all I need is a bitter song . . .

to make me better . . .
20 May 1988

So this is me. I'm Jill. Although I go by a lot more than just Jill, I'd rather spare you the really long list of embarrassing nicknames. I'm 18, though I may look 15. Not my fault, I'll just keep thinking that in the long run, I'll be thankful for it. That's what everyone tells me. I must say that I'm pretty interesting, everyone seems to love me and there are very few people I'd ever turn down. I'm a lesbian, I love everything about a woman so if you have a problem with that, well - good riddance. My friends mean the world to me. Animals are my passion. My heart is not something you want to fuck with - I've been hurt one to many times and I can't handle it anymore. I'm the friend everyone comes to, to talk to. Because I actually understand, and I listen. I'm not going to judge you, or label you and spit you back out. So please don't do the same to me. I have a tendacy to think to much, shut down, and not tell anyone. I have an extreme fear of dying and of mascots. Garden State is the movie that would clearly explain my life. The L word is obviously my favorite show and I'm one of those lesbians that can sit here and compare my life to the show. Sadly, I'm not the only one so I don't feel so bad. I'm a very sarcastic, witty, fun and random person. But I'm also healing, and doing my best to make it in life, I'm only 18 so I have my whole life ahead of me. It's just scary when you don't know where to start... I'm a big believer in Karma, and I do believe everything happens for a reason. I don't like noodles or pasta, yet Olive Garden is my favorite restaurant. That's me in a nut shell =) Add me! I'm sure you'll love me afterall.

R.I.P. Poppy.
Ralph Denver Minton.
September 21st 1922 - August 29th 2006
you will always be my sunshine...

"Sometimes we love people so much, we have to be numb to it.
If we actually felt how much, it would kill us.
That doesn't make you a bad person, it means your heart is too big."
Faye - Riding In Cars With Boys

But I'm A Cheerleader is Loving Clea Duvall even more Love.

George W. Bush is Hate

Love is getting rid of George W. Bush.

Days until Bush leaves office.

Ashlee is Love.
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