Went to study with my friend after that. I managed to finish my math tutorials. It felt GREAT! I love the feeling of being able of complete homeworks. I then thought about the past, about how I studied and got top for so many subjects. It was like a dream as though it never happened. Then I looked at myself now, failing grades, not doing tutorials, not studying for tests, it's such a disgrace. I'm so embarrassed of myself.
Anyhow, I thought over how I will spend my holidays. I will study everyday, go for tution of time allows, attend all hol lessons and do well for dragonboat. Hope I can keep things this way.