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[26 Aug 2005|01:51pm]
Ugh, I've never felt so sick in my life. This is the worst hangover I've ever had. What did I do last night? I don't even remember. I went to a club with Matt and met his friends up there. We all had some drinks, and went dancing. The rest of the night is a blur. Ugh, I drank too much. But it was fun. Well, from what I can remember, anyway.

Oh well, I stayed the night at Matt's because I was too sick to go home, so he gets the wonderful burden of taking care of me! Haha. Wow, lucky him.

Jay...what an ass. I thought we were really good together... we just-- worked. Him not feeling good enough for me... its all in his head. That's it. I just think that's bullshit. I bet he doesn't even miss me.

Feeling sick again. Going to go lay down.
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[22 Aug 2005|07:53pm]
I'm back from Dylan's.

I don't have much to say.

I'm going over to Matt's later, to reconcile.

Some people I really do not understand, like, at all.

Yes, Jay's single now, so all you dirty little bitches who were just dying to get your hands on him, eat your cold black hearts out.
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[16 Aug 2005|01:43am]
Okay, so things have been great lately. Jay got an apartment, and we both got jobs at the record store. Although we haven't worked a shift together yet, but I think they scheduled us to work together next week. That should be quite entertaining!

In other news, I'm going to Dylan's for several days to have our annual "brother-sister bonding summer party thing." Haha. So if you need me, I'll be up at the University. Not that far away- just in case I have to come back and kick some ass for some unknown reason Like all these sluts trying to mess around with my boyfriend. Jay and I are happy together. Stop trying to break us up.! Totally kidding.

And of course I'll have my cell, like I leave anywhere without it.

♥ you all!
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Wow [11 Aug 2005|09:16am]
So these past few days have been sort of rough especially for Jay, I can't even imagine what he's going through right now- losing his mother . But for reasons I won't go into now, because its not my place to say, Jay is staying at my house right now. I think he's planning on getting an apartment sometime in the near future, but in transition, he's currently living with me. I mean, with Dylan gone, we have a spare room, so why not even though he's mostly been falling asleep in my bed everynight. I don't think he wants to be by himself right now, right? I'm worried about him. He acts like he's taking it well... but I think he's bottling everything up inside. I just don't want him to, like, have a breakdown or something. I really do care about him, a lot.

Jay took me to this beautiful secluded woodsy sort of place last night. It was really amazing... before the mood was ruined by none other than Miss Goth Princess herself. She was there swimming, well, skinny dipping. Ugh, I shudder just thinking about that sight. She walked up to get her clothes and started ranting and raving at Jay that she showed him the place in secret. And then, she sort of told me Jay cheated on me with her. He told me he didn't do it. That she's just trying to ruin his life because she hates him. I mean, I guess it makes sense. Besides, even if I'm a little uneasy about what really went on, I'm not going push it. I'm giving him the benefit of the doubt this time. He needs me right now. I'm not going to worry about what might or might not have happened between him and Ellie. There are more important things going on right now. Thanks for the idea, Jay, it was super sweet.

We're supposed to go look for jobs today. I'm getting pretty sick of working at the movies. More like I don't want to face Alex.

Well, I think I'm going to go make breakfast for Jay, he's still sleeping.

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[09 Aug 2005|10:47am]
I had the best night last night. I got serenaded-- but that's all I'll say about it. Wouldn't want to ruin anyone's reputation. ;-)

Jay and I had sex last night. God, is he amazing! He is totally and completely amazing. Is he really cheating on me with these other girls? How could he do that behind my back and then let me do what I did last night? I mean he told me a girl at the rave kissed him... which I'm getting a suspicion may be Manny. I mean, her journal says she went to the rave. He told me he went. She told me she saw him there. But he didn't tell me it was Manny, he just said a girl at the rave kissed him and he told her he couldn't because he had a girlfriend. I just...I really thought we were hitting it off. There's just something about him... I dunno, I really hope he doesn't mess things up. He's better than that, and I really want for this to work. I really think he's better than he gives himself credit for.

So yeah, I'd say things are going QUITE well.

Jay, my house tonight?
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Wow, the things that can happen in just a few nights... [07 Aug 2005|03:35am]
So, I must say a lot has happened since I last updated, even though it was only, like, a few days ago. I guess most of you have already read Jay's entry. That little sneak, he came and updated while I was sleeping! Okay, so I guess I'm doing the same thing, because I woke up and couldn't fall back asleep so I decided to update and now he's the one over there sleeping like a baby. I really think it might be the cutest thing I've ever seen in my life. But, let me start at the beginning, I don't want to get ahead of myself.

