11/28/08 08:34 pm
i wish my perception of you was the same as when i first met you.
so vulnerably in love. so happy.
i thought you were funny, honest, and pure.
now your jokes have grown old and you have lost all respect for me.
i honestly thought highly of you.
i thought we were perfect.
i think the saddest part is the fact that i still love you.
even if you treat me badly sometimes.
i try to imagine a life without you and it breaks my heart every time.
some days i wish i could be free of all this, but i believe i would miss you way to much.
i fucking love you, with all my heart, it's pathetic.