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[25 Sep 2005|11:13pm]
Sephiroth, this is Aeris.

I'd like my journal back now.

She's gone. Ask Zack if you need to confirm it.
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[25 Sep 2005|09:44pm]
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[27 Jul 2005|10:56pm]
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[20 Jul 2005|01:34pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]



dude. where did you hide the flippen giiilllll. I'm staaarved.

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[18 Jun 2005|10:23pm]
[ mood | amused ]

Aye, Reno- you an Rude up forah drink or three?

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[30 May 2005|03:58pm]

Does this place have an adoption center?
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[29 May 2005|03:00am]
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[26 May 2005|10:49pm]
[ mood | blank ]



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[20 Apr 2005|06:06pm]
[ mood | pleased ]

Hm. Well isn’t S-st-stop that get- what-this interesting. A perfect candidate forNothing my intentions. Sin was a failure. Hm. Hah. But now it seems I no longer have to worry about that. Nor do I need to sit by and watch helplessly.

Get out- the hell- get- no-more get-

Hm. I have half a mind to strike out these pieces. The part that is getting away from me. Hah. But no matter. Now is not the time. Perhaps it will even get the attention of this fools friends. Let them throw themselves at him. At me. The body is perfect for the purification of Spira- for the first step of my plan. Hmm.

Ah, how I've missed ancant have mine actually body.


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[08 Apr 2005|11:07pm]


Hullo world! How are you today? In current news! My shorts itch, I'm covered in a muck I dont even want to KNOW about and it's raining! Woot! AND DOUBLE WOOT! We're all, er, freaked out here. But that's alright! It doesnt stop me from not wearing my clothes and slipping around the streets in little to nothing. You'd think at 25 I'd grow up. There's a fuzy little doggy looking at me funny. Looks...





(Part of the page is torn off)
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[10 Mar 2005|05:23pm]
[ mood | dorky ]

To: Seph-ee-ophy
Fwroom: Zwakk

hee. hee.hehehe. oo dwrunk ishnt oo? Hee.

liwkeesh dee ppwunsh? hee.hehe.

hee. wantsh droonkin bwuddiesh? likes owld twimes, yah knoow? he.ehehehehe.heee.

wooosh. flieee furriesh, fliee

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[07 Mar 2005|03:24pm]
[ mood | stressed ]

What happened?

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[04 Mar 2005|05:34pm]
[ mood | ashamed ]

Dear World,

I apologize for my recent behavior. I assure you this was all very much a mistake and I am greatly ashamed for my rash behavior and daft mannerism. My previous entry was one I had no intention at all to make and I wish dearly I could take it back but pen is pen and will not erase- and so, too, can be said of memories. I pray that no one was insulted by my behavior.

I apologize, too, to those who know me and who become involved in things they may never have wished to have been involved in. I also wish to apologize again to the readers of said conversations. I, personally, need to learn when to stop and when not to answer. This has been one more joke gotten out of hand due to my incompetence.

Again, I apologize to all of you and would individually if I knew you all by name.



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[03 Mar 2005|08:00pm]
[ mood | amused ]




Thank you.

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[02 Mar 2005|02:43pm]
[ mood | distressed ]


Yeah- We gatta get outta here.

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[19 Feb 2005|06:00pm]
[ mood | nervous ]


This is going to be intresting.

I guess everyone already knows, so this is not anything completly new.

...Where to start...At the start, I guess...

Cloud and I were a part of Shinra's private army force, years ago. Before the shift. Shinra...Well, they're alot like the Empire, which I know everyone knows about now. Aeris-I was dating you...while this was happening. And I'm so sorry- none of this was ever intended.

I...Well. I fell in love with him. That's as simple as I can put it. And that's how I'll put it. Think what you like. I never relized what was happening, really. Not for awhile. I came to relize I had feelings for him that I couldnt give to others- you included Aeris. Im so sorry. I came to relize maybe I was bi or something. It scared me a little, everything I thought. My parents would have killed me. But the more I came to think of it the more I relized I seemed to be falling deeper and deeper for him.

And I did. I got drunk one night and things happened. And I dont regret what happened- but I do regret the drinking. It took alot away from what I felt and what he may have felt. I thought I had fucked it all up. But it wasnt brought up again- not for years.

And...More things happened. We left Midgar and went to Clouds home on a mission. There Sephiroth, our roomate at the time, we mad. He burt the small down. I rushed off to try and kill him. Cloud did in the end. We were both caught by the Shinra. For 5 years we were held in test tubes. He was all I had- and I couldnt be in contact with him at all. For 5 years we didnt speak, didnt tough,didnt anything. We were cut of from everyone but a few guards and the scientist Hojo. He was the one thing that kept me alive, even if he was little more then alive himself. He's the thing that got me to get us out. And when we broke out I took him with me. We made our way back to Midgar. Aeris? We were going to try and find you for help. I thought I could trust you with...With everything. We were so close. There's a ledge off from the side of Midgar- a ways away. We were there...and the Shinra caught us. I knew they'd leave Cloud. We couldnt escape. If I just left Cloud then they'd leave him for dead. So...They shot me. I died there, years ago. And I'm back.

In Bevelle, when we arrived, I told Cloud just what I couldnt have said then. And what I've never regretted saying or feeling. So here it is. All out on paper for everyone to see.

He died not long ago. Cloud did. When Sephiroth got a hold of him the two went to Midgar. I snuck onto the ship and watched him be killed. Cid gave me a ride to Guadosalam. Here I am. Valvalis, Selphie, and myself went in to get him out. And we did. Thought I should tell you all that too.

I-I guess....I guess I'm sorry. Sorry to everyone. Sorry for hiding it and for the way it came out and for all I did and didnt do. For all the things I couldnt prevent. But I'm not sorry for what I said and what I feel. If there's a problume with it- take it up with me. Not him. I made the first move so it's me you should come to. Me.

And I do love you, Cloud. And no matter what I'm still right here.

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[14 Feb 2005|10:37pm]
[ mood | nervous ]

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[06 Feb 2005|06:25pm]
[ mood | crazy ]

Funny. I thought the gates of Hell would look a bit more...Hellish.

Well. Here I go.

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[05 Feb 2005|03:57am]
[ mood | indescribable ]

Everything is going to be okay, everyone.


To Clouds friend-Cid?Collapse )

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[25 Jan 2005|05:45pm]
[ mood | determined ]

Aeris, Tifa, and Red onlyCollapse )

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Well, Well. I thought that when you went over in the reactor that'd be the last of you. Apparently not. Dont tough him, Seph, and we wont have an issue with you.

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