Shan*, Thanks. Love.

Aaron. The past few weeks have been so Great and your friends are so awesome. Thanks for showing me everything with Pool, it has been so much fun. I am so Lucky that we became friends and I am Always here for you if you ever need Someone to talk to, no matter what. Love.

Jacob. We need to get together. Our phone call that lasted like forever was great we needed to talk to each other about so much stuff. I hope everything gets better for you and all. But if not I am always here for you no matter what. Love.

Bennett. Thanks for everything this year. You are such a great person and a great Friend to have. I am always here if you Ever need me or just need someone To talk to. But I am always here for you. Hope everything gets better for you Soon, if not, then it will and remember, You are not alone. But thanks again and I am always here. Love.

You guys are the greatest..*

<33 Holly. Lily. Smruti. Lace. Lauren. Allyson. Allison. Shannon. Aaron. Bennett. Goose. Paul. Jessica. Stacey. Hannah. Amber. Jimmy. Megan. Megan. Nikki. Leah. Aaron. Brittany. Braden. Jacob. Whitney. Deanna. & Anyone Else I May Of Forgot <33

 

 

I.F. you <L.o.v.e.3 S.o.m.e.o.n.e. You say I.t. Right Then.. Out L.o.u.d. Otherwise.. The M.o.m.e.n.t. Passes You B.y.

Pull the t.r.i.g.g.e.r. and the nightmare s t 0 p s*

Do you need me?

[Monday,
May 16th, 2005]
[ mood | Upset* ]

I wonder if he knows.
Exactly how I feel.
Or does he not know.
And is completely in the dark.
I want him to know.
But yet, I don’t.
I am scared yet confused.
I don’t want school to end.
Because I am so scared.
I will lose all of my great.
Friendships I have grown into.
I do want to go though.
Because I am tired of all the.
Drama. I am tired of all the talk.
I am tired of everything.


Its almost summer now, I missed my chance. I screwed it up. I should of taken the chance and went
for it. Now its over. No second chance. We shall see what the summer has to offer. We shall see if
I still feel the same way next year. We shall see.




5 more days of school left.
2 more days til the Holly-Day.
^.[Pahahaha!].^





I tear my heart open.
I sew myself shut.
My weakness is.
I care too much.
And the scars remind me.
The past is real.
I tear my heart open.
Just to feel.



I Love You All More Than The Stars In The Sky.
We Cant Let The Summer Tear Us Apart!
Promise.




Pull the t.r.i.g.g.e.r. and the nightmare s t 0 p s*







I.Need.Y0u.N0w.M0re.Than.Ever.
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[Monday,
May 16th, 2005]
[ mood | Cheerful* ]

How is my layout.. is it cute or do I need to look some more?

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..This is so me!* [Monday,
May 9th, 2005]
[ mood | Cold* ]


The Keys to Your Heart



You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.

In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.

You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.


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..What do I do?* [Sunday,
May 8th, 2005]
[ mood | C0nfused* ]

I was standing at the end of my rainbow
With nowhere to go and no pot of gold in sight
All my wishes were just way too much to hope for
But when I saw you I knew I’d seen the light
And not a moment too soon
Without a minute to spare
You touched my heart
When I didn’t have a prayer
In my darkest hour
With my world filled with gloom
Your sweet love saved me
Not a moment too soon
I used to think that love would never find me
And the one who cares was lost somewhere in time
But when you found me I knew I’d found forever
You rescued me just before I crossed the line
And not a moment too soon
Without a minute to spare
You touched my heart
When I didn’t have a prayer
In my darkest hour
With my world filled with gloom
Your sweet love saved me
Not a moment too soon

One of these days your going to love me. When you set down by yourself an think. About all the times you just walked past me. And what great lovers we may have been. Then your going to sigh a little, maybe even cry a little. But one of these days your going to love me.

I love you this much. And I’m waiting on you. To make up your mind. Do you love me too. How ever long it takes. I’m never giving up. No matter what. I love you this much.

I love you. I am who I am because of you. You are every reason, every hope, and every dream I've ever had, and no matter what happens to us in the future, everyday we are together is the greatest day of my life. I will always be yours.

