Tags: sick


"Symptoms include fatigue..."

It has come to my attention that I am not a responsible livejournaler. Is that the noun? I don't know. I do not update very often anymore and I will strive to rectify this.
So that I don't have to type it 80 more times:
I'm sick.
I have odd symptoms all occuring together.
I'm having testing done.
I'm getting the results back on Friday.
My arm is sore from the needle. (I bruise so easily)
I'm kinda freaked out.
I mean, what the hell? Apparently, I have Appalachia with secondary Undetermined Causes. Mmmhmm. That's right. (Appalachia was Kate and I's term for my weird esophageal problems because we can't pronounce the real term- So now, my whole illness is lovingly referred to as "Appalachia")
I mean, I'm not dying. Well, I am, really, we all are, but still. I don't think I'm dying from Appalachia. It's just you always here about people who go in and get tested for one thing or another, and it turns out they have some other incurable disease or something. What if that happens? WHAT IF APPALACHIA IS TERMINAL?!?! See, I should just stop thinking. I'm freaking myself out. However, I have been assured that if it turns out I am dying, Jamie Ann is going to throw me the biggest party ever. I'm so tired and sore. I sleep more than anyone I know, but it still takes almost all of my will power to lift my head off the pillow in the morning(or afternoon, depending).
Wow, this is the second entry in a row that's depressing.

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Ahhh late night infomercials... you're NOT HELPING.
That's right. Spring break did nothing for my insomnia. What a rip off. Plus, I still don't know if I'm dying. My two goals for the break totally failed. But that seems to be the trend lately, so whatev. I haven't written any entries lately which is odd but I've been busy writing other things I guess. I dunno. I'm kinda tired but not sleepy. So that means no sleep. Grr I wish people would just leave me and my decision making alone. I'm a big girl. Back off.
Back to classes and work and stuff tomorrow. Not looking forward to it, but then, who would?
Insomnia's a bitch. Or maybe that's just me.

"I'm not good or real...I'm evil, and imaginary. ”

I don't really have entry, but I can make stuff up. I just felt kinda weird b/c I didn't update all weekend which is not like me. Well, I was sooper sick this weekend and I wrote an entry, but deleted b/c it was one of those ones that don't make sense. It's best if I don't do anything when sick as I am a big baby (not to mention the grumpiness). Wow, I really don't have much to say except for I'm pretty much a douche and could have done my taxes AGES ago. Whatev.

OH. Adorable Doctor (McNerdy ;)) should date that one chick. For reals.

"Karen: Grace. It's Christmas, for goodness sake. Think about the baby Jesus: up in that tower, letting his hair down... so that the three wise men can climb up and spin the dradel and see if there are six more weeks of winter."