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Going back

Just wanted to let everyone know that I am probably going to go back to using my heavenleigh0325 account. Please add me!!!!
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I wonder if people can die of boredom.

Good news though....I am getting a new computer. Hopefully by the end of the week. The owner is going to be giving me his (which is like 2 months old) and he is going to order a new one for himself. I can't wait to get rid of this piece of crap. This computer is so old. I would say that it is like 8 if not more years old...blah.

Going tanning again tonight. It was so awesome and relaxing last night. I couldn't wait. I didn't want to get out of the bed. I didn't notice any color on me until this morning when I got in the shower. My tummy is a little red. I am hoping for some color on my stomach so it covers up my scar. I hate that scar. Small price to pay for losing 101 pounds though.

Gotta go bathing suit shopping at some point. I am looking forward to it. I can get a nice bathing suit. Woot! I want one with lots of colors and bright. Looking forward to that.


Still waiting to rent Narnia. Blockbuster never has any copies of it. I can't wait to see it though.

OK, I am outtie for now....
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    Fleetwood Mac CD...WOOT
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A day

Today was a day. It is 73 degrees outside right now and it is absolutely gorgeous! It is suppose to be near 80 tomorrow. I can deal with this weather. It makes everyone that comes in or calls so much more cheerful. I think that its the sunshine that does it. Seeing the sun makes the day better. People in Ithaca are not used to the sunshine. Ithaca is famous for being gray and overcast. It's always like that here. The saying here is "if you don't like the weather, wait 10 minutes and it will change." and it is so true. Bring on the sunshine!!

I am going tanning tonight after work. I am looking forward to that. Jeremy got me a month gift certificate for my birthday and I haven't been yet. Tonight will be my first time. It's so relaxing and great. It will be nice to go right after work. I look forward to it.

No big plans for tonight after I get home though. My mom is going to go to the gym so she won't be home until 7:30pm or so. Alex misses her so when she is not home. We have been having to put Alex to bed at 7:30pm and letting him watch TV until 8pm because he has been so cranky in the morning. He is not getting enough sleep. When we put him to bed he usually is still awake when I come upstairs to brush my teeth before I go to bed. It's crazy. This past Friday night we watched King Kong and we let Alex stay up and watch with us. He didn't get to bed until after midnight and then was up at 6:00am. He was MISERABLE! Our own fault though. Should have known better.

Danger is still doing great. He is starting to not come to the door when I leave for work anymore. He is starting to realize that I am going and he is not going to go with me. I am glad about that because it breaks my heart to see him sitting at the door as I am leaving. He is such an awesome dog. When I get my first paycheck I am going to make an appointment for him to get a check-up, nails cut and his rabies shot. He is really going to hate me after that. He absolutely hates his nails being cut. I tried to do them myself and he flipped out on me and I couldn't do it. Poor little guy.

Alex is so excited about being on spring break all next week. He says that he hates school. Its starting already. He is only 7. Yikes!

Jeremy is frustrated with his job again today. Not sure what happened today. He started to tell me and then a customer walked in and I had to hang up. I will get the latest details tonight. Poor Jeremy. He is having a really rough time. I just want to go home and kiss him.

That is all for now......until next time........
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    I'm gonna getcha by Shania Twain
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Weekend

Well the weekend was nice and relaxing. Didn't do much. We all watched King Kong on Friday night. I LOVED it. (sorry soulsight). It took quite a while to get into the movie, but once it did I just really loved it. I was ready to go back downstairs and go to bed and then it started to get better. I would recommend it if you had quite a while to watch it. It is 3 hours long.

Didn't do much Saturday. Kinda just hung out around the house. Watched some TV and just blah...did not much.

Glad to be back to work today. Feels good to get back into a rhythm. I like having a routine. Its nice. Before I felt so tired all the time because I wasn't doing anything and now that I am working I am more awake and not so ready for bed so early. Does that make sense? Weird.

Took some awesome pictures of Danger this weekend. My mom took them. I was giving him kisses and he was giving me kisses. It was so cute. I love that dog.

