Jessica Law (rainbowmonkeys_) wrote,
Jessica Law

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"Has it ever occured to you that you are crazy?"

Because he is made of pure awesome. ♥♥

Okay e-learning has been well... not too bad. I woke up at 1pm and stopped e-learning at 4.20pm. Now I feel bad so I'm attempting to revise Biology a little. Haha.

The weekend has been great. I went for 2 concerts. One with smileyphase and thevapour, the other with the whole tkclan. I think we took a whole lot of photos, which is why I havent gotten any of them. Haha. I shall talk about their awesomeness and how much I love them some time later.

In other news, I think I forgot to mention this, but one of my friends left for Canada recently. I was extremely upset and all the past week(she left on Tuesday night) but now I just feel empty and blank. I guess such things take time?
Also one day during lunch, one of us brought her up into our conversation and all of us stared into silence, thinking about what would happen if one of us left one day. I wouldn't know what to do, because every single one of you all are extremely important to me. I shouldn't be thinking about all these because it hasn't happened yet, but yes, like thevapour said, all of us have different paths lying ahead of us. All of us have different subject combinations, and we would very obviously be taking different courses in university. I just want to treasure every moment we have, to work hard together, have fun together, and enjoy every single bit, be it good or bad. I don't want to be leaving any one of us with regrets, which was what I felt when my friend left for Canada.

I am sorry for not having been a better friend to her, and not understanding so many things which I only understood when it was too late. But whatever the case, the good thing is that I am not regretting it as much as I would have regretted it. I was prepared for her to leave while hating her, but she left with me loving her so much. Life is funny sometimes, isn't it?

Typing all of these out feels very, very good.
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