lloyd, i'm ready to be heartbroken (sapphirestar_) wrote,
lloyd, i'm ready to be heartbroken
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spn 5.04, or, the return of the spazzy flail.

SUPERNATURAL 5.04, THE END. GODDAMN. JUST. OH MAN OH MAN THIS SHOW IT'S KILLING ME.


+ "DON'T EVER CHANGE."

I MEAN. DON'T EVER CHANGE. *flails*

+ asd;aljfl,ljfls "I'LL JUST ... WAIT HERE, THEN," AND "THE VOICE SAYS I'M ALMOST OUT OF MINUTES." CAS. ♥ yes, castiel, that was dean being fondly amused with you. (i almost wrote 'fondling'. that would've been accurate, too, i suspect.)

+ NOW PLAYING: ROUTE 666. L-LOL.

+ CROATOAN! \o/

+ BOBBY. DDDDDDDDDD: but also quite clever. because all hope ~wouldn't be lost~ if bobby was still around. because bobby's just that awesome. but also that picture of bobby dean found asd;ljfls and CAS. :D

+ IMPALA. DDDDDD: H-HOW IS THIS EVEN POSSIBLE. OH BABY, NO, INDEED.

+ FUTURE!DEAN ASD;ALJFLD;ALJDL. it was really interesting comparing him to the dean we know, how he's different, how he's not. it's obvious that future!dean's gone through a lot in the last five years, that the loss of sam, and, perhaps castiel, as well as the whole world going to hell in a hand basket has left its mark. also, future!dean's voice. i mean. jesus, he sounded like cas a few times there. CAS HAS BEEN TEACHING HIM! HOW TO BE A BAMF 101.

+ "rhonda hurley. we were, uh ... nineteen. she made us try on her panties. they were pink. and satiny. and you know what? we kinda liked it." PINK. SATIN. PANTIES. I MEAN. OH DEAN. OH DEAN ILU SO HARD. ♥

+ CASTIEL. ORGIES. BANG A FEW GONGS. "I LIKE PAST YOU." SO LOLARIOUS.


CREEPY CAS IS WATCHIN U.


+ ... but also so sad. D: seeing how far castiel's fallen, how different he is from the castiel we know and love, it's just. god. it's just beartbreaking. their conversation in the car, when they were on their way to gank lucifer, oh hell. just. i mean, it's hilarious. of course it is, because it's cas having orgies and getting stoned and laughing and being all around lulzy, but there's also this sense of bitterness about him, especially in that car scene. it's almost like he blames dean for it, his being human, losing everything that ever mattered to him, his faith and his family and his home, but not quite, because ... i don't know. i can't see cas really blaming dean, but he's practically human now, with human feelings and needs, and wouldn't you, in your weakest moments, blame the guy you lost your home for? i got the feeling that there was some distance between future!dean and future!cas. and it's just ... don't you just want to hug him? and tell him not to worry, dean really does love you, he's just a little dense about it SUCH A WOOBIE. ♥

+ on the other hand: "ALL RIGHTY." :DDDDDD

+ also: FEARLESS LEADER. :DDDDDDDD

+ CHUCK. TOILET PAPER. CHUCK!

+ CASTIEL. WITH A GUN. FUCK YES. \o/

+ SAM. AS THE DEVIL. i mean. nnnnnnnngh asd;aljfls;aljfs holy fucking shit, you guys, but jared was so awesome. i mean. playing lucifer, he was just SO GOOD. and the puppy dog eyes and the almost touching dean's shoulder but dean flinching away and his version of the story and, that no matter what dean chooses, or does, or doesn't do, they'll always end up right where they were. *flails* i do prefer mark's lucifer, but this was still SO AWESOME. the white suit didn't hurt, either. er.

+ ... but lol at dean's manly tear of emo, and in the next shot, IT'S MAGICALLY DISAPPEARED.

+ also, jensen. he was SO INCREDIBLY BRILLIANT IN THIS EPISODE. just. jesus christ. so awesome. his conversation with sam at the beginning of the episode, and playing both deans, but especially his scene with lucifer. that was just. oh god. i really cannot fully express how awesome that scene was, how gorgeous it was and how well i think they did it. because it's just. it's, like, the perfect scene. one of my absolute favourites moments out of all the moments in the show, and, just, nnnnnnnnnngh. holy shit.

+ the whole parallel between the beginning of the episode, and the scene where dean finds out about sam, what with the, lucifer's wearing you to prom and future!dean saying the exact same thing. ASD;ALJFLD DEAREST BRAIN OF MINE, WHY DO YOU EVEN NOTICE THESE THINGS.

+ "DON'T EVER CHANGE." HAVE I SAID THAT ALREADY? BECAUSE DON'T. EVER. CHANGE.

+ castiel's timing really was quite excellent. and. and jesus christ, but the look on dean's face after cas had saved him from zach, just ... and when he reached out, i was SO SURE there'd be hugging, because dean seriously looked like he needed to hug castiel asd;a;alkjfsl. but the hand on his shoulder and don't ever change, and castiel's fond, pleased little smile and just asd;aljfls,aljfsl SO PRECIOUS OH BOYS. ♥



EEE. ♥


+ speaking of dean's hand on cas's shoulder, DEAN CLEARLY NO LONGER GIVES A SHIT ABOUT PERSONAL SPACE. not that he ever did. 8D

+ "we keep each other human," and asd;aljfls THEY BOYS ARE BACK! \o/ i've missed them being together. yeah, they did need the time apart (and perhaps still do) but it's just going to be so good seeing them kick ass together again. i was totally expecting a hug (sammy needs a hug!) but. you know. it was awesome, anyway. ♥

also NEXT EPISODE OH ASD;ALFJDL I CANNOT WAIT. :D
Tags: castiel brings all the deans in the barn, miiiiiiisha!, supernatural
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