I can't really explain it. But I read an entry of his on his myspace or his xanga or somewhere and...wow. I don't know if it was just writing or if it was sincere introspection. It was sort of poignant, either way. And not at all something I'd have expected from him.
I also realized tonight that I don't have a picture of me and Andy together. This needs to be rectified, particularly if I go to school in TX. I don't want to lose him. Well, not completely, anyway. At this point, I think he's basically gone.