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Friday, May 8th, 2009
2:21 pm - Thank You!

Thank you for the comments!  It may take some time on my part, but I will be returning!  I am taking out the 'old' and returning with the 'new'!  Which means I am creating a new profile!  I will keep you all posted!   I am also doing my best at reading profiles to see what I have missed in your lives.  I have a lot of catching up to do.   Some names have been changed, so it may take me a while to figure out everything.  This site has changed quite a bit as well.   Maybe I should do a 'roll call' or something?

current mood: busy

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Sunday, May 3rd, 2009
7:58 pm - Hello

I'm not sure if many of you use this site anymore?  I spose if I was on it more I would know.  Even after all the time that has passed I am apprehensive about posting.  Should you message me here, it does bounce to my private email.  Things are well in my world.  This month I will be turning 36 as well as celebrating my 1 year anniversary of being clean and sober!

I hope everyone is doing well!  You are thought about often.


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Friday, November 30th, 2007
11:47 am - From Kim, with Love....
I am the lj user formerly known as Umbrikatus here on Livejournal.  I received a call from Kim today that has troubled me greatly, but does have some shining light to it.  She has asked me to relay what is going on in her life to everyone here, and so here we go, with her apologies that it's not her telling you this.

To shed a bit of history of the matter at hand, as many of may know, Kim got into a relationship with a guy a while back that turned extremely abusive towards her.  She was beaten, raped, belittled and I'm sure abused in other ways that she would only tell someone if they asked.  She turned to drugs and alcohol to try and make things livable for her as she stayed in this relationship and was forced to distance herself from us, her friends, and even had to give up her crown as the last Ms. Goth Seattle because of him.  Eventually she found the strength to wake up and get out of her situation, away from him and start anew, which was this last summer, when she moved away from him, and started to call all her friends again.

You're going to have to excuse me at this point because I'm having a bit of difficulty in deciding how to write this next part.

So this morning when I got a call from Kim I heard the last thing I was expecting to hear.  Kim is now going into protective hiding, because she got back with the guy, things rapidly deteriorated between them, and he is now out and trying to kill her.  The police are looking for him, but she plans on being away for quite awhile, and may never be able to be back, depending on how everything goes.  While she is in hiding she will be going through detox and rehab, with which she has promised me she will see both through to the end, and I hope she keeps this promise. 

She won't be able to contact anyone from where she will be either, and doesn't know when of if she'll be able to anytime in the future.

She sends a thousand "Sorries" as is her way to each of you, as well as Her Love.

This is everything she told me just before she had to leave for the place she'll be living until this ever resolves and she can come back.

I will be keeping this journal open for her, so that she'll be able to hopefully come back to it.  And if it's possible, you should leave her a message here, so that she'll have some love and support from us, her friends, to eventually come back to.

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Friday, November 12th, 2004

BREAKING NEWS..............

WASHINGTON (Reuters) ~ A tragic fire on Tuesday night destroyed the personal library of President George W. Bush.

Both of this books have been lost.

A presidential spokesman said that the president was devastated as he had not finished coloring in the second one.


current mood: laughing my ass off!!

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Tuesday, November 9th, 2004
1:59 pm - DJ Equipment for SALE!!!!

My brother, Ryan, who owns his own mobile DJ service, has decided to take a break and concentrate on buying a house.  So he is now SELLING ALL of his DJ EQUIPMENT.

Here is a link that has descriptions, pictures and contact info.  He resides on the Eastside-Redmond WA area.  The bigger/heavy equipment he is hoping to sell locally to avoid shipping costs, not to mention possible dammages that *could* occur.


current mood: Helpful

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Saturday, November 6th, 2004
2:36 pm - Mostly a "Friends Only" Journal

This LJ is 95% "Friends Only."  Because of great people that I have met recently, I thought I would re-post this.  Send me a comment to remind me who you are. I am TERRIBLE at remembering names.....sorry! 

If I do NOT know you, give me a reason why I should add you.  The more intriguing, the better the chance. So be creative......Muahahahahahaha



current mood: devious

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Saturday, August 28th, 2004
2:12 pm - Hmmmmm.............Erotic kiss??
Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan
Your name is...
Your kiss is...erotic
Your hugs are...warm
Your eyes...burn into my heart
Your touch is...heart warming
Your smell is...refreshing
Your smile is...entrancing
Your love is...unique
Quiz created with MemeGen!

current mood: contemplative

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Friday, August 20th, 2004
7:14 pm - The Confessinal..............

Was a BLAST once again!  I look forward to the next one.  Thank you monsignor !!!!

I also want to thank imflying  for her hospitality when a few of us went back to her place to sober up.  I just LOVE your rats!  They are so cute! 

gargoyo for yet again, driving me (as well as others)when I was not able to drive.  We ALL appreciate it.  

I finally made it home safe and sound at 6:30 this am.  Which reminds me....sorry ellenoir  and erasorhed .  I would have LOVED to meet you for lunch today.  I didn't get the message until now...(7:20 pm).  My phone was dead earlier.  Hopefully next week we can make this work out.....or  I should say, 'I' can make this work out.....LOL

current mood: calm

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Thursday, August 19th, 2004
10:57 am - Don't forget...........TONIGHT is the........