Matt was supposed to come into town, you know, for that carnival. Yeah well, he called me and told me he couldn't make it because one of his friends invited him to go to a club. Um, what? I mean, it'd be different if he lived here and I saw him more than just some weekends. Anyway, it definitely wasn't okay with me and we ended up getting into a major fight. I told him I didn't want a boyfriend who couldn't make time for me. And you know what he said? He said, "Okay, talk to you--- sometime." And hung up. Ugh, give me a break, I thought I was the one who was still in high school.

So since my plans were royally messed up, I went to a party Dylan was having. I got a little buzzed, but didn't feel like being there anymore so I just came back home. I was sitting at the computer trying to figure out what to do when I started talking to Jay, anyway, long story short, I walked over there and we got a little silly with the Bacardi. More like we got a little flirty. We started dancing, and I dunno, I guess there was a lot of chemistry there. He really IS attractive. And by attractive, I mean gorgeous. I never really got to know him before, but seriously, we just clicked. I mean that's really like how it was. Anyway, we ended up kissing...several times. I felt terrible for doing that to Alex. There's really no excuse for it; but it just sort of-- happened.

Then, tonight Jay took me to Ellie's party that neither of us really wanted to go to. As soon as we got there, he started getting his ass chewed out from all different directions poor guy, so we promptly left. We went to the park and talked about a lot of things. Like how weird it is that we feel so...different when we're together? Well, one thing led to another and things got pretty hot and heavy on the picnic table. I mean, we only kissed...a lot. And then I guess he broke up with Alex while we were there? After awhile, we left and went back to his house to hang out more like to continue our makeout session, things happened, and lo and behold Jay Hogart asked me to be with him. And even more surprisingly, I said yes! seriously, what is it about him that I am so incredibly drawn to? It's like a magnetic attraction.

Yeah, publish that one in the Grapevine next week, kids. I just absolutely love being around him. Its almost intoxicating.

And I just can't resist going back into bed, he looks a little lonely over there! Goodnight. ♥ Alex, please don't kill me...
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[04 Aug 2005|12:47pm]
So yesterday was okay. I went tanning for a good part of the day, taking a dip in the pool every now and then when I started to get too hot. I must say my tan is coming along quite nicely so far this summer!

Later on, I convinced Alex to come with me to grab a bite to eat at the Dot. Oh yeah, and Jay came too, because surprisingly enough- he and I were actually getting along yesterday. Big mistake--- Our waiter totally sucked. Although it was Spinner, and I'm sure he did it on purpose after the fight we got in yesterday. I mean seriously, they really need to hire a better staff. Not a bunch of clumsy, careless oafs.

I should go get ready, Matt came into town early this weekend and we're going to some carnival. Fun stuff, kids!!!

I hate it that he doesn't care anymore. I hate it that I don't know how else to deal with my emotions except to be cold and rude. I don't hate him. I told him I did. He said some pretty awful things. I mean, really personal stuff. And I just never thought he would be so...unkind to me. I never knew that's really how he felt. I guess its just hard to get used to.
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[02 Aug 2005|08:21pm]
Okay, so what do you think- Paige Michalchuk giving in and following the LJ trend.... scary, right? Well I thought this might be like some sort of therapy for me, getting all my feelings out here and everything. Oh yeah, and this serves as an excellent gossip record too. Everyone has been warned. So if you don't know me (which..lets face it, hun... probably isn't the case), let me introduce myself.

My name is Paige Michalchuk and I go to Degrassi CS. Finished grade 11 and moving onto grade 12. And NO, not Spinner Mason's girlfriend. That's ancient history. Maybe because he thought it was a good idea to put his filthy hands on that whore Manny Santos. Nice work, Spin. Hope it was worth it. Although, you probably have heard my name as of late going around paired with the phrase "the girl who was dating that teacher." And, well, it was true. Mr. Oleander. But he was a student teacher, for the record. And come on, if you've seen him and you think that you WOULDN'T have done the same thing, you're so crazy. Matt is so amazing and it totally sucks that he got kicked out of teachers' school, but we don't have to be a "secret" couple now and that is definitely cool. He comes back from the Yukon some weekends to see me. It's a total drag, but I know it will be worth it next fall when he has enough money saved up to move into another apartment.

This past year was definitely the most out-of-the-ordinary, craziest year at Degrassi I've ever experienced. Although, what about our school is ever ordinary?

Anyway, gotta go do some laundry now. Doing laundry always brightens my day because I get to remember all the cute outfits that I will look forward to wearing after they're clean! Ha, totally kidding... well, sort of. Alright, I'll definitely keep up with this journal thing. And you know you'll read it...cause you love me.

Au revoir for now! Kisses!

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