idiot! says JunKi :D

of hiatus!? or moving?! or or iunno.


No difference anyways right haha, since I'm like.. dead. wtf

BUT BUT BUT, I still visit you guys' LJs ! I can never leave u guys behind wtfwtf..

I'm not sure whether I'll move back to LJ but hey, I'll never leave you guys haha. *hugss

I DO have a blogger now, but so far, it's very very sickly sappy and all, from my college and love life. lol

I hope everyone's doing well =)
  • Current Music
    Jason Reeves - Entwined

of college mates issues

It sucks when you're not comfortable with youself.
Lately, I've feelings of being alienated and awkwardness.
It's actually nothing I think but you know my mind haha.. starry, you really think too much =/

I really have something against people who'd rather stay in one clique and seperating that clique from others. But of course, this phenomenon will ALWAYS occur no matter where.

Oh Wells.

And I just realised, I really still can't take critics well. Sighh, must slowly change and adapt now.
The tutor's wife said some stuff to me, small small matter, and I just can't take it.
wtf la me =/

I'm gonna learn how to take critics and turn them into constructive criticism! Because as the ferret says, it's stupid to not know what's wrong and continue doing the said stupid action, then making a BIGGER fool of ourself. lol

yea, true =)

But I just wish my paranoia would pack its bags and go away again now, because it's tiring =/

And besides, Tuesday was a nice memory for me =)
Fuck unhappy and paranoid thoughts, being happy is so much more fun

red panda hearts cow, thank you for that happy moment S2
  • Current Music
    Secondhand Serenade - Suppose
idiot! says JunKi :D

of garr mom..

One thing I really don't like about my mom is how calculative and systematic she is =/
Even accounts for household grocerries and the house ATM card have to be prim and proper..
And hello mama, I don't do no accounts, cut me some slack will you? you also never did say which type of account you want nor thought me, you're ALWAYS like this =/

gar gar gar, I wonder will I ever become a morning person -___________-

Oh yes people, I have an ATM card for the householf grocerries and petrol and erh.. household uses? wtf.
My (and my sisters) daily household/college expenses have an ATM card, not me.
Let me put it in a more joking matter, 'wtf wey, my household veggies and car petrol got an ATM, not my life -____________-'

I know I'm a wreck lately, as in seriously. But I do realise how wreck-y I am now (wtf wreck-y). Please to bear with me? I promised myself something better.
I hope to settle some issues soon

.. but one thing I know I really can't change la, is the fact that.. I'm really not a morning person =_____=
  • Current Mood
    pissed off gar gar gar

of people and things i miss

It is Friday. And I'm bored.
Well, not really laaa, I'm just lazy =/

I slept at 2.30 and woke up at 10.30. Owh my timetable and sleeping times wtf. Sometimes I'd think back and wonder, how the hell did I manage with just 3 hours of sleep last few years =_____=

I miss a lot of people and things lately. Collapse )

I wish I wasn't so distant from certain people sometimes .

Oh wells.

Funny, the only people that I really miss from college is Nic Tan. Just because he's real nice and funny and.. lame. lol

Oh and, I only think I miss Michael is because I just saw him yesterday haha. I feel bad though wtf, he fetched me back from Petaling Jaya to Cheras =/=
Thankius again Michael, though I know you'll never read this lol.

I DON'T miss bitches and those Chinese Chinese women =_= You know, those Ah Mei, Ah Su, Ah Hong. omg, I really can't take them lately.

.. I think I've become more prejudice lately. Like, I can't stand those chinese women and disliking someone I barely know.
Not good Not good ~_______~

And I've been googling baking recipes lately. I wanted to bake something on Sunday. SOme things I don't get from the baking world is Cucumber Cheesecake, Onion Cake, Celery Cake and Tomato Cake.... ... ..
I think I'm gonna bake milo muffins on Sunday. Or something else? GAH, TOO MANY RECIPES AND FLAVOURS TO PICK FROM -__________-

Oh and people, Hancock was wtf. lol

And the pic! My busted rim, lol.

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Yes, I'm still trying to figure out how to go college on Monday, Tuesday.. and the rest of next week wtf.

Just for fun, this is to proove that I CAN bake, HA!

