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15 August 2007 @ 05:14 pm
i feel like a lot of good things are around the corner. Not sure what they are, but i just have a good feeling lately.

On that same note, im soooo bored lately. At least im getting paid to be bored. I wish my art didnt usually require a helper or model. i should really expand my horrizons to more solo stuff, but i like doing what ive been lately.

got some photos back from mpix. wonderful job guys! ordering big prints with all the money i won off my dads friends. I fucking love hustling drunk people. do it more often!
09 August 2007 @ 01:17 am
confirmed i was being playeeeddddd. lame

i need to shoot more better things for my show. the existing work is not as refined (read: good) as it should be
02 August 2007 @ 01:39 pm
like 75% miserable right now. I was only like 25-50% but havine 2 days off work with literrally nothing to do and no friends and too much time to think gets pretty crushing.

I totally took off a week and ah alf from work thinking i was going on this awesome vacation in a week and a half. Well ive been ditched from it, and yeah right am i gonna ask to work it now
29 July 2007 @ 10:51 pm
Amanda at work has managed to get us a show at the main art theatre in september. Its not 100% for sure yet but supposedly its going to happen. Very excited. I assume well have an opening but i mean, its a theatre so i cant imagine it being totally rad, but you never know. Anyways if you go to the main in the month of sepetember go into that little red room and see some forest spirits!
25 July 2007 @ 04:04 pm
i wish i could shapeshift into a lap top

things not to do with women, introduce them to my friends, introduce them to addicitive online games
21 July 2007 @ 05:14 pm
sarah called me a Shapeshifter at work yesturday.

Cant say ive felt happier all week
01 July 2007 @ 08:30 pm
thank god i wasnt on the freeway, fucking tire
27 June 2007 @ 01:33 pm
quickly turning to shit
20 May 2007 @ 08:53 am
sometimes we imagine memories of good things that were never really that good to begin with. Its like when some old guy is like, back in my day things were "insert something hard or honest or better than now here"

probably only a half truth, a misinterpritation.

i know ill die one day. if i were to die tomorrow, i have an inkling feeling i wouldnt be very happy about what i was doing with my life. I have this illusion that i can find a balance between distractions and real pursuits. Id like to have both, but mostly i just waste myself on distractions.
Where is my passion? did it die 3 years ago too? if so i suppose i can always ressurect it
19 April 2007 @ 10:02 pm
those grapes ruled