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Dec. 2nd, 2005 @ 11:22 pm momentary nihilism, whee!
Current Mood: gleefully apathetic
Current Music: BT feat. M. Doughty - Never Gonna Come Back Down
People seek meaning in everything.

Isn't it liberating, then, to not believe in meaning at all? Just for a little while?

Look at the confused looks on people's faces as they try to find some kind of deep poetic message in what you say. Would they be capable of coming to the conclusion that you meant absolutely nothing at all? Even if you told them?

To be free from meaning is to be free from fear, from desire, from fantasy. You can enjoy complete control of your circumstances, even if it's for just a few seconds. You do not have to worry about hurting people or caring what they think, because it is impossible to do so. Your motivations cannot be distilled like Gatorade into a water cooler and passed out to all your friends at social gatherings. People can speculate all they want, but they will always be wrong unless you tell them. For social actions without conveyed information are mere expressions of thought. And you have the power to do this.

I have no alcohol and I do not do drugs. I am high on pure, uncut, undiluted epiphany.
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