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new ljjj!! [07 Jul 2005|03:03am]
[ mood | tired ]


forget about this shit.
add me there.

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[04 Jul 2005|02:31pm]
[ mood | hopeful ]

sarbear4590: omigosh courtney ur lj posts r soo touching

yayyy. she actually reads them.

todays the 4th
and the weathers icky
i dont wana go out, but im gona.
i think im going to lynnes soon.. then frontier days tonight. ofcourse.

i update too much. cuz im bored too much.


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uhhh [04 Jul 2005|12:49am]
[ mood | blank ]

disregard the last post.

today should be amazing.
happy 4th.

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updating again [03 Jul 2005|11:06am]
[ mood | stressed ]

yesterday i sat around all day then went to maggies with andria. we walked to frontier days and met up with everyone. it was horrible yesterday.
so i drank for the first time this whole summer. and i wouldnt be suprised if it was for the last.
i feel so bad about everything. although i shouldnt feel bad, i do. and i dont know why i care. but i do. and ugh.

i saw a lot of myspace people. some of them looked exactly like how i expected, but others are definitly better looking in pictures.
some random girl came up to me and asked me if i was going out with "christopher not chris from myspace" cuz she saw us talking. well more like she saw him yelling at me, but yeahhh. and i was like "ummm.. no."

slept at dianes with maggie, andria, pam and emma.

frontier days again tonight. i dont even wana go.
but theres nothing else to do.

and then the 4th is tomorrow. and i bet everyones gona be drinking. and now i feel like i cant, although i can. but i dont want to. so i doubt i am.

ummmyeah. iloveyou.

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hmmm [01 Jul 2005|11:39pm]
[ mood | crappy ]

gahh. well right now im in a bad mood. many reasons.
and i miss andria sleeping in my bed.

last two days have been just hanging out around the house during the day. then frontier days at night.
last night was pretty good. there were a lot of people there that i havent seen in a while. for the last part of the night me, andria, colin and tim layed in the field. then tim drove us home. love those kids.
tonight was fhjkgvknd. people make me mad. and i hate drama. frontier days is so overrated. and its not nearly as fun as it used to be. and lynne lost her phone. and my legs hurt really bad. and yeahh.. asdfghjkl.
tomorrow & sunday= frontier days again. gahh kill me.
i dont even want to go. but theres nothing better to do.
then 4th of july. plans? get me some.


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well well well [30 Jun 2005|12:21am]
[ mood | fuckfuckfcuk ]

so basically this summer sucks.

today was alright.
i got my haircut. went to andrias. went to dianes. it felt good to get all my anger out. i wanted to scream.

some alcohal could make things better. eeeh?
or maybe some frontier days.
and some boys.

tomorrow should be fun.
plans with pam n andria during the day. wooo.
frontier days at night.
and frontier days everyday until it ends.. july something.


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gahhh [27 Jun 2005|03:12pm]
[ mood | grrr ]

things have been so boring the past couple days.
downtown, summer fest, blah. last night was actually pretty fun though. we just sat around at north school park and on the parking garage and talked & stuff.

vfw tomorrow? maybe.

im getting my haircut wednesday.
i wish i could get highlites because black is ick. but my mom said she doesn't want me to damage my hair anymore than it already is.

frontier days starts thursday. im pretty excited.

my camera is broken.

people really piss me off. well actually, not really people.. but the things they do. especially when they don't even know they're doing it. gahhh

pams birthday is soon. i have to get her 47329874239 presents cuz shes spoiled. fuck.

chris is coming home soon. and im actually pretty excited to see him, since were bffaeaeaeae & everything.

i wish i could drive.