You better be there or you'll get a serious SPANKING from ME!

current mood: devious

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Wednesday, August 18th, 2004
5:07 pm - The latest.......Health Filter, Weightloss update

Been dealing with a few things that I finally decided to get help for.  (This is possible because I found out I still have medical insurance until the end of the month!)

Today I saw my PCP and will be starting on Zoloft for depression. I also saw my Gastroenterologist for stomach pain that I have been having.  (I haven't really talked about it much since I already complain about my endometriosis.) 

My pouch or stomach has been causing a lot of problems lately.  In fact the last few days I haven't been able to eat much because of the chest pain associated with it.

The good news, I SAVED a BUNCH of MONEY on Car Insurance by switching to GEICO!!!....... No, actually I will be having an endoscopy on Monday to see if there is something going on.  The last time I had this problem with my pouch was back in February.  The diagnosis was TOO much air getting into the pouch. 

I have DONE EVERYTHING to avoid this......to include NOT chewing gum, no drinking out of straws, no carbonated beverages, eating small portions, stop eating before feeling full........So I am at a loss as to what is going on.  All I know is, IT BETTER GO AWAY SOON!  This feeling of having a 'heart attack' isn't much fun.

OK...trying to add good news in between each bad paragraph:

  I have now lost ........155 pounds in 1 year and 19 days....?!?!?  I am now 75 pounds away from my goal weight!!!  One of these days I will post some before and now pics.  The only problem is, I really don't have any NOW pics of me that are full length. 

Lastly, who is going out tonight, WEDNESDAY?  Who is going out to CONFESSIONAL on Thursday? 

current mood: lonely

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Monday, August 16th, 2004
12:05 am - I have kinda shut myself down...........

The last 48 hours have been needless to say......very quiet.  On Saturday my mind and body just couldn't function and I have done nothing but rest and watch continuous medical shows on t.v. the entire rest of the weekend.  I just can't get enough medical stuff in my brain....*heh*

Honestly, watching these, although some very morbid, are not only educational, they make me realize just how lucky I am that I am NOT that sick.  What I have been dealing with medically is NOTHING compared to what I saw this last 2 days.  This also confirms that the ONLY thing I will be happy doing in life is ANYTHING in this field.  I have a few ideas up my sleeve.......wish me luck.

I want to apologize to those of you who had invited me to things on Saturday.....there were 3 of you I know for sure.  Honestly, I don't think you would have wanted me around.  I hope that everything turned out great and you enjoyed yourselves.  There is a HUGE burden of guilt that I couldn't at least try and attend each thing some how.  My mind has been in a state of stupor....if you  would wave a hand in my face,  I'd literally show now signs of it every happening.  *insert Dr. DeMentos song here...There coming to take me away ha ha! Those nice young men in there clean white coats, and their coming to take me away ha ha!*

I have just read  many of your LJ's.....I stalk my friends on a regular basis...*heh*   Many of you are hurting in several ways.  I TRULY hope that things will turn around for you sooner, rather than letting it drag on.  I may not live close enough, for if I did, I would do EVERYTHING to help.  I am still a phone call away and I would be willing to make arrangements to come over and just talk if you need to.  Helping other's out, truly helps me feel better about myself, despite that fact that I am in my own funk.  So PLEASE, if you need to talk, just let me know and I will do what I can to be there for you.

I am off for bed, yet I am wishing for that other person to be next to me.  (Whoever the hell that is)  Right now its just a continued dream.  Can't a girl just fall asleep with someone, holding her so she feels that things will be alright?  *sigh*

P.S.  Bon Voyage Nicole!  Have  a GREAT time my dear!  See ya when you get back!


current mood: distressed

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Sunday, July 25th, 2004
4:38 pm - Update and Stuff

So things have been busy for me now that I am WORKING!  It's pathetic to say, but last week after work I literally came home and went straight to bed.  I haven't worked in a few years, so this will take some getting use to.

For the most part I really like where I work and everyone is very nice.  On Friday it was someone's B-day in the office and we all went out to lunch in which the office picked up the tab.  Apparently  they do this often.  I was told that the week before, the office was treated to Margaritas and for Christmas last year the staff was treated to a Seattle Boat Cruise. 

These are nice added touches, especially when we are swamped the entire day. (Which makes the day go by really fast!) It is a very fast placed office even though the Dr.'s are only in to see patients once a month. ALL of the other procedures they do, require a surgical setting at either Overlake or Evergreen Hospital. The procedures are related to interventional spine treatments like nerve blocks, medial branch injections, facet joint injections in which patients are given sedation and need to be monitored.

Despite that I have been busy and extremely tired when I get home, I still read what is going on in everyone's life.  I don't always respond, but want you to know that I still care about the good, bad or ugly that may be a part of your day, just as you have showed your support to me in my last entries.

Thanx compsyguy  & raindropebykat  for the 'mini' work celebration last night.  I had a GREAT time! 

