I'm glad that its the weekend but i kinda wish i wasn't so busy. I have my first midterm on monday and it seems like im going to busy all weekend because my parents are coming up and i have meetings to go to and a capella performances to go to and i have to volunteer interview someone on sunday plus i have a problem set due on monday as well, AND i have two meetings on monday, wow, i have a lot and im definitely busy, but i guess its good.
My parents are coming in a couple hours and i found out that my mom is going to stop by so i need to get my room in shape, haha i need to clean, and take a shower and turn my homework in, and try to study some more while thinking that i made someone i love very sad and frustrated last night. i hate when i do this, im such a girl and i hate that i do this cause it really does hurt people's feelings. I should just tell them how i really feel and not be afraid that they won't like it or will be disappointed because they will be more hurt if i don't tell them and they find out later when things are already worse. sigh, i hope we can mend this thing up cause its making me really sad, why can't i just be happy and not worry so much, why do i assume things all the time, well i have one reason but i should use to all the time, if we are trying to fix things and make things work then i have to do my part with trying to trust him as well. sigh, this is a sad day but i really hope things will be better today. its friday and my parents are coming, i was really excited all week and now im kind of like, "damn my parents are coming." I pray that things turn out better and hopefully they will.
On another note i feel really behind in my classes, i don't know, i don't understand chem, and i hate that they only have tutors Monday thru Thursday because i can't really get any help over the weekend but i will try and next week i will really study hard for my exam on friday.
i am excited to get my computer this weekend, its going to be so awesome.
Alright well i guess i should go, i need to clean, shower, dress, and then STUDYYY, sooo much to doooo!! ahh!
Happy Friday everyone!
Oh and i thought i would copy the same thing that merry had also, i liked it too. Thanks !
1. There are at least two people in this world that you would die for.
2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way.
3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you.
4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't know you.
5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.
6. You mean the world to someone.
7. You are Special and Unique.
8. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you.
9. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.
10. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look.
11. Always remember the compliments you receive. Forget about the rude remarks.