May 9th, 2003


(no subject)

Why do I feel threatened by absolutely everything? I feel like a frickin' animal. I see familiar people, I go into fight or flight. I see unfamiliar people, I get all nervous. Then I get really tired and refuse to be excited by anything. By then I'm approachable, although mostly dead.

I've been having daydreams about running around in an abandoned city, a shiny Beretta 92 FS Inox in each hand, doing all sorts of funky flips and dodges and shooting imaginary people. (Kind of like Max Payne except with all the enemies taken out.)

Maybe what I need is a real good action movie. Stupid SARS! I need my Matrix fix! (Bulletproof Monk would probably do fine as well. Or even Cradle 2 the Grave...)