i don't think my voice is that strange sounding in real life...
maybe it is and i'm livin a lie to myself...
oh well oh well oh well.
i woke up around 11 today, took a shower, watched une femme est une femme, took a nap+woke up at 4...
this week better be goood.
ps, my phone is on it's last leg. charge holds for 5 or 6 hours, tops.
getting a new phone is weekend. :]
driving around, sunshine, ganja, pho, reading, cleaning, baking, mini sophias, talking on aim until the am.
that's all my life consists of anymore.
people need to learn to shut the fuck up and pay attention to what they're doing once in awhile.
w a k e u p
there's 24 hours in a day
i used to split it 8-8-8
8 for play
now i give it all it takes.
-researching space and different philosophical movements on my own, simply because i want to.
-eating only when i'm hungry. paying attention to what i actually crave.
-having one-on-one conversations with my teachers. keeping up appearances. saying the right things.
-having a core group of friends! we all have the same interests and sense of humor, yet we're different in our own ways.
-making themed itunes music playlists.
-acknowledging i won't have to go to my 2 hour long precalc final! seeing as i've already failed this semester and know i'm retaking the class next semester...
-taking film pictures with my 35mm again.
-doing my easy homework on the bus ride home after school, while listening to talking heads and justice.
-spending hours in barnes & noble after school, drinking soy chais and reading every book that pops out to me.
haha i've started making videos for youtube.
-stop skipping meals, stop snacking so much
-pay attention to what makes me happy
-be more assertive for my own happiness/those around me
-find things to do instead of whining about being bored
-make a list of the books i read throughout the year
-make it more of a habit to write in my paper journal
-go out more/be less reclusive
-TAKE DRIVER'S ED. what is wrong with me. i'm going to be 18 in september and i still haven't taken driver's ed. plus my parents are offering to buy me a car/at least pay for most of it. fjghhkg.