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( is the loneliest number)

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( is the loneliest number)

[28 Apr 2005|05:52pm]
So endeth this chronicle. It must stop here; the story story could not go must further without developing into a new one. When one writes a novel of a man,he knows exactly when to stop. When one writes a story of a juvenile, he must stop where he best can




and let the reader know that the charcters in this novel turn out just fine


-mark twain




Its time for a new livejournal. This ones way past its last entry. http://www.livejournal.com/users/eatapeach__

friends only. maybe

0 thought |

( is the loneliest number)

[28 Apr 2005|05:51pm]
So endeth this chronicle. It must stop here; the story story could not go must further without developing into a new one. When one writes a novel of a man,he knows exactly when to stop. When one writes a story of a juvenile, he must stop where he best can




and let the reader know that the charcters in this novel turn out just fine


-mark twain




Its time for a new livejournal. This ones way past its last entry. <a href="http://www.livejournal.com/users/eatapeach__/" target="But this one isnt</a> friends only. maybe

2 thought |

(2 is the loneliest number)

Day One [26 Apr 2005|10:00pm]
[ mood | devious ]

Do you know, how sometimes, you wanna just like. Killl something because a song is so good. And listening to it over and over is not enough, you just have to show it some other people. and if they don't have just the right reaction to the song, it drives you crazy, and you wonder why this song isnt ALL over the radio. And its so good, and its hard to imagine you life without it...like how did you get through class without it in your head. And The beat goes on, even after the songs over, right on bumping through your head. And the vocals keep on screaming into you ears even after you've turned the lights off. And that fuckin guitar, that is something you'll never forget. because. Let it be known; that MR. William Maxwell Anderson has found some amazing bands. And some amazing songs. But never as good as these. and i'm praying. putting this song song on replay wont make it any less valuable. because I really dont want this song to lose its little charm, and get old. Cuz its on play number 48 and its starting to get a little old. That chorus its starting to get on your nerves. And maybe that bass line is hitting you the wrong way, because those thumps from your bass are hurting you head. Uh oh. Maybe its time to stop this adventure. because your starting to wish yu never met this song, because you can defintley take it off now. and now hearing this song is being played like a one hit wonder in you head, and its not anything. Fuck it, lets here some more songs, and we'll have another one of these

:beep:

5 thought |

(5 is the loneliest number)

THIS WEEK [25 Apr 2005|07:21pm]

Attention All Livejournal Users



I Will Pay ANYONE to take my place from Tuesday - Friday (12-3)


•I have one week of work to do over (since I was sick all last week)

•I have 3 Tests. including a legendary Math test. I am failing life due to Math

•I have SO much homework

Please, I will do anything if you take this week , and do it for me. Please/


*BUT THERES A LIGH AT THE END OF THE TUNNEL*

• Threattricum Botanicum Group 6 play. I guess thats pretty cool
•2005 Westland Fair. HOTT


I want to go to sleep tonight and never wake up

7 thought |

(7 is the loneliest number)

[24 Apr 2005|07:21pm]
Its silly how much I hate this livejournal. Im so stupid hwne I write in it. Katie Burns. Just climbed inside of me.

I've been done nothing all fucking week. I hate my life. Dont Bother reading the rest. Its going to be emotional spews.


Ok, so i really dnt like some certain people right now because there being really mean, and i just dont get why, and I 've been hanging around them way to much, and I defintley need to take a break from them, because there fucking gay. And there such liars! i mean seriosuly. WTF!?!?!? I mean, what posssess someone to be such a fucking bitch and lie s moch. i guess i lie too! But whatever. Im so happy/excited because of the TB friday, and Honestly, im just going so I can feel cool in front of a bunch of 9 year olds. I hate myself. Sunday is the fair, same situation. I gurss I just wantto be somewhere where im the center of attention. that is so stupid of me! god. why do u Idfdgmkdflgmjkmklnjvklndfkjgndftnb fgkbgflkmnbhklgfmnbh. HJFUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!omg. !!!!! wtf!?!??!?!??!?!?????? im going to go take a long shower. comment. nvjdf

11 thought |

(11 is the loneliest number)

[23 Apr 2005|06:47pm]
[ mood | hehe. hott ]

I'm starting to have that impulse to use this thing again. im going crazy. right now.


and not thaat annoying "punk/Emo" crazy where I think its cool. Im ging crazy like the crazy when you relize al l your plans are falling apart! an yes, even i'm to embarresed to read that last sentance. Funny I've neevr known how to spell Embarrised. Emmbaressed, Embaresed, Embarressed, Embearist, Imbareist, WTF! lemme go to dictionary.com: embarrassed. Did i get it right? omg. so close on number 3!