I really think there's a reason that I like him so much. Like something is telling me not to let him go. Every time I follow my heart... it leads me to him. I mean... what other explanation is there. Why is it that he is all I can think about? Why is it that no matter how upset I am... I see him and I can't help but smile? Why is it that when he smiles at me... I get that feeling in my stomach? And even when he'd broken my heart, and hurt me as much as anyone could ever hurt me... when he lied to me... and I hated him... why then did I still feel those same feelings? Answer me that, and then I'll tell you why I let him hurt me so much.

I am so scared of what the summer is to bring. I don’t want this school year to end even though I have had some awful times. I don’t want my opportunity to end this year. I haven’t said or showed the feelings I have for this guy. Everyone is like he probably knows but I don’t think he does. But I don’t want me to spend my summer saying “what if this would of happened?” I mean, yes I am sure that we will spend some time together this summer with all of our friends. He better come to my birthday but that is so beside the point. But really I am scared to lose what we have shared this school year. I didn’t know him before this year and now I feel like I have known him forever. He knows so much about me and I don’t know what to say or do to make him know how I feel. I am so scared he will not feel the same way or will be “grossed out” to know that I am the one that likes him. Not some pretty elegant person but me.

But so much has been happening the past few days. Me, Lily, and Allyson have grown so much closer now. And I found out that I cant trust everyone that says they are my friend. Wednesday I found out that what I was told about someone spreading rumors about me because they were mad was not true because I went and asked him. So when I told her that I knew that it wasn’t true she wanted to change her story. And now I found out every day in gym me, Lily, Allyson, Lauren, and Smruti are the talk of their gym class. I was so hurt when I found out Holly was talking about all of us. I mean gah, I have told her so much stuff and nothing like this ever came out. It really hurts. But now I am over it all, yes I am still so mad but I have great friends and what she says doesn’t matter at all. Everyone knows who she likes though Lauren is taking care of that one. But even though she denies everything we all know what is going on. I am tired of her dissing all of my friends they are great people and if she would take the time to get to know the real them she would feel the same way but no, she doesn’t, she just starts judging them by how she sees them.

Saturday I went to carowinds with Stacey. We had so much fun although it was so freaking crowded. We only got to ride a few rides. We rode Richochet, the Frenzoid, Thunder Road frontwards/backwards, and Drop Zone. It was fun, we haven’t saw each other in like forever and it was good. Then I came home and watched the race. Dale Earnhardt Jr. finished 8th. :]

x.0.S0me Sh0ut 0uts.0.x.

Lily. Thank you so much for everything, If you wouldn’t of been there I would of Been so lost. Worse than I am now. But I am always here for you no matter what. But I don’t know what to do About the other thing I was talking to you About. Its all confusing and scary. I am so scared what the outcome would be. I don’t Know. But I will let you know when you Can talk to him about it all. But don’t until I tell you to. Thanks lily, for everything. You are the Greatest. Ohh, and mom approved of the NASCAR speedpark/mid-night bowling thing but now I want to take some people to carowinds so we will be doing that instead of the NASCAR speedpark thing I think I don’t know for sure yet. But thanks again for everything and I am always here if you need me.

 

Smruti. You are so awesome. I am glad That everything worked out in the end. I am also glad that we became friends Again and I am so lucky to have someone Like you there for me. I know I can tell You anything and I hope you know that You can tell me anything as well. I am Always here for you no matter what. Don’t tell anyone what I told you because like I said I am sort of ashamed about it Now that I look back. But please keep Quite about that. Thanks. And you are The greatest. Ohh, good-luck with your decision on what you are going to do about him! Love.

Lauren. Thanks for everything. The trip Was so much fun but it would have been So much different without you. I am glad That we have became closer. I am always Here if you need me no matter what. I Hope everything goes good/or works out For you and Brad. I don’t know what to Tell you but if you think it is best, then Go for it. I know I should so not be the One saying that because look at me I Haven’t went for anything but just go for It. But you are the greatest. Love.

Lace. You are so great. I know that you Will always be there, and I am always There for you if you need me no matter What. You are so lucky to have such a Great guy like Josh. He is so in love with You. Yall are so great together and you Seem so happy. I know you have been Together awhile but I hope it last so much Longer. Good luck with everything. I am Always here if you ever need me no matter what. Ohh, and don’t worry about HER she isn’t going to do anything to mess things up he wont let her. Love.

