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Blair- Laughing

Swan-diving off of the deep end of my tragic cigarette

I've spent this last week at either one of two extremes: chagrined or amused.

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And there's my soul-searching for the day.

In other news, I've been writing some interesting things lately. It feels good to be writing again period, but I'm especially proud of this recent stuff.

Also, I win at life, but not by much with regards to my summer classes. I don't think I got an A on my exam, but I think I passed it... which is awesome considering I studied for about 2 hours with only the text to guide me.

So, yet again I took quizzes that katja had on her journal. All of the results are surprisingly accurate, for once, especially the temperament and attention span ones. Also they're eerily related to the beginning of this post...
Heh, in any case, I heartily recommend them.

Teehee- I have cholera. But actually this is really accurate. If you know me, you know the first two sections are ridiculously true: especially "easily excited" and "instantly passionate" LOL The last part I like to think is untrue... but not completely.

You Have a Choleric Temperament

You are a person of great enthusiasm - easily excited by many things.

Unsatisfied by the ordinary, you are reaching for an epic, extraordinary life.

You want the best. The best life. The best love. The best reputation.

You posses a sharp and keen intellect. Your mind is your primary weapon.

Strong willed, nothing can keep you down. Your energy can break down any wall.

You're an instantly passionate person - and this passion gives you an intoxicating power over others.

At your worst, you are a narcissist. Full of yourself and even proud of your faults.

Stubborn and opinionated, you know what you think is right. End of discussion.

A bit of a misanthrope, you often see others as weak, ignorant, and inferior.

HA, I don't think this comes as a surprise to anyone...

Your Attention Span is Short

What attention span? It's difficult for anything to keep your interest.

You are so easily distracted, it's a wonder you could finish this quiz!

You find focusing a challenge. Your mind tends to wander to the strangest places.

While it may be hard for you to complete tasks, you're very creative.

You are easily inspired, and you are often thinking of something interesting.

The world would be a boring place without people like you.

I would like to know who these salsa personalities are...

You Are Barbeque Sauce

You are a social person. You enjoy cooking for other people.

You are both skillful and competitive. You enjoy mastering hard tasks.

You appreciate complexity more than simplicity.

Your taste in food tends to lean toward interesting flavors.

You appreciate exotic spice combinations. You tend to like cutting edge, fusion cuisine.

You get along with all personalities from a distance. Except salsa personalities, who always seem to annoy you.


Lazy Hazy Crazy Days of Sum-mer

Um, what's up with LJ? My homepage is freaking the fuck out.

Well, today started with the best intentions... and ended with watching my 3 episode in a row of "10 years younger". Oh clever TLC, you know I'm a sucker for a makeover show. So now it is quarter to 3 and I have achieved nothing with  my day. I didn't even have the energy to turn on a Gilmore Girls episode.

This is how I know that I haven't taken my medicine in a while. I haven't actually remembered, "Oh hey! I didn't take my pill today... or yesterday... or the day before....", but I always notice when I get ridiculously lazy and can't do anything about it. For reals, I can't. Motivation leaves me and I just don't care about anything at all. It's my silliest symptom, and the one that always shows up first and leaves last. I thought that COM 114 was the bane of my existence, but in truth it's overwhelming laziness. SLOTH! And the best part is, it's always accompanied by an overwhelming discontentment. Like, I should change something about my life. But the aforementioned laziness keeps me from doing anything... so I just end up a unsatisfied lump on the couch.

In related news, my pants are getting tight again. Not to Janet Evanovich you, but I believe this means I need to go take the dog for a run.

Meh, later maybe.
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