lloyd, i'm ready to be heartbroken (sapphirestar_) wrote,
lloyd, i'm ready to be heartbroken
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supernatural 6.21; let it bleed & 6.22; the man who knew too much

IN WHICH ESSI GOES RAGEY RAGEY AND LOLSOBS AT EVERYTHING.




OKAY, SO FIRST THINGS FIRST - EPISODE 21. OH MAN, WHAT LOL WHAT.

I JUST. ARGH. ARGH. I GET WHERE SAM AND DEAN ARE COMING FROM, I DO, BUT THINKING THAT CAS HAD ANYTHING TO DO WITH CROWLEY TAKING LISA AND BEN? YEAH, FUCK YOU. NO. JUST, NO. I LOVE THAT SAM, AT LEAST, EVEN TOYED WITH THE IDEA THAT MAYBE CAS DIDN'T DO SQUAT, BUT THAT DEAN DOESN'T CONSIDER IT IS JUST ... I DON'T EVEN KNOW YOU GUYS.

I JUST. I LOVE THE BOYS, I DO, AND I ALWAYS WILL, BUT THIS? UGH, JUST. GET OVER YOURSELVES. IT'S NOT LIKE THEY'VE NEVER DONE ANYTHING WORSE THAN WHAT CAS DID. WHY COULDN'T THEY JUST HAVE A LITTLE FAITH, HUH? FUCK MY FUCKING LIFE.

AND BALTHAZAR NOT KNOWING ABOUT CAS AND THE SOULS? UM, DIDN'T SEE THAT COMING. AND PRETENDING HE'S ON CASTIEL'S SIDE BUT GOING TO THE WINCHESTERS, OH MAN. THAT'S JUST LOW, OKAY. CAS NEEDS BETTER PEOPLE, PEOPLE HE CAN ACTUALLY TRUST TO STAY BY HIS SIDE AND TRUST HIM IN RETURN JUST A LITTLE. D:

AND LISA AND BEN? TOTALLY THOUGHT THEY WERE GOING TO DIE. I'M GLAD THEY DIDN'T, THOUGH. I'VE SAID IT BEFORE, I QUITE LIKE THEM, BUT I JUST DON'T SEE THE POINT WITH THEM AND DEAN. SO YEAH, GLAD THAT THEY'RE STILL ALIVE AND KICKING ASS, AND ALSO GLAD THAT THEY DON'T REMEMBER DEAN AT ALL, 'CAUSE THIS MEANS NO MORE RIDICULOUS AND IMPROBABLE LOVE STORIES TO BE HAD. \o/

THAT H.P. LOVECRAFT THING WAS PRETTY AWESOME, THOUGH.

... BUT HONESTLY, WHO CARES A FUCK WHEN THERE'S HEARTBREAKING ANGST TO BE HAD?

"I THOUGHT YOU SAID THAT WE WERE LIKE FAMILY. WELL, I THINK THAT, TOO. SHOULDN'T TRUST RUN BOTH WAYS?" THIS. THIS! GOD, CAS, WAY TO BREAK MY HEART ALL OVER AGAIN. D: D: D: D: D: D: D: D:D: SERIOUSLY, JUST. AND CAS DOING EVERYTHING FOR DEAN IN THIS EPISODE, JUST, HELPING HIM AND SAVING HIM AND HEALING LISA AND JUST, DEAN DOESN'T EVEN RECOGNISE THAT. D: D: D:

AND THEN THAT OTHER EPISODE. WHICH IS PRETTY MUCH JUST A GREAT BIG WHAT THE EVERLOVING FUCK. BECAUSE SERIOUSLY. WHAT THE FUCK, MAN?

"FIRST SAM AND DEAN, AND NOW THIS. I'M DOING MY BEST IN IMPOSSIBLE CIRCUMSTANCES. MY FRIENDS, THEY ... ABANDON ME ... PLOT AGAINST ME." PREACH IT LIKE IT IS, CAS!