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wisconsin was shitty... [25 Jun 2005|01:19pm]
[ mood | bitchy ]

hiiii. ilu. me and andria just got back from tomahawk, fucking wisconsin. it was alright. kinda boring at times, but it was fun when we drove around and made fun of ugly wisconsoners.

we tanned, drank coffee, went on the boat, went swimming, drove around, scared bitches, took pictures, listened to music, went shopping and missed online.
oh yeah, we dyed our hair a lot. i first did this 8-day black but it turned out dark brown.. i used my sisters blonde highlites and did random chunks. but then me n andria dyed our hair black. so now its all black and "shitty." i think im gona dye it AGAIN (brown) and get highlites or something. my hair is dead.

andrias staying with me until monday because her moms in new york. woohoo. i could never get sick of her. pams coming over soon.

i can't wait until frontier days.

i don't like people that i can't trust. so if i can't trust you, i dont like you.
ummm me and andria are gona burn bitches with our straighteners.

iloveyou. kinda. bye<3

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BEST DAY OF SUMMER!!!111 [18 Jun 2005|02:22am]
[ mood | yeahhhh ]

the past couple days have been very non-eventful and gay enough to put me in a bad mood. but today was so much fun. so i guess it made up for it. andria, pam, diane, maggie harding, maggie arado and myself went thrifting downtown chi. it was fun. we took a lot of pictures. when we got back to the AH we all went our seperate ways but then got back together at night. ofcourse, we ended up spending the night at dtah. it was the best night ever at dt aaaand the best night of summer so far. there were tons of people there. most of the night was spent at north school park. i hung out with the usual, but i also made some new friends. well, i dont really know their names, but i know their faces. oh man, i hope my they add me on myspace. i saw some kids i haven't seen a while.. or since summer started. and i also hung out with my new friends.. like mikeE and kyle. we hung out with them until we got kicked out. then they left, and me and andria got picked up.

tomorrow me and andria are leaving for the WI. im actually pretty excited now. we better get tan. dude,ilovewisconsinboys. yeah, definitely not.
we'll be back next saturday. i know you'll miss us. so please comment on our myspaces while we're gone. kk? kk.

im expecting to see some cool kids when i get home. so we better hang out.

especially christopher... not chris. we're bffeaeaeae. and i miss him.


well,iloveyou. love-court.

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coxxx in your mouth [15 Jun 2005|01:40am]
[ mood | okay ]

-on the phone with some kid
-listening to sad music
-drinking sprite
-wearing my thomas gym uniform
-itching my eyes. i bet i have that freaky contagious disease kaitlyn has.

incase you were wondering..

today was fun.
well, kinda.

tomorrow im going shopping.
thursday = chicago. maybe?

leaving for WI for a week with andria and my family.
lets hang out before i leave.


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nvkjrdnfjkndkj [13 Jun 2005|01:36am]
[ mood | ASDFGHJKL ]

i update too much. sorry.

survey.Collapse )

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hiii lovers. [12 Jun 2005|06:49pm]
[ mood | asdfghjkl;< / 3 ]

the last entry was kinda depressing, so i deleted it.
things are still the same. i'll live with it. i dont need to share my whole life with everyone. so ask, if you care.
summer has been boring so far. nothing eventful.

today was sad, and gloomy and stuff. i hate the weather. i stayed home cuz my gparents are here celebrating my birthday. they're kinda celebrating it without me though... i've been up in my room all day putting 82901409 songs on my ipod. im staying in tonight. im gona watch garden state or soemthing. call if you wana do something tomorrow.

my day got better like 10 minutes ago. i got a call from a certain someone. it made me smile.

i hope everyones having a better summer than me. so yeah, have fun.
my family, andria and i are leaving for wisconsin for a week next saturday. im not looking forward to it at all.. atleast me and andria can be bored together. expect many new myspace pictures from us when we get home. hah bffeaeae faggot.

i found out today that i can't live without wearing a toe ring.
and that depressing music gets me in a good mood.
and i can't wait until frontier days. and everything thats going on around that time.