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Pumpkin Cake!
wtf, why you peoples say it is Orange, Banana and Butter cake, wtf.. because it does not taste like pumpkin, I know.. but still.. D:
  • Current Music
    Aaliyah - I miss you
idiot! says JunKi :D

of the sad case of a sem 1 break because Ah Boy not here T^T

I woke up to mom screaming at me,
because the car foreman was here to take my baby to the workshop.... My baby Ah Boy the car T___________________T
Well, technically it's still my mom's but he's still my baby!

I got into another accident last week, busted a rim. I'll show you guys pics next time!

.. wtf, why I so happy. I won't have a car for at least 10 days... AH BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOYYY ToT!
Secretly, I think my mama damn happy that I don't have a car, I can't go out. And the maid kept laughing at me... ASDFGHJKL VERY FUNNY ARH? LAUGH LA... T_______T

Still trying to figure how to get to college next week.. anyone got a spare car for me to borrow? wtf..

I'm supposed to be on term break now.. officially, it's one month but we have LAN subjects, so it's one week. wtf.

But good thing though, I have no idea what to do for this week.. just because I have no car... Ah Boy, I love you very much T^T

I really damn sad case wey, first day of my holidays, I baked two cakes. Today gonna bake one more.. asdfghjkl.

... I need a life.

Oh oh, my dream last night was weird. It consisted of beaches and my little orange SPF130 sunblock... And more sunblock.

.. I seriously need a life ._______.

p/s: I've been listening to Katy Perry. .. she's not even that good but the songs are just.. addictive =_______= I don't wanna be one of the boooooooooys, one of your guys. I just wanna be one of the giiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiirls, pretty in pearls.

You're not a man, you're just a mannequin. wtf.
he kissed my lips, i taste your mouth. thinking of youuuuuu~

.. I shuddup now.
  • Current Music
    Katy Perry - One of the boys

of .. songs i'd love to hate

Ok, so I lied. I said I was gonna turn over a new leaf and do a friends-cut and all. I did start!

.. but haven't finished it wtf.
The second part is actually commenting and stuff.. I do read! I just.. can't find a way to comment ~_____________~

I will settle it by this week though!
I left out a lot here. Thinking back, I do regret not blogging that often.
I want to be able to read back my posts some time later and remember.

.. so yeah, I will arrange myself by this week.

And guys, is there a certain song that you adore but can't bring yourself to listen to?
I do;
Jon Mclaughin - So Close
Kame (KATTUN) - Someday for Somebody

I love them to bits, used to listen to them often last December. Someday for somebody was even my message tone for my phone. But yeah, I can't bring myself to listen to them easily now, for the simple reason that they remind me of him and what happened.

So Close came up in my iTunes just now. I suddenly felt.. weird. lol.
But it is a nice song =) and I do hope that after some time, I'll listen to it without any weird feelings soon.

Haha. I know I'm weird and pathetic. I'll get over it after time I guess.

But I bet, there're some songs that you guys would love to hate, right?
  • Current Music
    KOKIA - Gomenne

of foolish games

experiment 626 failed.

.. that was random aye. lol.

point is;

He is avoiding me. I don't think I did anything but as i said, point is,

He's avoiding me.
  • Current Music
    Jewel - Foolish Games
Nobuta power~

Turning over a new leaf .

Okay, so let me get this out.
I want to begin a new chapter in my LJ life, lol.

'Thingy' just because, tell if if you want to de-friend me and remove me from your list =)
I know there must be certain people who do but just haven't haha. No hard feelings, I'm human too and I know that not everyone can click.
And to those whom I cut but still want togive it a go, tell me okay, because I'm a blur person lol.

And yes, I know I'm a sucky comment-er.

Sorry people, but really, I've disappeared since the beginning of the year anyways.
And I feel so bad, you guys keep putting up with me ;___________________________;

Thanks for putting up with me, giving me comfort and all, I really thank and appreciate you dearies =)

No hard feelings okai? *gives cookies to everyone*

Comments are screened, feel free to tell me anything you want or have been keeping in =)

of a silent feeling

Times like this, I feel that I just want to sleep and wake up to a new day
.. I think I'm having PMS lol Collapse )

I just found out about Kate Nash yesterday, I have a love-hate relationship with her haha. The songs she composes, =) It's funny because, it so suits certain situations of mine. Especially Birds.
And what I feel at this moment, The Nicest Thing.
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  • Current Music
    Kate Nash - Nicest Thing