BUT, LIKE. IDEK YOU GUYS. I ENJOYED THAT VERY VERY BEGINNING BECAUSE OBVS YOU CAN'T GO WRONG WITH CARRY ON MY WAYWARD SON, AND SAM WAS PRETTY AWESOME TOO. AND I GUESS THE EPISODE WAS GOOD, IN ITS OWN WAY, BUT I'M JUST NOT FEELING IT. 'CAUSE THAT WHOLE THING WITH CAS? YEAH, FUCK NO. JUST NO. NO FUCKING WAY DID THEY GO THERE.

I MEAN. JUST. MY RAGE, IT IS AWESOME. LIKE, EVEN NOW - I TOOK A FEW (READ: FIVE) HOURS TO DO STUFF BETWEEN WATCHING THE EPISODE AND WRITING THIS, AND I'M STILL ALL RAGEY RAGEY AND I CAN'T EVEN STAND TO LOOK AT ANYTHING SUPERNATURAL RELATED RIGHT NOW. THAT'S HOW ANGRY I AM AT THE SHOW.

BECAUSE SERIOUSLY, OUT OF CHARACTER MUCH? I JUST FEEL DISAPPOINTED AND BETRAYED (MUCH LIKE CASTIEL, I IMAGINE!) BECAUSE IT'S LIKE NOTHING MATTERED IN THIS SEASON AT ALL, LIKE ALL THEY DID, ALL THE OOC-NESS AND THE CRAPPY WRITING AND EVERYTHING WAS JUST TO GET CAS GO EVIL. WHAT WAS THE POINT? SERIOUSLY, WHAT WAS THE POINT IN SAMPA AND THE CAMPBELLS? SOULLESS SAM? RAPHAEL? EVE? ALL THAT SO THEY COULD JUSTIFY TOTALLY RUINING EVERY CHARACTER IN THE FUCKING SHOW? WHICH JUST YEAH, NO. FUCK NO.

SERIOUSLY, DEAN'S CHARACTERISATION? FIRST HE'S ALL ~ILYSFM CAS~ AND THEN HE'S ALL "LOL I COULDN'T CARE LESS" AND THEN HE'S ALL "OMG! YOU BETRAYED US! HOW COULD YOU!" WHICH THEN LEADS TO "IMMA KILL YOU IN YOUR SLEEEEP" AND THEN, FINALLY, "SOB SOB CAS COME BACK TO ME I CAN'T LOSE YOU". WHICH JUST, YEAH. WHAT THE FUCK?

SO YEAH, I'LL WATCH SEASON SEVEN, BECAUSE I'M AN OPTIMIST AND I'LL KEEP ON HOPING THAT THEY'LL FIND A WAY TO GET THOSE SOULS OUT OF CAS, THAT HE'LL GO BACK TO BEING THEIR NERDY LITTLE ANGEL FRIEND, OR THAT SOME PURGATORY MONSTER POSSESSED CAS OR SOMETHING AND THEY MANAGE TO GET RID OF IT AND GET CAS BACK. BUT THAT'S UNLIKELY. I'M PRETTY SURE CAS IS GONNA DIE IN THE NEXT SEASON, ESP. IF THE WRITERS KEEP ON SMOKING CRACK LIKE THEY OBVIOUSLY DID NOW. AND THE THING IS, I'M NOT EVEN SURE I CARE ANYMORE, 'CAUSE THAT'S JUST NOT CAS, OKAY. (LIKE MAKING SAM'S WALL FALL? YEAH, NO.) SERIOUSLY, JUST. ARGH. WAY TO RUIN THE SHOW FOR EVERYONE. D: D: D:

SO ALL IN ALL? FUCK YOU AND THE BULLSHIT YOU RODE IN ON, SERA GAMBLE! D<


Tags: castiel brings all the deans in the barn, miiiiiiisha!, tv: supernatural
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