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The World is Breaking Down
20 December 2010 @ 01:37 am
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.
 
 
The World is Breaking Down
19 November 2010 @ 09:52 pm
Maybe someone will read it.

I'm lost and I'm fucking lonely.

"Just let it go" "Don't let it upset you" "Just try to move past it"
That's what I hear... but how do I DO it?

I spend most of my days and nights crying, and wearing down the only person who has ever REALLY meant something to me. I take away all of his emotional energy and I don't mean to, I'm not trying to. Everything starts going well, and then I do something wrong and it's like I was never actually getting better. I don't have friends, and I don't know how to make them. I just want to disappear and make everything go away, but at the same time I really don't. I'm doubting my purpose as a person.

What do I do?
 
 
 
The World is Breaking Down
29 June 2010 @ 04:15 am
Every single part of my body aches right now.
 
 
The World is Breaking Down
03 June 2010 @ 01:00 pm
Fuck you, heartbreak. Fuck you, life. Fuck you.

The effects that emotional distress can have on your physical well being never ceases to amaze me.
 
 
 
The World is Breaking Down
18 October 2009 @ 02:27 am
I'm in the process of re-vamping my journal. It's pretty old, but I'm going to start fresh and start posting more often.