Alex has Thursday and Friday and then all next week off for Spring Break. He is really looking forward to going to daycare all day long. He loves his daycare provider. Yay for that!

Jeremy is starting to get frustrated with his job. He complains about it alot. But then again I do feel bad for him because his job does suck and the stuff that he complains about is pretty bad. I don't know. I would LOVE to see him get back into a sales job. He was really good at sales.

That is all for now....back to work I go. Have a great night everyone!!
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A "real" entry

Last night I was reading a journal that my mom and I kept after my sister died. My first entry in there was a month after she died. I read all of the entries that I wrote and all that my mom wrote. The weird thing was, was that I didn't get sad or shed a tear until my grandmother was mentioned. I couldn't keep that "I am going to cry" feeling from coming in my stomach. And my eyes got moist. Does that make me a bad person? Does that mean that I am not as sad over my sister's death as my grandmothers? I don't understand why I feel that way. I love and miss my sister so much but to be completely honest we were never as close as I would have liked us to be. Now my grandmother and I were very close. My grandmother had to use a wheelchair when she went out and about and all the other grandchildren would never take her anywhere because she was a "nuisance". NOT ME. I would always go up on my lunch hour to see my grandma and I would always call her and ask her if she wanted me to bring her something or when I wasn't working I would call her and ask her if she wanted to go to Ponderosa or shopping. I remember telling her that she would NEVER be a nuisance to me...NEVER! God, I miss her so much. I miss laying my head on the arm of her chair and having her run her fingers through my hair. I miss seeing her smile. I miss her saying "Danielle Lee" when I did something foolish or something that I knew was wrong. I miss how she used to lecture me about giving Alex more baby food. I miss just sitting with her for hours and talking and then again just sitting there with her and not talking. Just knowing that she was there if I needed her. I miss going through her jewlery box and cleaning all of her "diamonds". My heart hurts. My heart breaks whenever I think about her. She was my grandmother. Like a second mom in a way. My grandmother and she is not here with me anymore. Life is not fair sometimes. DAMNIT! I hate it. Why did my sister have to die so young? Why did my grandma have to die so young? Why did my Aunt Lou Lou die? Why did my dad have to always cheat on my mom and cause them to divorce? Why do bad things continue to happen? I don't understand and it pisses me off. I HATE HATE HATE it! I want to have a grandma and I want to have my sister back. A sister where I can tell her all my secrets and gossip. I WANT MY FAMILY TO BE WHOLE AGAIN! I am so angry and so frustrated and so damn mad about things. I don't understand...I just don't get it.

My heart hurts every day of my life.......how long can someone's heart hurt before they die of a broken heart???
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I was tagged by damnthedaisies1


RULES: 1. You must answer honestly
2. You must tag five people

On what date do you usually do the deed?
geesh, I didn't even kiss Jeremy until we were dating for 5 months. But shortly after that we had sex. LOL!

Have you ever fooled around with a person of your own gender?
No

Should you ever give a relationship a second chance?
It depends on what happened.

Have you ever fooled around with a co-worker?
No

Who ended your last relationship?
I am still in my relationship. Been with Jeremy since I was 15.

Would you ever have a relationship with someone 10 years or more older than you?
Yes I would.

How long could you abstain from sex or masturbation?
An hour!

What's your opinion of PDA?
I think totally going at it in public is not tasteful but a little is not too bad

What's the first thing you check out on someone you're attracted to?
Hands. I have a thing for hands. I am weird.

What are their crimes?
huh?

How did you meet your partner?
We went to school together and he lived up the street from me. We are truly high school sweethearts!

What first attracts you to someone?
Sense of humor. I need to know that they can make me laugh when I am down.

What is your ideal seduction date?
Just being someplace quiet and talking to Jeremy would be awesome.

Have you ever had a workplace romance?
No

What's your favorite thing about your partner?
His sense of humor and ability to act childish when we go out. I love that he can make me laugh.

I tag:
chrizzy_crazy
skratte
itsjustaname
raychel024
bobtail1075

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