August 12th, 2005

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well, me and ashlee are better at least. For everyone that wants to like kill donnie, dont. just back off.
thanks for sticking up for me but its for the better.

Tomorrow morning im going to dans, because dans a fucking good friend. All of my friends are fucking good friends though.
I missed all of them, and im glad im in town because i get to see them more.


I may also hang out with heroin mike tomorrow, idk yet.

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what's your name?: chris

nicknames ]: skummy, feltch, beard, and skinhead
[ resides in ]: marquette, mi
[ good student ]: not a student
[ eyes ]: brown
[ hair ]: none
[ shoe size ]: 11

x.last time you.x
[ had a nightmare ]: a few days ago
[said "i love you" and meant it ]: i dont know
[ ate at mcdonald's ]: long time ago
[ dyed your hair ]: last mohawk
[ brushed your hair ]: none
[ Washed your hair ]: this mornin'
[ checked your e-mail ]: just now
[ cried ]: i dont know
[ called someone ]: half hour ago i called mexican
[ laughed ]: when i hung out with tim this morning
[ talked to an ex ]: i dont know

x.do you.x
[ smoke? ]: yeah
[ do drugs? ]: nope
[ have sex? ]: nope i have better things to do than make babies
[ sleep with stuffed animals? ]: nope
[ have a dream that keeps coming back? ]: nope
[ play an instrument? ]: nope
[ believe there is life on other planets? ]: yes
[ remember your first love? ]: yep
[ still love him/her? ]: Nope
[ read the newspaper? ]: whatever news peeks my interest
[ have any straight friends? ]: yep
[ consider love a mistake? ]: I dont know
[ like the taste of alcohol? ]: Nope
[ believe in god? ]: nope
[ go to church? ]: nope
[ have any secrets? ]: nope
[ have any pets? ]: nope
[ talk to strangers who instant message you? ]: not usually
[ wear hats? ]: nope
[ have any piercings? ]: ears, toungue nipples
[ have any tattoos? ]: yeah
[ hate yourself? ]: nope
[ have an obsession? ]: yeah cigarettes
[ have a secret crush? ]: nope
[ collect anything? ]: cds
[ have a best friend? ]: all my friends are god. alex has superiority though
[ like your handwriting? ]: i have neat writing for a boy
[ have any bad habits? ]: nope
[ care about looks? ]: sometimes, like today i do
[ believe in witches? ]: depends
[ believe in satan? ]: nope
[ believe in ghosts? ]: yea

x.current.x
[ dress ]: jeans, converse, playboy wristband, spiked wristband, studded blet and tight commandos shirt
[ mood ]: hahahha
[ music ]: Choking Victim
[ Hair ]: shaved
[ annoyance]: allergies
[ smell ]: nothing, at all
[ thought ]: dont wanna know
[ book ]: please kill me
[ fingernail color ]: none
[ Refreshment ]: iced tea
[ worry ]: life
[ Favorite Celebrity ]: none


x.last person.x

[ you touched ]: tim
[ you talked to ]: jamie
[ you hugged ]: mexican
[ you Instant Messaged ]: idk
[ you yelled at ]: idk, i think craig
[ kissed ]: mom



Who do you want to?
[ kill ]: nobody
[slap]: too many people to count
[talk to]: mexican, heroin mike
[kiss]: nobody
[ be like ]: nobody

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1: First grade teacher's name: i dont remember lol
2: Last word you said: fuck!
3: Last song you sang: Fuck you all- casualties
4: Last person you hugged: dan
5: Last thing you laughed at: Tim
6: Last time you said I don't remember: a few minutes ago
7: Last time you cried: i dont know
8: What color socks are you wearing: well, they were white
9: What's under your bed: nothing
10: What time did you wake up today: 9 am
11: Current taste: nothing
12: Current hair: skinhead
13: Current annoyance: allergies
14: Current longing: i dont know
15: Current desktop background: Nothing right now, i just deleted it
16: Current worry: I dont have one, too scary
17: Current hate: haha
18: Current favorite article of clothing: i havent changed read the other one
19: Favorite physical feature of the preferred sex: i dont like anything about bitches.
20: Last CD that you listened to: mix
21: Favorite place to be: tattoo chair
22: Least favorite place: everywhere else
23: Time you wake up in the morning: around 9
24: If you could play an instrument what would you play: i wouldnt
25: Favorite color: red
26: Do you believe in reincarnation: no when your dead your dead, not alive. duh
27: How tall are you: 5'11
28: Current favorite word/saying: fuck
29: Favorite book: please kill me, its also my only book :)
30: Favorite season: fall
31: One person from the past you wish you could go talk to: nobody
32: What is your career going to be like: garbage.... picker?
33: How many kids do you want: depends on how many bullets i have

