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[14 Aug 2005|09:44pm]
I have a new journal... but... it's only for people who give a damn... so if you give a damn... comment and i may add you... if you don't give a damn... keep living your life like i have disappeared!
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blaah [10 Jul 2005|09:45am]
[ mood | cynical ]

I'm deleting this journal on Wednesday. :o)
Goodbyes never really mean goodbye.

But goodbye on Wednesday.

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Why the 29th? [09 Jul 2005|02:25am]
Because that's the day my paid account runs out and it just makes sense. Gives me time to say my goodbyes and everything.

My day got better when Jake brought me some gorgeous flowers :o) but got worse when I got my hair did... I was there from 3:45 until 7:00........... and it turned out HORRIBLE. Nothing like what I wanted... so I think I may go back and make them fix it. It's seriously not me and stupid.

Now... I'm going to go. I'm staying with my sister tonight. I have the dress fitting tomorrow... er today for the wedding. Boo
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[08 Jul 2005|12:55pm]
[ mood | cold ]

As of August 29,2005 this journal will be deleted and never to be heard of again. I will no longer have a livejournal after August 29, 2005 and will never have a livejournal ever again.

I will not miss livejournal but I will miss all...... ok most of you!

I don't feel special today and I hate it. :o\
Boo Hoo. I don't like where I am in my life. I will be 20 on December 4th and I have done nothing! Whatever. I have to work. I've been sitting here crying for long enough. I hope I don't die of a heartattack or something... if I do......... bye! POOR PITIFUL ME!

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[08 Jul 2005|12:03pm]
i'm having a HORRIBLE day
this day really could get worse but it doesn't seem like it. i hope it does so this irritating pain in my chest will go away or kill me.

I'm having a bad day. SORRY. :o\ I don't know what's going on. I DON'T KNOW. I'm confused.

I hate crying at work. i hate it!

i hope i never sleep again. i'm scared of what may happen
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[08 Jul 2005|07:52am]
[ mood | cold ]

Here's the colors I am getting.

There's more black in it than it shows, the under part is almost completly black :o) Wee. I just hope my Boss and Office Manager are ok with it ..... I showed the picture to Sandy [Office Manager] and she didn't say anything bad about it so I guess it's ok. I miss being able to have purple hair. If I could, I would get all of the red parts in that blue :oD it would look lovely but not for that stupid wedding. WHATEVER!!!

I like these colors too...

but I like the first one a whole lot more!

These are the styles of cut that I MIGHT go for... I can't decide on which one though...

Blah. I can't decide.
I slept really well. I didn't ear dinner because I went to bed a little early. That's part of why I slept so good but I also had a pretty neat but weird dream. Blah. Now I must work :o( I don't want to do anything!!!!!! I want to go home and go back to bed. I don't feel well now that I am awake. I have a fever but I don't think I'm sick... I just keep getting so dizzy and forgetting what I'm doing. Oh well... whatever.

This is from yesterday but this is how I feel today!

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(no subject) [07 Jul 2005|09:07am]
[ mood | nauseated ]

... and sometimes I wonder what it's all for...

how many days can we go on this way
why is my head spinning
this is the life we chose to live
why must we suffer for what we've chosen
is this something you dreamt of.......

how many times can you stab me in the side
is there a reason for your lies
if i were there
if we could swear
the world would see that we're here for nothing

sometimes i think you're what i am looking for
if we were together would you see my scars
something about you pulls my heart out

over there
we have no tomorrow
under here
there is so much sorrow
why can't we see how cheap we can be
and how fake we are

if i shall die
will you swallow me
remeber me as i rot in this earth
forget me when i am under the dirt
love the freedom you feel without me
to hold you down.......

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[06 Jul 2005|06:42pm]
i've got to get my hair done before the wedding so i made me a hair appointment for friday after work..... WHAT DO I DO!? i want something with black and really light blonde/white... but i don't want it cut shorter than it is... maybe shaped but not shorter........ i dunno. anyone have any ideas!?
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woo! [06 Jul 2005|11:47am]
I keep forgetting about AUGUST 19TH MARS VOLTA!!!
How can I forget about that!?
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Blahhhhh hahhaa! [02 Jul 2005|11:55am]
[ mood | hungry ]

I had over $500 yesterday but now I have $229 :o) I bought clothes and REALLY CUTE shoes!

My cat hates them. They were only $40 something :o)
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weee! [28 Jun 2005|11:48pm]
i got boredCollapse )

I'VE HAD 3 VOLTS AND A 2 HOUR NAP... THIS IS NO GOOOOOOOD!!! Bah! Hyperness and awakeness SUCKS! I did a whole crap load of crunches and squats and stuff. i even danced around my room and made hilary into a vampire... now i don't know what to do with my hyperness!!!
I think I may have talked jake's ear off earlier lol he's gone to bed now though so i have no one to speak with. bleh!
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I hurt myself... :o\ [25 Jun 2005|11:58am]
[ mood | blah ]

Jake came to pick me up last night because we were going to the movies to see "Sisterhood of the travelling pants"... well it was dark and I stepped off of the porch not thinking about all of the weird holes and stuff in our yard and BOOM I fell... but I didn't just fall... I twisted my foot. The whole night I tried to walk on it but it just hurt too bad so Jake carried me around :o) So sweet! We were in the theatre allllll by ourselves.... that was cool! Afterwards I needed to get something to wrap my foot/ankle with so we went to wal-mart and he had to push me in a wheelchair because my foot hurt so bad. I can walk on it a little but if it moves the wrong way it pops all funny and hurts soooo bad! It's not bruised but it is a little swollen in one spot and HURTS LIKE HELL... but whatever.