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[09 Jun 2005|05:36pm]
[ mood | stressed ]

so things were going pretty good.. until my birthday. [tuesday]
my friends were amazing all day, they really made me happy with all the hugs&cards&everything. iloveyouuu<3

but then i got home and the fighting started. my sister, my parents, chris. wow, nice birthday.
the best part of my day was eating cheesecake. cuz im fat, and all i care about is food.

then the next day.. finals started. i was so stressed because im getting all border line grades so i need to do lots of studying. i couldn't though, too much on my mind to worry about school. i did okay on the finals on wednesday, but i screwed myself over with human geo becuase im still getting a C.

then after staying at school looking for kaitlyn's fucking credit card, me and andria went to her house and tanned&swam and stuff. it was cute. i love hanging out with her. and making hotdogs explode. yeahyuh.

i came home.. the conversation with chris continued. it finally led to us breaking up.
i guess its for the best, he wont have to worry or stress himself out over me anymore. and he can leave knowing that theres nothing he needs to worry about.
so if hes happy, im happy.

today i had my math final. if i get a D in the class, ill be so mad. ugh, fhiujnvkdv. summer school here i come.
i wore my thomas gym shorts to school and i felt like a boy. but i was comfy, so thats all that matters.
we went to BK then maggies after school. we tried to attack rosie, diane & lynne with water balloons, but we missed.. and jackie hit the window instead of throwing it OUT the window. hah, funniest thing ever.

finals, last day of school tomorrow. LYNNE'S BIRTHDAY. i dont know what im doing. celebration maybe for lynne/me turning 15. eeh call to make plans.

i made chris an "i'll miss you" card, cuz hes leaving on saturday. and its really cute. but now i cant give it to him. =(
well atleast i can look at it.

ill update again if something exciting happens.
lets hang out all summer.
and drink.


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<3!!!!!!1111!!!!1 [05 Jun 2005|10:52pm]
[ mood | excited ]

things have been really good lately. and they got even better this weekend.

on friday i came home after getting out of school at 12:35. i sat, ate and watched tv for a while. then i got all ready and went to thomas to visit teachers/middleschoolfaggots with andria. we saw boz, amanda, marissa, vickie and kevin&those kids. it was cool to see them again. we split up from the group then went to BK and i got sprite with no ice that tasted like vodka. it was disgusting, but whatever. i was thirsty. we walked to maggieHard's. diane & maggieA were there as well. lynne came later then we all went downtown to meet up with people. maggiesquared went to see a movie, so the rest of us played basketball at rec with tim, chris and terry. we went back downtown later and tons of people were there. woohoo sleepover at emmas. HAPPY BIRTHDAY! lots of talking, makeup and painting nails. girly stuff like that. mhhm

saturday i came home at 12ish from emmas and showered cuz i felt disgusting. i sat outside for a while and talked with my mom about things going on in my life. she told me to stop being so stressed and pissed off all the time. ill try to take her advice. so anyways, it started to storm and stoped within like 20 minutes. i got all ready and then went over to kyle's with diane, andria, dana and jordin. chris and all of his amazing friends were there. i was happy to finally meet all of them. funniest kids ever. so yeah, it was really fun. i was kinda in a bad mood in the beginning, but things were better towards the end.

woke up today and showered. then layed outside, tried to work on bio extra credit. then i went inside, got ready then headed to chris'. it was amazing. i tried to work on bio at his house, but he wouldnt let me. he gave me my birthday presents. that i love. so thank you<3. i came home.. ate dinner. it was gross: steak and salmon. but my mom wanted me home to have a "family dinner." yeah, fag. so i finished eating then decided to go to KOC with diane. amazing show. mike&ryne were there. we walked to starbucks, picked up andria then went back. it really made me feel like it was summer. and how i really dont want to go to school tomorrow.

so finals are this week. and im really pissed off. because a majority of my classes are borderline. so finals really can screw me over if i do bad on any of them.. which i will.

to remind you:
june 7th- my birthday.
june 10th- lynnes birthday.

sorry this is so long.

i just love you & stuff.

