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[25 Sep 2004|11:04am]

new journal


:: friends only



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[24 Sep 2004|07:32pm]
[ mood | interesting ]

i think i'm gonna make a new journal

cause i wanna go friends only fsure


i dont know if it's worth the hassle. of readding and all that bullshit


let me know in a comment . WE CAN DO IT DEMOCRATICALLY!



[24 Sep 2004|05:22am]
why isn't anyone ever online in the mornings damn. i've been on since 2... coudln't sleep. but shit man

so boring.. haha

today feels good for some reason . get to chill with joey, brandon.. maybe ryan? then pointe orlando tomorrow with brandon and ryan, then maybe joey. hahaa


4 more days til i'm 16 huh

have a good day everyone.. or i hope you had a good one cause you'll be reading this when you get home

[22 Sep 2004|01:59pm]
my birthday is in... 6 days..

september 28 !! mark your calendar and show your love!

[20 Sep 2004|08:50pm]

thanks for the support guys, it's always appreciated. i'm not gonna try and prolong this bullshit cause i hate sympathy-whores, just, thank you for all bein there and trying to make me feel better and thanks for bein my friends. AHAHAH i sound so fuckin lame. i'm sorry . well i'm gonna go to bed i guess. maybe i'll play guitar. maybe i'll write, maybe i'll draw.. who knows.

goodnight everyone


the kitchen is cold
but the coffee is warm
and the suns coming up
the day has just begun
and your already bored.

bored of cheering me up
bored of calming me down
bored of drying my eyes
but there once was a time when you were the one.
you were the blue of the sky
you came after the storm
you were the switch on the wall
in the dark of the hall
im still fumbling for

cause im lost in the black
i dont know where I am.
arms strecthed out in front
im calling your name
just as loud as I can

I know theres words that we will never speak
and the questions cant be answered easily
but I wanted to be easy so
nod your head if the plans have change
shake it, love, they stayed the same
smile at me and I will stay
start to cry and I'll go away

so you made me come
then you sent me away
like a messenger bird
so I circled the earth
blown away in the wind
but I always returned


so once again i swim in reverie [20 Sep 2004|03:31pm]
[ mood | done. ]

eh i'm really tired. my body is tired. my head is tired. i'm just drained. it's not even the good drain that i feel sometimes, it's the feeling of having nothing to stick around for. i feel done with everything, i mean, home life, school life.. are both shit. going to school every day only brings physical fatigue and heartache and i dont even have going home to look forward to. well the little life i have besides that is pretty much the only thing that's keeping me going. a lot of thanks and love to my friends who always stick around.



this is rich [19 Sep 2004|03:59pm]
my pet!


[18 Sep 2004|04:44pm]
[ mood | confused ]


where to go from here huh

last night was pretty cool with ryan and joey, just chill you know. nothin too big. umm

probably not doin much else this weekend, maybe chillen with dylan at stardust

but other than that nothin.



[17 Sep 2004|08:24pm]
[ mood | relived and with friends ]

i wanna lay on the floor and listen to saves the day.. anyone wanna keep me company


[14 Sep 2004|01:36am]

another pic! gasp


warning: shirt is off. you may become arrrrrroused 



yeah it may be a nipple, and it may have hair. but it's sexyCollapse )


lalalalaLA la LA lA LA la LA LAAAAAAA [12 Sep 2004|05:13pm]
[ mood | okk ]

so today has been chill. woke up at 1 to joey's mom picking him up. stayed up last night talkin to people i haven't talked to in awhile. went to the poker tourney and lost on my pocket aces :(. oh well there's more money to lose another day. lol. ummmm saw ryan there and met a bunch of kids. been to avalon park but it was cool to go inside one of the townhouses it was big as hell. it reminded me of edward scissorhands.. the colors and like the uniformity of it. i like pastels they're pretty.

school tomorrow. really not prepared but i dont give a shit for some reason
maybe i'll do a buncha hw tonight.

have a good day


[09 Sep 2004|09:50pm]
[ mood | peacefully drained ]

i seem to feel the best when i'm so drained i'm able to concentrate. it's such a pleasant feeling i get sometimes. always late at night and always when i'm alone. it's strange and unique but welcomed.

just peaceful


[09 Sep 2004|04:37pm]
the apocolypse is coming. it has manifested itself in major storm systems. -sigh- why florida. what'd we ever do?

[02 Sep 2004|04:45am]
[ mood | tired, frustrated ]

i dont want this hurricane to come. i didn't want the last hurricane to come. i dont want to leave town and go to tampa today after school.

i just want to go on like normal life and not have to keep having things fucked up every 3 weeks. i am tired of the routine but this is a shitty way to change it.

i'm gonna go eat a bagel. hope your day at school was good since none of you wake up early enough to read this before you go.



[31 Aug 2004|11:06pm]
[ mood | done with tonight, done ]

this night has been frustrating, exhausting, and misunderstood by nearly all who heard about it. including eli. we've just barely begun to resolve everything that is wrong but i just want to ask all of you to not talk about it. what good will it do for you? nothing. so just leave it be and let me and my girlfriend work out our own problems unless we need you. thank you. i do love eli. i was never fucking going to leave her for keri. the entire origin of that was complete crap and . just misunderstood by everyone. know that and know that me and eli are still together.

sleep well



[31 Aug 2004|09:31pm]
[ mood | numb ]

when there's such an overwhelming amount pushing you down how are you supposed to keep yourself up.


'that was a HOOT' [31 Aug 2004|04:41am]
[ mood | nearly awake ]

dear livejournal,


on another note, i really dont want to go to school, but i dont want to be home. man i feel so unwanting to exist. i wish every day had this magical aura about it, and was special. you know that feeling you get when you watch halloween on movies. like in donnie darko? i wish that every day was mystical and strange and frightening. everything is just so predicatble..

until we meet again e-pals,

p.s. why aren't any of you losers ever online in the morning?


[30 Aug 2004|04:47am]
[ mood | blurry eyed ]

dear livejournal,

waking up early is hard. remember doug the cartoon when every episode started out with 'dear journal?' man doug was a fag, what kind of middle school boy keeps a freakin diary? he liked a girl named mayonaise, wtf. squirt mayonaise on your face biatch.

time for tea, then time for school

until we meet again livejournal!

p.s. i <3 cookie crisp


[29 Aug 2004|08:40pm]
new layout complements of rosie I LOVE IT THANK YOU!

[28 Aug 2004|02:30pm]
just like everyone else.

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