Allyson. I am so happy for you. And don’t worry about “them” he is in love With you and nothing they do will change That. But I can so understand where you Are coming from. But I am so glad that We have gotten so close this year. I would Of been so in the dark without you. I am Always here if you ever need me no Matter what it is about. Don’t worry about her we will fix what all she is saying about all of us. And yes, know she likes him there is nothing in my mind telling me she isn’t, I’m not that stupid! Thanks for Everything Allyson. Love.

Shannon. I hope that everything going On with you and Oompa works out. If Not then God must have something else Planned out for you, something better. But don’t get discouraged, you have Great friends that are always there if You need them. But thanks for everything You have done for me. I am always here If you ever need me no matter what. Thanks, Shan*, Thanks. Love.

Aaron. The past few weeks have been so Great and your friends are so awesome. Thanks for showing me everything with Pool, it has been so much fun. I am so Lucky that we became friends and I am Always here for you if you ever need Someone to talk to, no matter what. Love.

Jacob. We need to get together. Our phone call that lasted like forever was great we needed to talk to each other about so much stuff. I hope everything gets better for you and all. But if not I am always here for you no matter what. Love.

Bennett. Thanks for everything this year. You are such a great person and a great Friend to have. I am always here if you Ever need me or just need someone To talk to. But I am always here for you. Hope everything gets better for you Soon, if not, then it will and remember, You are not alone. But thanks again and I am always here. Love.

You guys are the greatest..*

<33 Holly. Lily. Smruti. Lace. Lauren. Allyson. Allison. Shannon. Aaron. Bennett. Goose. Paul. Jessica. Stacey. Hannah. Amber. Jimmy. Megan. Megan. Nikki. Leah. Aaron. Brittany. Braden. Jacob. Whitney. Deanna. & Anyone Else I May Of Forgot <33

I.F. you <L.o.v.e.3 S.o.m.e.o.n.e. You say I.t. Right Then.. Out L.o.u.d. Otherwise.. The M.o.m.e.n.t. Passes You B.y.

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..s0 C0nfuSeD..* [Wednesday,
May 4th, 2005]
[ mood | Should I Tell Him?* ]

Started 0ut with a k.i.s.s., h0w did it end up like this, it was 0nly a k.i.s.s., it was 0nly a k.i.s.s.*

Have you ever wondered which hurts the most: saying something and wishing you hadn't or saying nothing and wishing you had? I guess the most important things are the hardest to say. Don't be afraid though tell someone you love them. If you do they might break your heart... but if you don’t, you might break theirs. Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that person was to afraid to let you? Too many of us stay walled up because we are to afraid to care too much... for fear that the other person does not care as much, or at all. Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle? We tell lies when we are afraid...afraid of what we don't know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found out about us. But Everytime we tell a lie... the thing we fear grows stronger. Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump. Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have, or could have had. No one waits forever... What would you do... 'What would you do if Everytime you wanted someone they would never be there? 'What would you do if you best friend died tomorrow and you never got the chance to tell them how you felt? 'What would you do if you loved someone more than ever and you couldn't have them? 'What would you do if Everytime you fell in love you had to say good-bye? When you love someone say it. Say it loud. Say it right away, or the moment just passes you by and you may never get the chance again.

That is so true. You are always scared what someone will say about what you truly feel or what someone will think about your decision when in the end its all up to you and what you want or thing. No one can make your mind up for you but you. If you don’t tell the one you love you love them then its not the others fault if they liked you its yours for not speaking how you felt. Yes, there is a possibility that they might not like you like that but only as a friend. But also there is a chance that if you don’t tell the other that you will break there heart because they love you too. Remember, don’t be too scared to take chances are what people live for.

“And if you don’t know by now how I love you, well it’s a love that’s unconditional.”

*I love him can't he see he means </font>everything to me*All I want is one more chance to prove I'm all he needs*All I need is one more night to show him how much I love him*I’m trying with all my might to prove to him I'll hold on tight*I'd do anything to have him back but I guess somethings are just to much to ask*-Shan

"I'm scared of everything. I'm scared of what I saw. I'm scared of what I did, of who I am. And most of all... I'm scared of walking out of this room and never feeling the rest of my whole life, the way I feel when I'm with you."

