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on another note, i'm actually going to work tomorrow. it'll basically be my first job ever
. a bit sad, that, but i've got to start somewhere. it's not a done deal yet, not really - it's just tomorrow and sunday for now, to see if i'd be any good at it, and if all goes well, i'll have a job. if not, well. at least i'll get paid for the weekend. but idk, i'm not too sure about the job either - it's not that i wouldn't like it, it's just that it's a lot of responsibility. i'd be taking care of people, and that'd most likely include giving them their medication and stuff, and i think i'm just worried about messing it up and inadvertently harming someone. plus, they're sort of celebrating an early mother's day there, which means lots of parents coming to see their kids, which means I AM FUCKED because i don't do well with socialising, i just don't.
anyway. long day tomorrow
what the fuck i'll be home after nine, what is this bullshit
so i'll now read the rest of the little prince
(aw, that book, it never fails to make me cry) and get some rest. WISH ME LUCK. :D