Thinking of you all and hoping for a good week with LESS HEAT!!!  Not sure when I will post again, but I do try and read LJ every day after work as well as check my e-mails.



current mood: cheerful

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Thursday, July 15th, 2004
12:31 pm - So what's the Answer?????

Once upon a time there lived a king.  The king had a beautiful daughter, the princess.

But there was a problem.  Everything the princess touched would melt.  No matter what; metal, wood, stone, anything she touched would melt.  Because of this, men were afraid of her. Nobody would dare marry her.  The king despaired.  What could he do to help his daughter? He consulted his wizards and magicians.  One wizard told the king, "If your daughter touches one thing that does not melt in her hands,
she will be cured."

The king was overjoyed and came up with a plan.

The next day, he held a competition.  Any man that could bring his daughter an
object that would not melt would marry her
and inherit the king's wealth.  Three young princes took up the challenge.

The first prince brought a sword of the finest steel.  But alas,  once the princess touched it, it melted.  The prince went away sadly.

The second prince brought diamonds.  He thought diamonds are the hardest substance in the world and would not melt.
But alas, once the princess touched them,
they melted.  He too was sent away disappointed.

The third prince approached.  He told the princess,  "Put your hand in my pocket and feel what is in there."  The princess did as she was told, though she turned red.  She felt something hard. She held it in her hand.
And it did not melt!!!

The king was overjoyed.  Everybody in the kingdom was overjoyed.  And the third prince married the princess and they both lived happily ever after.


What was in the prince's pants?

*I'll post the answer later*


current mood: blah

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Monday, July 12th, 2004
12:10 pm - Creative Writing attempt..............................

With Out Ever Saying A Word

Standing in the dim light, I can barely make out the silhouette of your body.You move closer, until your hands caress my neck, our warm bodies touching.

You gently kiss my neck and I close my eyes in ecstasy.  Your lips are soft, sensual, and erotic as I feel them against mine.  Our hands explore each other, touching ever so softly, yet with passion and desire.

My tongue lightly licks your neck and then I gently blow on it.  Your scent is intoxicating, your taste is dangerous, wanting more.

Our lips meet again.  Yet this time it is more powerful.  Our tongues dance, our bodies tight together.  Our lips glisten in the dim light and our eyes say everything we need to know, without ever saying a word.  It's just the sound of our breathing that is heard.


*note:  This is JUST a thought that has been in my mind.  NO actual event has occurred in recent days, for those of you that may wander.*

current mood: creative

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Friday, July 9th, 2004
3:29 pm - WEIGHT LOSS update....

As MOST of you know I had Gastric Bypass surgery.  Well, it just dawned on me today that .................


Today I went to my Dr.'s just to do a weigh in.  I usually do this every 3 weeks.  I have now lost 149 pounds!!  My only thought was....149 pounds!?!?!  What about a smooth 150!?!?!........LOL

Regardless......I have been doin the *HAPPY DANCE* today!!  I will post some before pics and before and NOW #'s up on the 28th.

ME thinks that a celebration at the end of the month MIGHT just be required?!?!?!.............

current mood: accomplished

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10:26 am - Last night....The Confessional @ Merchants Cafe


I look forward to the next one!

THANK YOU  monsignor !  It was GREAT seeing just about EVERYBODY, ALL at one place!



current mood: tired

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Wednesday, July 7th, 2004
1:59 pm - Other LJ friends posted this.....I decided to as well

This is the problem with LJ, we all think we are so close, and we know nothing about each other. I want you to ask me something you think you should know about me. Something that should be obvious, but you have no idea about.

Then post this in your LJ and find out what people don't know about you.

For the most part, I post quite a bit about myself.  There are several of you that I consider I am close to.  However, there are many that I have only just recently met.  Depending on the context of the question(s) I may reply here or via private e-mail. 

current mood: curious

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Thursday, July 1st, 2004
4:01 pm - PICUTRES....while waiting for the Pride Parade to start

Once again....THANK YOU luchog for finding my camera in your car!!   

I was going to put names under each pic, but I REALLY didn't feel like going ALL out!   I hope you ENJOY the pics!!!

Behind the scenes of Pride Parade 2004Collapse )

current mood: cheerful

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Monday, June 28th, 2004
8:32 pm - A bitter-sweet day............(Health Filter)

About 15 minutes after I posted that my digital camera was lost, I got the much needed phone # of luchog  who had given me a ride to the Aurafice after the parade.  So the ball was rolling while waiting for a call back.

In the meantime, I wound up with a sudden case of SEVERE left sided ovarian pain.  After waiting for about 30 minutes and realizing that the pain was getting worse, I decided to go to the ER.  Before I left I got the call that he FOUND MY CAMERA!!!

ER diagnosis....ruptured ovarian cyst!  Like I said..Today was "bitter-sweet."


current mood: Bitter-Sweet

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11:00 am - I LOST my digital camera!!!

I am so sick that I lost my camera, that I can't even tell you ALL what a FABULOUS weekend I had......I am still hopeful that maybe, I left it in luchog 's car???    I now think back about what ellenoir  said, "Are you sure you want to bring that with you during the parade?"



current mood: sad

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