(11 fell | head over heels)

got it back, return to sender. [16 May 2005|07:20pm]
[ mood | GAHHH!!!1 ]

well this weekend was pretty much amazing. actually, i lie. saturday was the only part of my weekend that was amazing.
friday- koc: didn't pay/went inside for about an hour/some kid got arrested/left early. downtown: noodles/beat bitches up/589048590435890 people were there. it reminded me of summer.
saturday- chris's all day. <3
sunday- stayed home. sleptnstuff.

1st-written. speeches.
2nd-geo. didn't do my homework. so i worked on it during class.
3rd-foods. katie's a hoe. haileys always high. sheryl has pretty hair. we're making brownies tomorrow.
4th-lunch. target with andria and dana.
5th-bio. i missed maggie. i had to walk alone to and from class, so i cried.
6th-gym. me and maggieH worked those step arobics like they've never been worked. yeahyah.
7th-math. got my re-take back. i ended up getting a 37/100. i'm actually pretty proud of myself.
8th-spanish. language lab.

-i have an ortho appointment tomorrow, and i haven't worn my retainer in over 2 months. shit.
-im going birthday-clothes shopping some day this week with my mom. i think our date is planned for wednesday.

this weeked... FRIDAY= dana's after school with andrea&&brittany. then KOC. SATURDAY= something with chris.

do this please...
[1] Who are you?
[2] Are we friends?
[3] When and how did we meet?
[4] How have I affected you?
[5] What do you think of me?
[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me?
[7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?
[8] Do you love me?
[9] Have I ever hurt you?
[10] Would you hug me?
[11] Would you kiss me?
[12] Would you have sex with me?
[13] Are we close?
[14] Emotionally, what stands out?
[15] Do you wish I was cooler?
[16] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?
[17] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
[18] Am I loveable?
[19] How long have you known me?
[20] Describe me in one word.
[21] What was your first impression?
[22] Do you still think that way about me now?
[23] What do you think my weakness is?
[24] Do you think I'll get married?
[25] What about me makes you happy?
[26] What about me makes you sad?
[27] What reminds you of me?
[28] What's something you would change about me?
[29] How well do you know me?
[30] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
[31] Do you think I would kill someone?

(7 fell | head over heels)

[08 May 2005|02:26am]
[ mood | lol ]

im wide awake, and its like 3 in the morning. kill me.
so this weekend = stressful.
friday went to shae's/the park/evan's. slept at dianes.
today went to chicago. then met up with everyone. then went to dianes.
i got home: argued with my mom, listened to music and tried to figure everything out with chris.


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ive got big BIG plans. [04 May 2005|09:51pm]
[ mood | getaway. ]

im so tired lately. and i hate it.
but right now im on the phone with chris. so im happy.
this week has been going by so slow. i hate it.

my day:
1- written. talked to jennifer and sam about getting their belly buttons pierced, i gave them advice. they seem excited. my powerpoint wasnt working so i didnt start working until the last 10 minutes of class.
2- geo. realized i dont know any of the capitals/countries in europe. nik was being mean.
3- foods. yogurt parfait. blah. miss lap hates us.
4- lunch. target with emma, maggie and andre. we talked. A LOT
5- bio. someones a bitch. and doesnt care about peoples feelings. p.s. i love maggieA.
6- gym. volleyball. its offical: me brittany and maggie suck.
7- math. bathroom break was great:saw andrea. had to work with some weird girl on my review packet. i think shes obsessed with griffin. i have a lot of late work to turn in.
8- spanish. took the test. it was easy. MUY FACIL

so today i realized.. i dont know if i can really trust some of my "friends" anymore. i hear things that people say behind my back and then to my face theyre like OMFGCOURTNEYYOURULE. nice try though, it almost worked.

tomorrow is late arrival. and the OC x 2 hours!!!!!!!!1112345678
friday = adorable. (hanging out with chris.)
saturday.. chicago? i believe so.
sunday- mother's day. yay linda/pin-face/mom.