[[HAVE YOU EVER>

34: Said "I love you" and meant it: yeah
35: Gotten in a fight with your dog/cat/bird/fish: nope
36: Been to Bondi: no
37: Been to Melbourne: No
38: Been to New York: yes
39: Been to Hawaii: no
40: Been to Bali: No
41: Been to China: No
42: Dreamed something crazy and then it happened the next day: no not that i recall
43: What book are you reading now: None
44: The worst feeling in the world: uhh all
46: How many rings before you answer: 1
47: Future daughter's name:
48: Future son's name:
49: Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: nope
50: Wish you were here: nope
51: Piercings: yes
52: Do you do drugs: no
53: Do you drink: no
54: What kind of Shampoo and Conditioner do you use: gillette shaving cream
55: What are you most scared of: nothing right now
56: What clothes do you sleep in: what i happen to be wearing that day
57: Who is the last person that called you: dan
58: Where do you want to get married: nowhere
59: If you could change anything about yourself what would that be? nothing
60: Who do you really hate: Um a few people
61: Been In Love: Yes
62: Are you timely or always late: Early
63: Do you have a job: Not at the moment
64: Do you like being around people: yeah most of the time.
65: Best feeling in the world: the feeling you get on the first drag of a cigarette
66: Are you for world peace: Yes
67: Are you a health freak: At times.
68: Do you have a "Type" of person you always go after: nope.
69: Do you want something you don't have?: nope
70: Are you lonely right now: naw i wish i were with friends though
71: Ever afraid you'll never get married: nope
72: Do you want to get married: nope
73: Do you want kids?: nope

*IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU...*

74: Cried: nope
75: Bought Something: nope
76: Gotten Sick: yes
77: Sang: Yes
78: Said I Love You: i dont know
79: Wanted To Tell Someone You Loved them: yep
80: Met Someone: yeah
81: Moved On: dont i always?
82: Talked To Someone: yes
83: Had A Serious Talk: yes
84: Missed Someone: nope
85: Hugged Someone: yeah
86: Yelled at Someone: Yeah
87: Dreamed About Someone You Can't Be With: No

--Goth--
-Do you wear black eyeliner?: nope
-Do you own any black clothing?: some
-Do you think about death often?: No
-Do you want to die?: no
-Are you a social outcast?: no
-Are you pale?: no
-Do you like Hot Topic?: not at all, faggot store
Total YES: none


--Skater Punk--
-Can you skateboard?: No
-Do you wear Van's: No
-Do you do stupid stuff with your friends?: no
-Do you get in trouble?: nope
-Do you have any piercings?: Yes
Total YES: 1


--Prep--
-Do you say the word "like": yes
-Do you shop at Abercrombie and Fitch?: no
-Are the A&F models hot?: idk
-Rock music is bad, right?: no
-Do you want to be in a sorority/fraternity?: No
-Into jocks/popular guys/girls?: yes?
-Are/were you a cheerleader?: no
Total YES: 2

--Hippie--
-Is your hair long?: no
-Are you a vegetarian?: no
-Do you own a tye dye shirt?: No
-Do you want peace?: Yes
-Do you want to save the animals: Yes
-Is war bad?: yea
Total YES: 3

--Gangsta--
-Are you from the ghetto?: no lol
-Do you own "bling bling"?: yes if a lock chain counts
-Do you like do-rags?: yes
-How about hip-hop?: Yes.
-What do you think about afros?: They are funny.
-Have you ever said 'fo shizzle'?: haha yeah
Total YES: 5

--Emo--
-Do you cry alot?: no
-Do you have an ex?: Yes
-Do you have an acoustic guitar?: no
-Are you emotional?: no
-Do you like soft music?: no
-Do people understand you?: Not really
-Do you write your own songs?: no
-Is your hair dyed: not now
-Do you cut?: no
Total YES: 1

--Jock--
-Do you play any sports?: no
-How important are they to you?: no
-Do you pick on the geeky kids?: No
-What do you think about football?: fuck it
-Were you considered a bully by anyone?: No
Total YES: 0

--Geek--
-Do you wear glasses?: Yeah
-Do you get good grades?: yup
-Are you smart?: Yes
-Do you use an inhaler?: no
-Along with bad eyesight?: yes
-Do you stick pens and calculators into your shirt pockets: No
-Does your mom buy your clothes?: No
-How often are you on the computer?: whenever i can, i am homeless
-Do you ever get picked on: no
Total YES: 4

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F a v o r i t e s . .
// color[s]: red
// perfume: none
// t.v. show: Family Guy
// movie: too many to name: sid and nancy
// band/singer: boris the sprinkler
// subject[s]:
// fruit: Raspberries, Bananas, Pineapple
// month[s]: october
// season[s]: fall
// holiday: Halloween

D o Y o u . .
// do you believe in love at first sight? - no
// do you get along with your parents? - yes
// do you think about suicide? - no
// do you drink? - no
// do you do drugs? - no
// do you smoke? - yes
// do you think you have multiple personalities? - sometimes

H a v e y o u . .
// have you ever smoked? - yes
// have you ever done drugs? - yes
// have you ever gotten drunk? - yes
// have you ever used someone? - yes
// have you ever been used by someone? - pretty sure
// have you ever wanted someone you couldn't have: nope

T h e L a s t . .
// last time you cried? - i dont knpow
// last movie you saw in a theater? - idk
// last movie you rented? - idk
// last movie you bought? - idk
// last song you listened to? - idk
// last song you downloaded? - can't remember
// last tv show you watched? - some murder solving one
// last song that was stuck in your head? - i dont really wanna walk to taco bell without you
// last person you were thinking of? myself
// last person you talked to: jamie
// last person you hugged: idk
// last person you kissed: mom
// last person you went to eat out with: umm nobody
// last person you slow danced with: idk
// last person you yelled at: craig and my mom when she had the iguana by me
// last person you called: dan
// last person who called you: dan
// last person who made you laugh? tim
// last person who said they loved you? i dont know


L o v e a n d r e l a t i o n s h i p s . .
// who is your boyfriend/girlfriend/crush? none none none
// what do you first notice in the opposite sex? idk
// first real crush: idk
// last crush: who cares