So yea... I get to go bathing suit shopping today... woo whoo!
I fricken hate bathing suit shopping. I always get so pissy and depressed...... oh well! Gotta be done!

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Soooo.... [24 Jun 2005|08:58am]
[ mood | hungry ]

I am so freaking tired! Lastnight was the bridal tea and it was really fun and sweet. I didn't have an actual gift but I gave a card with a $40 check inside. I think she liked it or something. The food was good! Uhm... afterwards I went home with my aunt. I put 7:30 on my timesheet for today because I thought I would get here at 7:30 [I should have known better!] but I didn't get here until 8:20... so I will be working until 5:30 for 2 days next week without counting them to make up for being late this morning eventhough it wasn't my fault... oh well, whatever. I just hope no one really notices because I don't feel like explaining what happened and telling them how I am going to fix it.

I slept the whole way to work this morning and it was nice! I didn't go to bed lastnight until like 1:30 because my cousin and neice wouldn't SHUT UP... and then Jake called me at 2 something to say he was at home and say goodnight [which I really didn't mind] and for some reason I woke-up at 3:20am... it was odd... I think it was because it's been a whole since I have slept at someone elses house. I was so confused when I woke-up this morning and I wasn't in my room lol I was dumb this morning.

Now I must go and work... I have TONS and TONS of stuff to file. Woo Hoo... :o\ All I want to do is go home and sleep... which means I probably will go home and sleep........ who knows, I may be wide awake when it finally comes the time to go home!

I'm really glad that today is payday!

edit: Hi! :tide

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Woo! [23 Jun 2005|04:23pm]
[ mood | apathetic ]

Bridal Shower tonight. Woo. It's actually a Bridal Tea ... -vomit-

I am going without a gift :o(
Oh well... I will get them one later or just bring mine to the wedding... I don't know!

Whatever. FK YU :o)

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Aw! [22 Jun 2005|02:58pm]
[ mood | chipper ]

MF met with a client yesterday that said she had an appointment with another attorney. She had called around all day trying to find one and everyone was so rude so she finally just made an appointment with one of them but called us last just to see how much we charged for a bankruptcy and she said that she cancelled her other appointment because our "receptionist was so nice and helpful and did all that she could to try and help her understand things" !!!!!!!!! THAT RECEPTIONIST IS ME!!! How cool is that!? Aw that sooo made my day! MF has been running around telling everyone and bragging :o) he he! THAT'S ALL ME BABY! I AM NICE AND A REALLY GOOD RECEPTIONIST!
I was feeling like I couldn't do anything right yesterday because it seemed like everything I did was wrong and there were so many pissed off people calling and it just seemed like I made their life sooo much worse... so I was in a horrible funk ... until MF told me what the lady said. I want to hug that lady for not just keeping her mouth shut about it. That boosted my confidence a little and God do I need it here! Jesus... this job is tough shit!

Now I must get back to work before I'm caught online lol!

I've had far too many Vaults today.
By the way... Vault = New Surge... and I LOOOOVEEDD Surge... so I hope Vault stays around longer!

OH!!! And it seems like I am going to get to see The Mars Volta and SOAD in August... YEA!!! Jake got us floor tickets. I think it's August 19th but I can't remeber. Woo freaking Hoo! :oD Can't wait!!!

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I know my pictures are annoying. OH WELL! [20 Jun 2005|11:02pm]
[ mood | dirty ]


He's so pretty!Collapse )

Now I must stop playing with pictures and shower before it gets too late!
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Hey!!! :o) How are you? [20 Jun 2005|10:00am]
[ mood | hungry ]

How have you been? It's been so long since I have seen you. I have missed you!

What has been going on in your life? How are things with your search for love? Have you found someone yet? I did a while ago. I still think about you and wonder where you are at random times of the day... I think somehow we're linked together... sometimes I know you're thinking about me.

I have a story to tell you, when it happened I thought "Oh my God! *** would think this is so funny!" So I was in Wal-Mart and picked me out this really cute pair of sunglasses then went on with my shopping. I paid and walked out... while I was looking for change for a drink I realized that the sunglasses were still sitting on my head and I had not paid for them. I could have gotten away with it and saved $11 but being the paranoid retard that I am, I ran back inside and paid for them without anyone even noticing. I felt dumb for walking out with them and for going back in and paying for them :o\ I'm a retard!

So... I am kind of sad that we don't talk anymore. I guess I could initiate it but I don't like to bother you. But I guess you probably feel the same way... vicious circle.

