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[26 Dec 2006|12:45pm]
Some things will never change. As much as we pray and hope for things to turn out how we would like them too, they never will. I try to just forget everything, because if I think about it long enough, I begin to go insane. I cannot believe how much life has changed, I really can't. It is all too much sometimes. Sometimes I want to place myself in a point in my life where I was at my peak, and just freeze time. Sometimes I want to stop dead in my tracks and not go on anymore because I just don't see the good in life, I don't see a good future. Sometimes... it feels like I could disapear forever and a lot of people would be better off. But instead, I just don't think. I'm a fucking robot. I wake up, I go to school, I do schoolwork, I go to work, I go home, I go to bed. Where is my heart lately?

Sorry, I just haaaaaad to get that all out.
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[14 Oct 2006|09:18am]
So basically, my life is incredible. Here we go,

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[13 Oct 2006|06:48am]
stop fucking complaining about the LAMEST things. honestly. wait until god damn real life, once your out of like.. highschool. I realize i've only been out of school for like 4 months now, but that is all it really takes until you realize how easy shit use to be. So shut your slore mouth about your tiny boy problems or what the fuck ever. And if you think this is about you.. IT PROBABLLY IS. Okay thats enough LJ DRAMA Lololol.

On a lighter note, I fucking love LOTR. Like, love. Mmmhmm. I love Matty the most. Then I love Amina Munster. Oh and I love school. Yeah, i'm incredibly happy with everything right now :] and I dont see anything going down hill right now, for atleast a long long longggggg time. So, I have no complaints! Other then i'm sick of seeing like 25 year olds with little stupid girls. Faggggots
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[16 Sep 2006|09:20am]


make me so happy. I cannot wait for the holidays.
Especially because I have a special boy to spend them with.

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no one will read this but [14 Sep 2006|10:27am]
Well, a quick catch up.

I graduated highschool.
I began cosmotology school.
I dropped out of cosmotology school.
I spoke with the tech.
I am now currently attending the tech.
In two years: Keene State.
I am majoring in Teacher Education.
I work two jobs.
Bugaboo Creek Hosting
Working at my barn
I am horseback riding again,
and i'll be competing next year.
I do about 2-3 hours of homework a night
I get thursdays off, and those are the days I sleep

Onto the joyful part of my life, the part were MOST OF THE TIME I am not pulling out my hair :].. me and Matty are great. 5 months is right around the corner. I see him whenever I can, inbetween classes and late at night. He is so good, even though I yell at him like everyday, he is my best friend and i've never had so much fun with anyone before.

I miss Kerri. I miss easy highschool days. I miss a lot of things and people, my life is so different then it was just 10 months ago. But I know i'm heading down the right path.
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Fire works [16 Jul 2006|02:13pm]
July 4th pictures, I am NOT this tan, this was my peak before I quit, it's gross.

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jerks [15 Jul 2006|11:44pm]
[ mood | blah ]

Pretty bullshit about a lot of my friends. And it sucks because last year, I did this to them. Why do girls insist on ignoring life when they have a boyfriend? Even when it isn't to the extreme, it just sucks. I miss a lot of the old days with a few of my girl friends. I can't even think about it, it's depressing. I wish I could have some moments back right now. I miss so many people and pushed them away last year, maybe its my fault? But i'm sorry, and now its time for you to realize as well. God damn. Hang out with me.

Matt came home tonight, lots of loving back in my life.

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[13 Jul 2006|09:56pm]
Michael's School of Hair Design & Esthetics is my life right now.
Along with Matthew, Lola, & Edison Dunne.
I'm pretty faaackin' happy and wouldn't want anything different.

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[12 Jul 2006|09:33pm]
the lack of sex the past 2 & a half weeks is killing me. yeah i said it

hahahahaha, oh this website. how dead are yyyou
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[27 Apr 2006|05:29pm]
yo waddddddddddddddddddddup lj.
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[24 Nov 2005|09:06am]
Happy thanksgiving, and happy first snow fall!
I woke up this morning, so happy.
I love the snow, I love the Holidays, yess.
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[24 Nov 2005|01:30am]
Fixed up the ugly layout.
And made a cute icon. Mmmhm.
At 1:30 in the morning.
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[22 Nov 2005|06:44am]
New York was breath taking.
I'll post all the pictures once Jon gives me my hook-ups back.
Theres only like 30 pictures. I was so busy there.

We did everything Saturday, everything.
Went everywhere. And then when we woke up on Sunday,
and I walked outside the hotel,
thats when I knew I was living in the city when I move out.
Well, right outside the city.

I have to check out Chicago next. Mmmmhm.
Somewhere nice for hair dressing.

Alright, i'll try to get the pictures loaded today.

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[18 Nov 2005|06:39am]
I'm incredibly lazy. I mean, I do what I have to do.. but I never do it willingly. I just want to lay down and watch movies and rest. Wtf, that gets annoying.

Last night I went to watch The Nightmare Before Christmas, and my fucking playstation(yeah i'm too poor to get a dvd player), is broken or something. So Jon will have to figure that out.

He bought me a fountain last night, with Jake and the dragon, it's cute as fuck. And I think I already broke it. I'm clumbsy as hell. I already broke one of Jack's thumbs off. And yah, I cried over it.

I'm getting a $200 dollar DOONEY & BOURKE purse for christmas. Shit, when i'm not lazy i'll give the link to look at it. It's amazing, mmmhm.

ANYWAY! On a more important note: Manhattan, NY.. here I come! I'll take plenty of pictures and post all of them when I get home. I'm so excited. My sister and I are going to have a blast.
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[08 Nov 2005|02:44pm]
who uses this site anymore,
it's dead. rip.
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[13 Sep 2005|06:46am]
Hahaha, you're the fakest person I have ever seen.
You're lame. I just thought i'd throw that out there.

You annoy the shit out of everyone,
I tried being your friend, but you talk shit.
And you flat out suck. As a person and friend.


Oh and I love Jon. Alot. More than anyone.

[08 Sep 2005|05:48pm]
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[07 Sep 2005|04:00pm]
Pray for my little ring finger.
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[02 Sep 2005|11:40am]
Dispatch puts a smile on my face.

Hahah, shutup.
I'm serious.
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[01 Sep 2005|08:02pm]
[ mood | good ]

Today I was told my life should be on TV.
That it would make millions. Bahaha, by a 13 year old boy.

I don't argue that statement.
At all.

PS: All my classes are with 10th and 11th graders.
I actually sit alone, it's funny. I sit by myself.
MMMM I have one class with Haley my love, though.
Thank god. And lunch with Benny.

I feel horrible for all the people down south.
I wish I could do something.
It was terrifying today watching it on the news.
It's so real and scary.
It makes you realize alot, it made me shut up.
I'm done with complaining, I need too appreciate things more.
And i'm done with bitching and hating so many people.
Unless they deserve it, of course.
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