I'm moving my personal journal to my new one cottontailchuu cause I want to have a journal where my real friends (online duh) can check and stuff. This journal is kind of dead and I dont really like the name either. Anywho, this journal wont be deleted cause I have way to much connection to my graphic site to this one so I decided to use this one for professional causes only although for those who are still niterested in befriending me, you're more than wlecome to do so @ cottontailchuu
Hopefully see you there ^^
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Tegoshi//Gachi Baka

School nerd mood = Happy

School started 23th August and now I'm officially an IB student. Last year, I was a Pre, which means the year is dedicated for students to prepare for the actual IB course.
Now I'm in IB1 (WOOT WOOT).
It's so nostalgic seeing the Pres come, all confused and not knowing where to go XD Not knowing anything about our teachers and as the "kick-in" (insparken in swedish) has already started, the IB 2 has already gave out their first mission which is to ruin the school fountain by puting loads of soap in it so that it would be full of foam and bubbles XD They shouldn't be noticed ofcourse!
When I was in Pre, our first task was to make a huge IB flag (a flag with IB logo on it) and hang it anywhere in the city where ppl could notice it and my class won! =D awww~~~~ good time! ^0^
So yeah, I've had 2 school days and am already into the nerd concentration zone which I am LOVING! I have this adrenalin kick to study and not whine about it! *0* I get that at times. The Hermione type of aura.
although it's quite troublesome at the same time because this morning I woke up thinking "I have to study! omg english, french, maths! why didn't I bring my maths book home over the weekend?! I could've done so much! but it's ok concentrate on english and french now!!" and this thought literally woke me up and then I couldn't sleep anymore cause the only thing I could think about was studying =.='
btw I'm done with my CAS! 6 months and already more than 150 hrs of CAS WOOT WOOT!
- extra point in CAS - TOTALLY achieved!
Yup! and oh I went shopping today! I'll post up pics ne~
aaaah now that I've got a visa card, I've gone crazy! I cant stop spending money XD today I bought a 100$ jacket...but it is worth every single pennaaayyy!!! *snap snap* it's gorgeous!! *0*
Shopping list
- over-knees, leggings, tights
- autumn jacket
- shoes
- black non casuall shoes
- white and black full sleeve polos
- winter hat

I have to fix my cos play costume too! =,/
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    listless listless

Kanji Curtains

I've got this bedsheet which I dont really like cause the fabric is like um...not fluffy but kinda like pulled tagther. Know what I mean? I cant explain it any better. It's bumpy! XD
Anywho, I dont like to have it as my bedsheet so my mom suggested that I could makes curtains out of those which would look cool but the thing is that they are too plain to have as curtains. I like somethnig textury or something that attarcts the attention in the room. Like an accessory to the base.So, I have this box of beads and other's called Tikki in Hindi although I ahve no idea what it is in english. It's like small glittery stuff with holes in the centre. You can have them in ornaments like earrings and necklaces, also bracelets and dresses like in this pic. The texture detail is lifted by adding Tikki work.
So anywho, I'll be adding tikkis to some texture pattern to outline it and then add tikki and beads to embroid my favourite Kanjis ni the empty space. I cant wait to the the result! I'll make sure to put up some pics of it (^0^)/
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    Tokio - Sorafune

Time for a short one

aaah I'm some frustrated cause Hana Kimi 7's subs aren't out yet and neither are Papa Musu's (=.=#)
I reaaaallly wanna watch 'em ne~
Well, I've been had wicked dreams the past nights.
1. Went to see Linkin Park in Osaka (awsomeness)
2. Went again to watch Linkin Park in Osaka although Shige was with me (DOUBLE awsomeness) XD
3. I ended killing myself by poking myself with glittery ribbons o.O
4. I visited my primary school (India) and all the News members were my classmates although I realized that I had a crush on my childhood friend who thought I had lost weight XD
5.I was walking through the streets in Tokyo asking ppl if they could pluck my eyebrows and finally Massu ended up doing 'em for me ROFL

That's all I remember but I know that I've had more dreams with NewS members in it. Especially Massu, Shige and Ryo. Weird combination ne~
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    live in texas - Linkin Park
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I feel so weird,
I dont know why. It's not that I feel depressed or's kinda mixed feelings. Quite emotional would be the correct words. For instance, I've become extra touchy the past days. If I watch Oprah or even Rachel Ray show and they show those ppl who overcome real difficulties in life, I start crying rivers =.=' I never used to do that but for example there was this girl who is deaf and she was on Rachel Ray along with her mentor who educated her ofcourse and they had this pact sice she was in fourth grade that none of them would cut their hair untill she graduated. And now she had graduated and was going to collage and they cut eachothers hair on the show and I was like..well, I wasted alot of tissues *headdesk*
Not only mentally, but also physically! Like sometimes when I clap or something, it really hurts and I keep loosing grip of things which shouldn't happen in usual terms. Sometimes I just feel like I have no control over mybody for a split second o.O
It kinda comes and goes..

oh well good news: I'm going to Germany and then to Italy!
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    jaded- aerosmith

The deathly hallows (no spoilers)

I have finally finsihed reading it!
It is absolutely brilliant and seriously, a must read!
the nding was really trciky and I cried my eyes out but even later on, I couldn't stop crying XD
I am really satisfied with the ending and Jane trurly succeeded to keep the ending as realistic as possible which in my opinion couldn't be any better.
I understand that many of you might not have read it yet and therefore I will not write anything about it but I would be really happy to discuss about it so let me know if you have finished reading it.

I cant believe the 5yrs lasting fandom is finally over. I also cried because of that XD I promised myself not to cry unless something serious happened and I TOTALLY count this as one of the serious things!
my eyes feel puffy and swollen right now so I wont write anything more cause the csreen light isn't making it any easier le yeux!

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    nervous can cry any mom.


Ok, here's teh deal.
Remember the fact that I have to loose weight OR correctly said, egt in shape to cosplay as Karin from Naruto?
Well, I follow a strict diet of eating no fat and no unhealthy carbs as in potatoes and rice and eating healthy fat like in nuts such as almond.
So, I exercise atleast 1 hour everyday, usually 40 mins in the mroning and 20-30 mins in the evening. That's totally ok right?
but as soon as I cancel plans because it might go against my diet plan or my exercise schedule, my friends and family get all cranky and annoyed at me and tell me "oh c'mon! let it go for one day" but then that one day does matter, doesn't it?
they say that I'm addicted to exercising everyday and blabla..
is it true? do you think so?
and eventhough I've been trainnig like this for about 2 months, I barely see any results! so if I really am overexercising then why am I not seeing any results?
Please, let me know what you think cause I believe as we haven't met eachother, you'll be more honest than just trying to be nice which I dont really like when ppl do that XD
please be honest!
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    leah dizon - softly