To get what you want, you must take risks. you must not be scared to fall in love, because I have experienced the feeling of being in love and it is above all the greatest feeling ever. you must not be scared of losing that special person & just live in the moment and not think about what could happen. I believe that everything happens for a reason & have learned that if it is meant to be it will all work out in the end. Never hold back, don’t regret anything that made you smile, be random, smile, laugh, kiss, hug, live life in the moment, and above all l0ve with all your heart

Have you ever held back your feelings to save a friendship? Too scared to ruin what you already have.. to scared to say what you really want to say.. and always thinking what could have been..

I wish i could tell you how much i love you, but i am scared you don't feel the same. I wish i could have just one more chance, to show you how happy i can make you. Every time i see you my heart bursts into flames, because i can't hold you or give you a kiss. But these are not the big things I miss. I miss the feeling of being wanted, loved, and held. But this poem can't even begin to tell the things my heart holds

 

Lately everything has been so confusing. I don’t know what to do about anything, In my life anymore. It’s like I’m no longer In control anymore its some person who is So afraid of everything and cannot take Chances about anything. I hate being like That. Its like I cant make any decisions on My own. Why? I ask myself that question Over and over but never, not once, can I Find the answer. I don’t know what to do about anything. I know I have awesome Friends, I know that, I just don’t feel, at The time like I have any at all. I feel so Alone in this crazy messed up world, and I feel like I have no way out. Also, I feel Like my family is tired of all of my little “depression spells” but trust me, so the Fuck am I. But its so crazy, my friends are Fighting now. Not all of them, no. But all of them don’t like another one of my other Friends, its crazy. But right now one of Them is in this whole thing because she “said something” about another one and I don’t want to get in the middle of it but Now I already feel like I already have. I don’t want either of them to be mad at me And I hope that they both can realize that. And I don’t want either of them to hold This against me in any way. They both Are the greatest. But besides that school Is ok, I am glad that it is. It is now my Place to run away from everything. I hide Everything from everyone at school, I don’t show my depression, I hide it. I Know that’s not a good thing but I don’t Feel like I have anyone at all to talk to About anything, even though I know Deep down that is so not true because I Have some of the greatest friends in the World. But anyways. I just felt like I Should let some stuff out. I don’t want This to be a depression comment but I Just wanted everyone to know why I have Been so down lately. And thanks to Everyone that has been there for me  Through everything. It has meant the World to me.

o_0

Lily. Thank you so much for everything, If you wouldn’t of been there I would of Been so lost. Worse than I am now. But I am always here for you no matter what. And don’t worry about everything going On right now it will all work out in the end And he isn’t going to believe anything Being said so you don’t have to worry About that. And please don’t tell anyone What I told you today. You are the only person I have told and I don’t want Anyone to know besides you unless I tell Them myself. But I don’t know what to do About the other thing I was talking to you About. Its all confusing and scary. I am so scared what the outcome would be. I don’t Know. But I will let you know when you Can talk. But don’t until I tell you to. Thanks lily, for everything. You are the Greatest. Ohh, and mom approved of the NASCAR speedpark/mid-night bowling. Love.

Holly. Thank you so much for everything As well. I would be so lost without you. You are the greatest and I am always Here for you, to listen or to just be there. I hope everything works out for you and “that guy” and if not then it must just not  Be meant to be. But I am here no matter What. I will always be. You can talk to me About anything. Love.

Smruti. You are so awesome. I am glad That everything worked out in the end. I am also glad that we became friends Again and I am so lucky to have someone Like you there for me. I know I can tell You anything and I hope you know that You can tell me anything as well. I am Always here for you no matter what.  Don’t tell anyone what I told you because like I said I am sort of ashamed about it Now that I look back. But please keep Quite about that. Thanks. And you are The greatest. Love.

Lauren. Thanks for everything. The trip Was so much fun but it would have been So much different without you. I am glad That we have became closer. I am always Here if you need me no matter what. I Hope everything goes good/or works out For you and Brad. I don’t know what to Tell you but if you think it is best, then  Go for it. I know I should so not be the One saying that because look at me I  Haven’t went for anything but just go for It. But you are the greatest. And I can go Saturday. Love.

