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last night was fun. i can't lie.
i have an insane bump on my head and i'm not hung over.
i woke up a centimeter from kassies face, and back up against chris allen lol.
i just can't believe i danced for (how long?) like that with sara. lol. and i had fun doing it.

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to see your photos from 'mommy day' or whatever that was,
1. click here
2. scroll down to 'jupiter hs winterguard'
3. click on it
4. enter your info.
5. click on ant, betsy and sanz's picture
6. scroll till you find yourself.

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mmkso now i actually want to go to practice tomorrow.

we beat second place by SEVEN POINT TWO points. that is like, a thousand miles in guard scores.
fucking awesome.
cant even describe the moment tenth, sixth, fourth, then third, then second places passed by.

i lost my voice screaming.
i'm so happy right now.

big fish for life. <3
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As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.
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i feel different this year.

we are def ok, after what. five practices. we're farther than i thought we'd be after such small, spaced out practices.

but then again, not everyone was there.

im just hoping my last one will be ok.

Colorguard is a feeling. Not neccessarily one that can be explained, like happy or sad, good or bad, but it's a feeling. It's the feeling you get after stepping onto that floor for the first time, and it's the rush that goes through you when you're performing. It's the feeling you get when you come in last place and the tears flood your eyes, and it's the feeling you get when you receive that standing ovation that you've always dreamed about. It's the way you feel hearing your music for the first time, and imagining the way the finished product is going to look. It's the way you feel knowing that you are a part of something GREAT. That regardless of the judges scores or opinions, you have the best guard because of the PEOPLE in it. It's how you feel when graduation comes, and whether or not you are graduating, a piece of you and your guard is missing. It's the feeling you get when you FINALLY get it! When everything finally clicks. When you feel that true sense of unity in everything you do, and knowing that hard work pays off. It's how you feel when you KNOW you're doing what you love, and that even when your guard career is "over," a large part of you will always remember the friendships, the performances, the memories, the good and bad times, and the FEELING that you are a changed person, and that you could never be who you are now without colorguard.
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    ben lee- catch my disease