February 11th, 2007

bike ride this morning

Sometimes live music that conveys simple childlike happiness, bright eyed ecstatic contentment, such as Mirah's sweet sweet songs,
is almost unbearably alluring.
because that kind of happiness is real, at least to the extent that people can sing about it,
and I keep myself from it with my causes and pursuits and worrying about the world.

[let's ignore personality traits okay]

Sometimes I think about how nice it would be to relieve myself of everything I care about and everything I know I should be doing,
(that is the problem, the knowing,)
so that I can start living in the moment with sparkly laughing musical colorful people.

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I am so sad right now and I don't know what to do

sleep
try
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