so imgrounded again for having 2 c's on a PROGRESS REPORT
not even a report card...it because my parents hate me.
Ive gotten c's plenty of times on porgress report AND report cards and they do nothing about it
but now its a huge deal for some reason that doesnt make sense
i cant be with danny more than once on the weeked and once duringthe week untilk i bring my grade up to like a's...which i have acts and michigan merrit all week so its going to be atleast two weekd before i actually even get the chnace to do that
i hate this house
i hate living here
I HATE MY LIFE RIGHT NOW
So hm, it's 2007.
I wish I updated this thing alot like i used to, but no one really reads it anyways so I guess there is no point other than me getting some things off of my chest. Im grounded for a really long time for a stupid mistake that I made, and I will never do it agian. I miss Danny so much, my paretns are letting him come over tommrow though. Thank god they understand! I have work though and I'm pissed about it. I don't work at all today, so Ill be doing alot of cleanign and cookie baking, and movie watching! Hah. tuesday Im doing Shannons hair and maybe Noras, and then thursday Ill be doing Jens! Im excited, Im actually going to start making money off of doing people's hair now! In April I actually get to work on the cos. salon floor. Im totally looking forward to that. I have alot of confidence when it comes to that, so I soooo excited! I just ate a mound of spaghetti and I feel like a fatass. So yeah..................... umm I really dont know what else to update on, kay done!
So ive been really sick the past week and im not liking it.
I stayed home from school again today
and i have to write an essay tonight
im not looking forward to it
im couhging up my lungs
i got my septum peirced
and it doesnt even hurt anymore
im so happy
okay thats all
You wont take this away from me.
No not this time.
Im taking charge of my life.
Okay so its seven more days until it is mine and Dannys one year. We've made it, and it's just going to get better from here. I am so in love with that boy it hurts. He just called me from work and he's really sick and throwing up and stuff. Im worried, I feel so bad, he sounded so sick. I'll probably get sick too...which will suck ever more. But yeah, i got ored so i dyed a blonde streak in my hair, because that just what I do when I'm bored I guess? Well yeah, cos, is still fun as always, but everyone always jokes aroundm, and I promised myself I wouldn't let it get to me but it really did today, and I cried and felt stupid. But when you joke around and make jjokes about me thats one thing, I mean I can usually take that...but when it's about other people that I love...It really hurts. I guess Im too sensative, but it's hard not to be. I mean would people rather me just not care?
Thing's haven't been going so good latley.
nothing is satisfying me.
And once it does.
Something gets in the way
and just takes it away from me.
I need to loose weight so bad
it's un beliveable how weight im gaining
i never thought id reach this
this point of such unhappiness
I just wish things would get better already
Okay so there are 3 more day until Danny and I go camping! I am so pumped you have no idea. I <3 camping with him, last time was so much fun. And I know that this time is going to be 382198473289 times better! I JUST SHIT DOWN MY LEG! So anywayyysss....Cos, still amazing as ever, and I cant help but to think that it is just going to get better. The only bad thing about it is that there are some stuck up bitches that like to say shit about the most amazing people just because how they talk or look. WTF. I hate stuck up, shallow hoes. I dont even deal with them though, its not even hard to avoid them either, thats the best part. I love life right now. SChool starts soon, and im going to get my picture taken tommrow, Yeah Im not looking forward to that because I never take good picture. POOP! My sinuses are horrible, they havent gotten better. The only good thing is I havent had any suprise attack nose bleeds while Im driving since the first incedent. But yeahhhhh, anyways, thats really all I have to write about.
It's mine and Danny's ten months, it seems like so much longer.
Hm... My dad is never home once again, and my mom doesnt care if she cooks for me or not. She only cooks when he is home. I know its not a biug deal to some people, but growing up always haveing a huge family meal everyday, the ngoing to your mom only cookingwhen your dad gets home its really lame. It really shows how much she cares if IM happy or not. GET A GRIP MOM WHOS MORE IMPORTANT?!?! I came out of your fucking vagina for fucks sake!! And my dad...dont even get me started, I see hime 2 days a week, and when he calls and talks to my mom, he nevers asks for me, he never tells her to say " I love you". NEVER. I wish my parents actually showed some love and show they care. Other than them making me be home early...that doesnt even count though, im prettty sure its just to make me un happy. Well whatever, saturday is thier anneversary, so im going to algonac and im excited. I <3 it there. Actually...I love everywhere but here! Seriously, fuck this town and the people in it... and then 10 times over again.