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[26 Jun 2005|02:42pm]
new lj: saramaile

pretty easy dont you think?
add me and ill add you back.
1 turned you into a frog cast a spell

some things cant be explained [26 Jun 2005|12:55pm]
[ mood | okay ]

wont allow myself to give in to that again
i wont help, even though i want to
its done.
it has to be.

i cant feel that
no way
its against every thing i say
so im forgetting about it

i want to feel something.

just going through the motions

but things are ok

cast a spell

did i say that i was excited? [23 Jun 2005|06:26pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

today was amazing. amazing.
annie came today. she is brilliant and hilarious as well. she did a storytelling workshop and then performed some stuff from a mythology show she did. oh. my. god. awesome. my adjectives cant get more descriptive right now. sorry. so she and i talked a bit, cant wait to do more with her.

then it rained. i ran in the rain. happiness. and the fact that monica was with me made it better. :)

so i get a call from amanda(former acting teacher and good friend) at the school (players performing arts school where the camp is). she tells me that she recommended me to kt curran the founder of the source teen theatre. pv kids, you know those shows that we see during forum? we had one on aids, another about drinking, and one about bullying with a kid taking a gun to school. she's redoing the one about bullying and had me read for the lead role. she seemed really happy with my audition. she said she'd call me soon. i dont know if i got it but im still excited. i would miss school every few weeks for a day to tour around to different middle schools from sept to the end of jan. did i say that i was excited? I AM SO EXCITED. hehe. gosh i dont think i can wait til she calls. mgfdshruhvfjkldsngrjel ecxitement :) great for a resume.

3 turned you into a frog cast a spell

what is love [22 Jun 2005|06:01pm]
[ mood | my mind descending ]

feeling kinda strung out
and helpless

some typical irritating teenage shit that i wish i could skip
and some heartfelt crap that wouldnt be a big deal to anyone. not even my closest friends.

so im still here
waiting for my turn
letting life slide by

take time out of your own life, not mine.

so tired of this
its all bullshit

standing in the calm before the storm

5 turned you into a frog cast a spell

you shouldnt make me laugh when i have something in my mouth [21 Jun 2005|09:50pm]
[ mood | indifferent ]

boys are retarded.

i give a chance that is refused. stupid.

it's goin' down, tonight in this town. . .

annie morrison comes tomorrow, how sweet is that?

No girl wakes up in the morning thinking, "God I hope I don't get swept off my feet today."

2 turned you into a frog cast a spell

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