Today was a pretty DEPRESSING day. I only slept 2 HOURS last night. It was SO scary. i finished everything i needed to do last night around 10 and i felt like my roof was going to blow off. So i sat with my iPod on trying to block out the noise, and i read my Learn Japanese book until 11:50. then i turned off the lights and tried to sleep. It didn't work. My sleeping music playlist went through twice and it still wasn't working. So i took it off and tried to sleep. That didn't work either so after half an hour i looked around the house for headphones. Everyone was asleep and it sounded so scary outside. I didn't find them and i was up till 3:30 tossing and turning.
It wasn't that bad in the morning. I was freezing in the morning, and my dad understood so he let me sleep for 10 minutes more. School went on as usual. English Honors is all excited for our "trip to the city" from 1 pm to MIDNIGHT?! D: on THURSDAY!? ftw. i'm either going to be dead on the busride home or REALLY hyper. only time will tell. I suprisingly didn't sleep in school, or drift off during lessons either, i'm proud!
During math, the class with the teacher i hate broke us some...interesting and terrible news. So we're taking a test, and i'm actually concentrating, i DONT want to get below a B+ this quater. i can do better i know it. So then she goes "oh does anyone have family in Virgina Tech?" and everyone was kinda like....? some people were like oh i know people. And so our teacher was like "well as long as none of you have imidiate family members i might as well tell you that the second columbine is going on!" and the whole class kinda looked at her and stared like she had three heads or something. WHY would you tell us that when we're taking a test?! WHY WHY WHY?! she's the devils spawn i tell you! then she added "oh to make you more depressed i have your quater grades ~♥" .........GREAT?!
I feel Virgina Tech masscre is terrible, so this is our generation? this is how we deal? Instead of talking things out people get guns and go on shooting rampages. NO! it's not suppose to be like that!! like they say in kindergarden, share... share your problems with a therapist so no one else has to die... you idiots!!!!!!!!!!!!
We got really scared for my cousin, who's a freshman in W&M. We im'd her and she said her friends there were safe, so we're happy she doesn't have to suffer. My heart goes out to families of the victims.
After dinner my dad took me and my sister (AGH!) out to get "art supplies". my sister just needed a sketchbook for her 6th grade art. I was veryyy happy. I got an atlas of the anatomy book, India Ink, and more drawing ink, bamboo brushes, and Pigma pens.