I am sitting here at work typing away... I should be actually working and I am at some points in time but I am just waisting time. I woke-up this morning and I wish I wouldn't have. I need to sleep through my alarm one morning. I miss being able to sleep all day, sometimes. I have a horribly painful mouth sore that makes me talk really funny. It hurts so bad! I'm starving. I'm cold. Ah!

I thought my boss would be in this week but she's not :o( I love my boss. I guess she will be in from Wednesday on but... I wanted her to be in today...... I guess it's better that she's not in today because we [Mary Frances, Stacie, and I] all feel like crap and are dragging our feet a lot today :ox

I get subway for lunch :o)
And my stomach is about it eat it's self. I have to go make copies and mail-outs now.

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I'm making a difference... [16 Jun 2005|12:49pm]
[ mood | hungry ]

by deleting you!

No comments... nothing... no body cares... seriously. I'm not being whiny or anything... I don't care. I'm removing the people who I no longer talk to and who I'm not really close to anymore... sad as it may be. So... yea. Bye Bye!

I'm going to go get my lunch now. BYE BYE!

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[16 Jun 2005|07:51am]
[ mood | hungry ]

Well... tomorrow is going to be very crazy!
Why will it be crazy? Because city stages [ http://www.citystages.org ] starts tomorrow!!! And our building is inside all of it! Blah! It's going to be pretty odd. City Stages is a festival .... who all will be performing on the 5 or 6 different stages? Well here's a list...

Abdel Wright
Advent Five O'Clock Musicians
Agape Missionary Baptist Church Choir
Alabama Gravy Soppers
Alejandro Escovedo
Ann Bennett Edwards
Austin Hanks
Big Daddy's New Band
Birmingham Rhythm Orchestra
Cajun dance instruction with Dancin' Donna & Cha-Cha Williet
Chiara Civello
Chris Ardoin & NuStep (zydeco)
Citizen Cope
City Stages Memorial Scholarship Winners
Classical Blues Cabaret
Contra dance instruction with Susan Kevra
Crooked Still
David Ryan Harris
David's Army Gospel Choir
Def Leppard
Deputy 5 (C&W)
Flora-Bama Hour: Johnny Barbato and the Lucky Dogs
Franky Velvet
Gerald Levert
Gov't Mule
Graham Colton Band
Greenbriar Handbell Choir
Heritage Pipes and Drums
Irma Thomas & The Professionals
Jeff Bates
Jim Lauderdale
Just A Few Cats
Kyle Andrews
Ladies Night Out
Lee Benoit & the Bayou Stompers (Cajun)
Line dance instruction with Jackie Tally
Little Charlie & the Nightcats (bop, swing)
Little Jimmy Reed
Little Jimmy Reed (bop, swing)
Loretta Lynn
Ludacris [HaHa!!!]
Magical Fun Bus
Mambo Gris-Gris (Latin)
Marina Zakharova
Mary Chapin Carpenter maybe
Meet the Next
Metropolitan Church of God Choir
Michael & Carol Patilla
Michael Tolcher
Michael Warren
Mindy Smith
Montana Skies
Musiq Soulchild
Nightingale (contra dance)
North Mississippi Allstars
Ona Watson & Champagne
Patrick Thomas
Patton James & the Synchromatics (swing)
Pepper's Ghost
Polecat Creek
Promise The Ghost
Rachael Yamagata
Red Halo
Robbie Fulks
Roger Day
Rollin' in the Hay
Roszetta Johnson
Ryan Adams & the Cardinals
Salsa/merengue instruction with José & Jen
Sixth Avenue Baptist Church Progressive Choir
Southside CME Church Choir
Steve Hobbs
Steven Knighten (line dance, C&W two-step)
Summerfest Musical Theatre
Taylor Hicks
Taylor Hollingsworth
The Birmingham Sunlights
The Black Crowes
The Deadline
The DipTones
The Dollar Dance Band (ballroom, swing)
The Killers Yes!!!
The Lucky Playboys
The Lucky Playboys (Cajun)
The Movement
Through the Sparks
Trace Adkins
Wes McDonald and the Fizz
West Coast Swing instruction with Dave Roberts & Connie Carnes
Willie King & The Liberators
Willis Prudhomme & Zydeco Express (zydeco)
Zydeco dance instruction
Zydeco dance instruction with Rebecca & Tom Zurn

I have boldededed the bands/artists I care anything about seeing. Should be fun! I shall take pictures!
Now I am going to go finish making copies and then eat my breakfast! HAVE A NICE DAY!!!

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OH ------------- MY ------------------ GAH!!! [14 Jun 2005|01:34pm]
[ mood | touched ]

I have the sweetest mother f-in [ok he doesn't f his mother... EW] boyfriend!!!

He came to my job and we had lunch in the amsouth harbert plaza thingy... and he said he got me something today so i was thinking "oh cute he must have gotten me some flowers or something!" so we went to his truck after lunch... HE GOT ME A FREAKING GORGEOUS DRAGONFLY NECKLACE!!! it's so beautiful! He's so sweet! There was no occasion or anything... just because... AW AW AW!!!

The lady hasn't called me back... i'm thinking the other lady didn't give her the message :o( i'm going to call her again when i get home.

i'm sleepy. :o\

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