I keep on re-writing this entry, cause im so caught up in what people think of me. is that weird? that every little thing I do is monitored by something inside of me that I have no controll over. or maybe i do. ok, im going to stop my "ranting emoness.

Archer Dance was really fun. I loved Seeing Kate again. Not gonna say which one im talking about.

Its funny that everyone who comes out of Westland turns into Losers, or Emotionally scarred people. Dont you think they would relize that tehre doing something wrong? Protecting this kids for 7 fucking years, not letting them experience anything bad, and suddenly just letting them go, shoving them into something so unbeleably horrible and scary. That alone is gonna fuck somone up. I wish I went to public school. or something.

Actualy. no I dont.

It makes me sad that almost no one comments anymore. I mean, I still have all my eljay friends, and i et 3/4 comments. I use to get like 32 per post. this sucks. please comments. Theres nothing worse then just thinkingg this is just being placed on the internet, never to be read. It makes me sad.


P.S.


I was listening to Kelly Clarkson while writing this. Please Forigve

4 thought |

(4 is the loneliest number)

[21 Apr 2005|04:34pm]
i've been sick for the past 3 days. I think I'm better.
Its getting boring watching "the Notebook" and "Titanic" over and over again.

jeez la weez



im so behind in school. comment. :-)

2 thought |

(2 is the loneliest number)

[12 Apr 2005|05:01pm]
So. Today was my day to go back to school.

but i still have those things called memories. and I think i'll stay in Spring Break

Spring break is overCollapse )

3 thought |

(3 is the loneliest number)

[27 Mar 2005|07:10pm]
happy easter everyone! Tomorrow is the first day of spring break!!! fuck yes.

3 thought |

(3 is the loneliest number)

[17 Mar 2005|04:15pm]
[ mood | calm ]

happy st. pattys day!

this weekend should be fun. Friday..Galleria (i cnt beleave im going there again) w/ katy aly alex walker sam and some other Oakwoodians kids. Ring two, very fun. Saturday. morning...Zane? Justine? one of them, i'll hang out w/, saturday night, CC w/ Windward kids seeing Ring two again, butg ill probably just wait around outside w/ claire & olivia cuz there too scaredd, and i will have already seen it. maybe sleepover at walkers house after. anyway, i know its stupid to write out ur agenda...but w/e. i have nothing better to say. schools been good, i guess. fnjrsd

internet should be working by tommorow. fuck this shit.

touch me, take me to that other place

9 thought |

(9 is the loneliest number)

[08 Mar 2005|08:24pm]
do you know that feeling. When everything around you, seems so perfect.
and you start to watch is fall apart in front of you.
and you know it is all your fault. but your so self absorbed that you keep convincing yourself its there fault.
and you keep blaming it on other people, that everyone you love and trust slowly becomes an enemy. and even though you know what your doing is wrong, and you should stop for you own good. you dont, because you do not want them to get the last laugh.
and then they start to hate you. and they knowingly should. but you dont want them too. you think they should not hate you. and you get even more mad at them. and you go home, and you feel so bad for what you;ve done, and you go to school the next day, with such resentment, and anger, that you just cant stand it anymore. and even though they try to help. you cant stand them anymore. you you make a transition. and big one. and before you know it. Everything you've passed on each day, expecting it to be there the next. is gone. and your back to square one.

well im feeling that.

by the way.i've updated again. comment, make me stay

4 thought |

(4 is the loneliest number)

[20 Feb 2005|10:41am]
i made a Myspace.com

sorry livejournals. your too ugly

http://www.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewProfile&friendID=9787012&Mytoken=20050220104249

8 thought |

(8 is the loneliest number)

[30 Jan 2005|06:27am]
no one reads it anymore.

good bye livejournals.




i might save it later if i miss them

i have 30 days



humor me

4 thought |

(4 is the loneliest number)

I like this song [26 Jan 2005|08:57pm]
Is there anybody gone to listen to my story
All about the girl who came to stay?
She's the kind of girl you want so much
It makes you sorry;
Still, you don't regret a single day.
Ah girl! Girl!