Lace. You are so great. I know that you Will always be there, and I am always There for you if you need me no matter What. You are so lucky to have such a Great guy like Josh. He is so in love with You. Yall are so great together and you Seem so happy. I know you have been Together awhile but I hope it last so much Longer. Good luck with everything. I am Always here. Love.

Allyson. I am so happy for you. And don’t worry about “them” he is in love With you and nothing they do will change That. But I can so understand where you Are coming from. But I am so glad that We have gotten so close this year. I would Of been so in the dark without you. I am Always here if you ever need me no Matter what it is about. Thanks for Everything Allyson. Love.

Shannon. I hope that everything going On with you and Oompa works out. If Not then God must have something else Planned out for you, something better. But don’t get discouraged, you have Great friends that are always there if You need them. But thanks for everything You have done for me. I am always here If you ever need me no matter what. Thanks, Shan*, Thanks. Love.

Aaron. The past few weeks have been so Great and your friends are so awesome. Thanks for showing me everything with Pool, it has been so much fun. I am so Lucky that we became friends and I am Always here for you if you ever need Someone to talk to, no matter what. Love.

Bennett. Thanks for everything this year. You are such a great person and a great Friend to have. I am always here if you Ever need me or just need someone To talk to. But I am always here for you. Hope everything gets better for you Soon, if not, then it will and remember, You are not alone. But thanks again and I am always here. Love.

o_0

You guys are the greatest..*

<33 Holly. Lily. Smruti. Lace. Lauren. Allyson. Allison. Shannon. Aaron. Bennett. Goose.Paul. Jessica. Stacey. Hannah. Amber.Jimmy. Megan. Megan. Nikki. Leah. Aaron. Brittany. Braden. Jacob. Whitney. Deanna. & Anyone Else I May Of Forgot <33

 

I.F. you <L.o.v.e.3 S.o.m.e.o.n.e. You say I.t. Right Then.. Out L.o.u.d. Otherwise.. The M.o.m.e.n.t. Passes You B.y.

 

I need some advise. Ask me what I need advice and I will so tell you if you promise to help. Lily, you Know what I need help on please help me just don’t Post who with or anything that will give off what We are talking about. Thanks everyone. Love.

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..C0nfused..* [Tuesday,
May 3rd, 2005]
[ mood | Who is really my friend? ]

I am so confused.
I don't know what to do.
I need your help.
Your not there.
What do I do.
I am so scared.
I need you.

The past few days I have been so depressed.
I hate this "depression stage" but yet,
I always come back to this stage some way.
I feel like I have no one anymore that I can trust.
I know I do, its just how I feel right now.
Things should change soon, hopefully.
If not I might go crazy, or worse.
But I want everyone to know I am always here.
No matter what I will always listen.
Thank you all for being there for me.
And I am thankful to have you all.
But I am always here.♥

I'll get you caught up later.. I don't
have time right now. Love you though.



<3 Holly. Smruti. Lily. Lauren. Lace.
Megan. Allyson. Allison. Brittany.
Erica. Amber. Aaron. Bennett. Shannon.
Paul. Goose. Nikki. Ashley. Alex.
Braden. Jacob. Stephanie. Leah. & Kayla.<3
...*Sorry If I Forgot Anyone...*


Holly- Thanks for everything. I wouldnt of made it this far without you, though I do need to get some things straight. We can talk about it in Science but it is important. But I am always here if you need me. Love.

Smruti- I am glad everything is getting better. You cannot say anything about what I told you because like I said I am kind of ashamed. But I am always here if you ever need me, no matter what. Love.

Lily- If she is saying stuff then dont worry about her. What she says wont change anything. But, I will find out. She will tell me if she said anything. Good luck with you and Spencer, you are so cute together. But I am always here if you ever need me no matter what and I know I can talk to you about anything. Love.

Allison- I am so glad that we came friends. I can always talk to you about anything and I know that. I am always here for you no matter what. Love.

Aaron- Thanks so much for showing me how to play pool. You are the greatest. I am here if you ever need me. Good luck with everything going on at your school. Love.

Bennett- I will find out what is going on with what was said and I will let you know. But I am always here if you need me no matter what. Thanks for everything. Love.

Lace- Happy 15th Birthday. Thanks for everything. I am always here if you need me, no matter what!! Love.

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