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soo...asdfghjkl; [01 May 2005|07:11pm]
[ mood | please!!!!!!1 ]

testing was this week. it was easy, but knowing me.. i probably did bad. after school on wednesday, i went downtownAH with rosie, diane, emma, jackie, kwin and krissy. most of us ate and noodles then got ice cream at cold stone. i went home and sat around then celebrated my moms birthday with mi familia. happy 30th linda.

so then on thursday we had testing again. i went home with andria and kaitlyn. we partied. me and andria sat around until the oc was NOT on. i was so mad. who actually cares about social security over The OC?
not me.

friday was alright. full day of school. a little bit after school, andria pam and i played at toys r us. we left and then went to pams where we played with katie and rosie. we found some hardcore porn in jeremy's closet along with a full box of condomns. whataSLUT.

then saturday was the highlite of my week. i organized and picked up my room all day and then went over to lynne's for our "picnic." brittany katie and dana were already there when me and pam came fashionably late. we made velveta and gave britt n katie about 4 spoonfulls each. later that night dana, brittany, lynne and i went to brittanys then walked to the park and got picked up by sean. we picked up some kids from nik's then went to this guys house. this band played, they were pretty good. i was impressed. then we went to some park? and then "the pit." hahaha. me kevin lynne n dana got so lost trying to get there, the forest was so scary, lynne even gave me blisters from holding my hand too hard. we stayed there for a little bit then sean drove us, sam and kevin to steak n shake. sam was so cute to dana, i was like aww. anyways, seans car got searched by an undercover cop, i was so scared. but everything turned out okay. we stayed at steaknshake for like 5 minutes, then sean drove us to brittanys. i FINALLY got to have one of brittany's famous subs. it was so good. we went to bed pretty early. what a fun night.

today i worked on my room some more. i moved my bed and my side table thing. i put lots of pictures on my walls of my favorite people. youll be lucky if youre on there. right now im on the phone with CHRIS, but hes being mean. its normal though, im mean to him too.

tomorrow: maggieH+andria+dana+courtney = lunch date.<3


(8 fell | head over heels)

hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!!!!!!!1 [23 Apr 2005|01:00pm]
[ mood | stressed ]

well the weekend started out stressful.
rainy, cold, gross friday.
after school andrea came over. we watched next with kaitlyn. then i left and went to office depot to get my camera. andrea just stayed at my house with kaitlyn while i was gone. i ended up getting the same camera as brittany/pam. i love it. but its an early-only-present im gonna get for my birthday.
then i came home and sat around, and vacuumed.
me boz and andrea decided to go downtown.
as i was getting ready to leave.. my mom and kaitlyn made me clean the gameroom since it hasnt been cleaned since the new years party. gaygaygay
so finally i met up with everyone downtown. maggie rosie krissy diane colin mike bob chris etc etc
me and chris yelled at eachother and actually sounded like were married.
but then we were okay.
i only stayed downtown for an hourand1/2ish.
my hair was curly and my feet were cold.EW
when i got home, me boz and andrea layed around my house til 10:30ish when they went home.
mmmyeah. <3courtney.

(head over heels)

we.belong.together. [20 Apr 2005|06:02pm]
[ mood | fvdjsknfksd ]

well things have pretty good lately.
last weekend was alright. on friday i went to the show. i hung out with chris and his adorable hair-cut most of the time. on saturday i stayed home all day then went downtown with tons of kids at night. andria, pam, rosie, maggiearado, diane, mitch, greg, krissy, sarah, mike, and otherFAGS. it was like old times: stay at downtown for a while, then walk to northschool park. how cute<3. then on sunday andrea and i had an education day. we made strombolli for foods X2. we worked on our biology reports. i played with her kitty, and then went home.
i was supposed to go to Indiana this weekend for my sister's wedding shower. but since im so fly, i showed my family who's boss. so now i dont have to go.
so this weekend... friday- KOC? saturday-? lets hang out.

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