She's the kind of girl who puts you down
When friends are there, you feel a fool.
Didididi..
When you say she's looking good
She acts as if it's understood.


She's cool, cool, cool, cool,
Girl! Girl! [Was she]

When I think of all the times I've tried to leave her
She will turn to me and start to cry;
And she promises the earth to me
And I believe her.
After all this times I don't know why.
Ah, girl! Girl!

She's the kind of girl who puts you down when friends are there,
You feel a fool.
When you say she's looking good, she acts as if it's understood.
She's cool, cool, cool, cool, Girl! Girl!

Was she told when she was young the pain
Would lead to pleasure?
Did she understand it when they said
That a man must break his back to earn
His day of leisure?
Will she still believe it when he's dead?
Ah girl! Girl! Girl!

2 thought |

(2 is the loneliest number)

[25 Jan 2005|09:34pm]
I’m having trouble sleeping
You’re jumping in my bed
Twisting in my head
Leave me

I’m having trouble breathing
You’re sitting on my chest
I sure could use the rest
Leave me

It’s you
Why’s it always you
and never me?
I’ve never dared to let
my feelings free
Why’s it always you
and never me?
I’ve never cared
too much about honesty

I’m having trouble sleeping
I’m thinking of what you said
About the tears been shed
Leave me

It’s you
Now and always you
but never me
I’ve never dared to
let my feelings free
Why’s it always you
and never me?
I’ve never cared
too much about honesty



life is getting lonlier

7 thought |

(7 is the loneliest number)

[20 Jan 2005|08:32pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

i'm just a joke.

its all i'll ever be
















the truth is...i miss you

4 thought |

(4 is the loneliest number)

[13 Jan 2005|07:09pm]
okz. so my internet has been dead form like...2 weeks. or something.
so i decidede to take action, and untill the DSL guy comes. im using the fucking phoneline.

so these days have been poop. i'm going to ALLYN PLAY tommorrow.
o. m. g.

E-X-C-I-T-E-D

jack thinks i callled him a faggot...i think. atleast thats what claire told me, but i didnt. I have never, or extremely rarewly used that word. but he can think what he wants i guess.
because everyone is these days. and i've given up with changing mind, and all that.

uh oh. turning into an emo post. WHOOPS.

got a B on my odyssey exam...well, B-

my cat is cute. and fat. and sleeping.

im sad cuz im flying...

now my cat is snoring. yay.

friday tomorrow. i hate friday schedules. i really need to do...wait lost my train of my thought. wh00ps.
oh ya, i really need to do my homework. My dad was rejected in this movie he really wnated to do, and everyone was really sad, cuz he hasnt done a movie since...september. but just a second ago, they called, and said Dianne Keaton (the main actress lady) didnt like the guy they chose, and forced them to fire him, so there sending over a few of my daddy's movies, so she can look at them, and say if she wants him or not.


so lets cross our fingers.


comment*




R.I.P. Lily <33

12 thought |

(12 is the loneliest number)

[04 Jan 2005|08:18pm]
on a lighter note.


i love getting mailCollapse )

19 thought |

(19 is the loneliest number)

[04 Jan 2005|04:56pm]
[ mood | i'm really sad ]

i just put my dog to sleep. it was the saddest thing i've ever done. I was in the room when they put her to sleep. It was hard to leave without her. not coming home to her. she just lay there. and i new she wouldnt move ever again. I miss Lily already. I hope shes friends with Justines dog in dog heaven. that would be cool. bye bye Lily..

now all im left with are these fucking pictures on my iPhoto.




i gotta stop spending my time making rymes of yesterday

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