Natalie (galaxie_) wrote,

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Like my mood says, I am totally exhausted. Physically, mentally, I am so drained. I just feel like everything is happening all at once and I don't really know how to deal with it so I just want to crawl into bed and sleep! Everything makes sense when I sleep. Probably because I have the most idealistic, unrealistc dreams in the history of the world.

Not that it's bad that everything is happening so suddenly - it's actually faaaaar from bad - it's just hard to keep up with my life right now! This whole two job business is going to kill me. I've been dreading having to get a second job and now that I have one and training is going to be three nights this week I can already feel myself burning out. LOL. And it's not even really Monday. Before training I'm going to talk to Phil (general manager) about taking time off when Tim comes to visit. Because there is no point in me doing my training if I'm not going to be able to take time off. I'm not going to keep the job if they don't say yes, that's the bottom line. It's not like I can't get a job at pretty much any other restaurant, and not only that, but I could probably start at Earls as a server or at very least a bartender, none of this hostess business. And truthfully, I reaaaaaally don't want another job. Can't they just give me a big, fat, outrageous raise? C'mon!

Tomorrow I'm spending the day in our Pacific Centre store to go over the monthly LP Audit with Damon and Dionne. That will be fun! Hahaha I'm such a loser for loving loss prevention so much but it's so interesting and it's fun to go through everything and really understand WHY policies are the way they are! Plus it will be nice to have a FULL day just to focus on something that doesn't involve staff or customers. Not that I don't love my staff but you know, a break from the regular day-to-day grind is always nice :)

Anyhow, I should probably stop procrastinating and start inputting the numbers into my monthly spreadsheet that's due in tomorrow. Not that it will take long, but doing pretty much ANYTHING else is more exciting. hehe.
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