December 7th, 2003

the heaven i hold in my heart...

sometimes...things aren't perfect...and that's life...but what am i suppose to do while you go off and live a good life? sit here and be miserable alone...i've tried to avoid you and things were going so great...and then i saw you and i realized how much i care. the memories are everywhere...and it's hard just to let them go i guess. you know...every night on the cruise...i would sit outside and count the evergoing numbers of stars and i realized...even with all the drop-dead-goregous countless stars there are still not enough stars that explain the way i feel for you. well farewell...i guess this is. it could have been great. =/

i miss you soo much,
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