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eighteen months, it seems both longer and shorter than that somehow. it is a little funny though, i still have that knee-jerk thought of woo! let's celebrate and get smashed.

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feeling kinda depressed tonight, its been a rough year. there are far too many people in my family on facebook to talk about it there, the last thing i want is a bunch of people overreacting to some random post there.

i know its been a long time of neglect here, things are really ok, just something about the weather that feels like october and that brings its own associations along with it.

meh.

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things have been in flux lately. there have been several times of the last few years that i have considered deleting this account, its my friends list that keeps from following through.

ive had this account for more years than i can remember, i have met friends and a few more than friends here.
still i dont post like i used to, i guess blogging face book and all those other venues have taken over as the primary outlet for, i dont know, creative outlet or whatever.
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been awhile, been going thru a bunch of changes the last few months, im not going to rehash it all here but if you are curious you can probably piece it all together from what is written here:
www.52fridays.blogspot.com

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years ago it would have made me want to kill myself, now though, i just want to throw a rock though a stained glassed window or maybe shoot a panda.

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id like to begin to say that i am glad that they are.

but there is something gut punching viscerally painful knowing that they are doing better without you in their lives.