August 8th, 2006

The mono rail runs all through the night for any consumer at any hour(bankrupt on selling).

ive been the most busy bee ever, My brain hasnt stopped even though they got me on Brrain relaxers.

hell of a drug, slow down my mind and make things not so blurry. I just want to know why i have to swallow this yellow pills for that to happen. stupid.

THe devil was portrayed on your wrists, Grey-black smoke trailed him. Flared nostrils, more of that smoke surrounded your face.

why are you hiding from me?

Wesley Borden is recording music, he has written about a song every other day and soon will have enough for a full album. Maybe handpanther will put it out.

if anyone ever wanted to hear it they could. i would even mail it.

Its almost noise. Drone. Music that you can day dream to. It not completely melodyless, im human not made of metal and screws.

I moved again, bell town. 2132 5th ave.apt# 103.

i live like a gypsy man from place to place.. i dont have a bed anymore i have a cot. its comfy believe it or not. room for one, maybe two.

someone should come see this picture i drew and the secret letter i wrote on the type writter jenna bought me before she broke up with me.

Its ok i still love her but i loved her more when i used to be kinder and she was sober.

i dont know who i am kidding i cant compete with those boys.

Good thing i have got my scooter. better thing i have got my mother.
she didnt call today, that means she didnt worry.


its strange to ask someone if they love the person that they are seeing,
its not like i am asking your credit card number, or social security.

those things dont matter.

why be with someone you dont love.

you do love some one. i love this song i wrote.

its called "your new reason"/
i am pretty freaking pumped to get my guitar back from zeek. i should sleep my eyes wont even blink.

circut bending.


put on the new personality.

how could you not believe someone is bigger than you? The 3rd planet is sure.