heather celina13: i think he finds joy in seeing you miserable, which makes me sick.
Yeah, we're talking about my father.
heather celina13: he can't even say he's really a father to you.
reset stereo: i know. i tell my mom that all the time.
heather celina13: my own father has been better to you.
I'll put pictures from Six Flags Fright Fest up this weekend.
ANYWAY. Yesterday there were 2 fights as most of you know.
Well, one was a fight. The other was a girl who got hooked & collapsed.
And I was standing next to the girl who got hooked.
And my friend did the hitting. HAH. Poor girl had a skirt on.
Today Jazzalyn & Lili came over to do our project for History.
It's so horrible .. I'll take a picture of it, & post
that on the weekend w/ the other pictures.
Pointless entry, but I was bored. Kay bye!
I am HARDCORE. I will windmill kick you in the face.
Everybody back up, make a circle, lets destroy this place.
The lights are low, &I'm about to go off.
Here comes the breakdown, KARATE CHOP!
Raise up your arms, make an X if your down.
Me & my crew, we own this stinkin' town.
Watch out for my fist, your face it will kiss on purpose.
I'm tough, and I'm ticked!
I don't slow dance, I don't salsa dance.
Forget the tango, I don't slam dance you idiot.
I dance HAAARDCOOORE on the floor.
I'm the man you never seen before.
When the drummer yells GO!.. it's my time to blow.
And in between songs, I yell at all the bands because
I don't care what they have to say.
I'm not here to learn anyway.
I'm here to dance. In a zone; in a trance.
I don't smoke cigerettes.
But if she's willing, I'll drop my pants.
Premiscuous, I am. But I'm vegan, I don't eat meat
or any of that stuff cause it's fat for you, right?
I wanna save the animals, I don't care about sweat-shop
scandals. I do not shop at Hot Topic.
I am not MALLCORE, I am HARDCORE.
Madball, Hatebreed, Throwdown, & Terror.
I own them all on colored vinyl, limited edition & hand numbered.
So you won't see me askin for no autograph.
Cause I aint lookin like no fool; I aint no pop-culture tool.
If they aint screamin, I aint listenin.
If they aint got a blast beat, I aint tappin my feet.
I eat emo pansies for breakfast.
and I give their little t-shirts to my little sister.
so cry about it you messanger bag, purse carryin' whatever.
I wear girl pants, but I'm homophobic.
Yet by the way I be huggin' on my home-boys, you wouldn't know it.
I've had my ears stretched an inch since back in 96.
Somebody told me that hardcore was a place to share what you believe.
But I didn't like what you said so I flipped him off & told him to leave.
I'm mad at society cause my parents wouldn't buy me a new computer
even though I asked .. politely. My plastation2 is broke
but my X-Box works. But when that breaks, something will hit the fan.
And I will express myself with RAGE and ANGER just like the man.
Cause that's how it's done, right? You get mad & start a fight, right?
I think I may, I think I might take my insecurities out on
that punk .. in the pit .. tonight.
Cause really I am just insecure.
More than that I'm kinda scared, & I'm hurting inside.
& I don't know how to deal with it.
I don't know what being a man means.
I thought acting TOUGH was the way to go.
But now that I think about it .. I'm emo.
^^^I love Bradley Hathaway.
I just sold my flute for $150.
I think I'm going to Great Adventure on Saturday.
And I think I'm seeing H.I.M in concert.
Lifes pretty sick right now I suppose.