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Monday, February 21st, 2005

Time:5:46 am.
"Doesn't our watcher do this?" Said a pretty girl who looked an awful lot like Buffy did when she was eighteen.

"Every slayer must learn how to be on her own. Your watcher will not always be there for you, and neither will I. I will not let you drag your ass through this class. A slayer's life is short, and if you're not willing to put in the research with the training then you've signed your own death certificate. Next class I want a list of 15 flesh eating demons, what makes them different, and how to kill them," groans erupted. "Class dismissed"

I looked at the professor. "Sorry, I know you said five, but the girls are slackers."

"It's okay," she said gathering up her things. "But if I were you I'd be careful, you don't need a whole floor of slayers revolting."

"You say that like it's never happened before."

She smiled warmly. "Are you okay Dawn? I mean, how was your trip. Not a vacation I guess."

Yah, I knew what she meant. I had a reputation among the girls of being too hard, too cold. Maybe she thought I would come back more relaxed. It didn't matter I was good at what I did for these girls, they would appreciate it later.

She must have seen the look of discontempt on my face.

"Well, that extra work for them just leaves more work for you to grade." She gave me a playful jab and walked out the door as I collected my things.
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Monday, September 29th, 2003

Time:7:49 pm.
Mood: worried.
Marquis walked into class late today. She looked so unhappy.
I asked her what was wrong between classes. "Willow died yesterday." she said in a hushed tone.
I hugged her softly and a tear rolled down her cheek and onto my shoulder.
"I'm here if you ever need me." I said holding her tighter.
I kissed the top of her head gently wishing I had been a better friend to her before.
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Monday, September 8th, 2003

Time:9:06 pm.
Mood: geeky.
Mom's been gone for weeks. It's been awesome.
Until my mom asked Uncle Tom if there was anyway he could come watch over me.
Yah, his Jewel transfered him to the ne here in Sunnydale.
It wouldn't be bad if he weren't so......... weird.
Seriously, if I hear him call my boyfriend hot one more time I think I'm going to explode.
I mean, that goes way beyond creepy.

Oh, Xander and I are going out for a nice dinner together as soon as Giles stops locking him in his house. He's getting better though, so it should be soon.
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Time:8:54 pm.
Mood: artistic.
Marquis told me of a private school she visited todat that she really liked. Apparently they have a really good dance program. I've wanted to do dance for a while so that sounded really cool to me.
Anyway, she said she's thinking of going there. The two of us talked about it, and I was thinking if I scored really well on the entrance exams and stuff maybe I could get a scholarship. I mean, I'd rather go to school with someone I know anyway,
Oh well, I'll talk to Buffy about it when she gets off work.
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Time:8:45 pm.
Mood: lonely.
How can things change so drastically in one year?
I became human.
Mom died leaving me with Buffy.
Buffy died saving my life, leaving me with Willow and Tara.
Xander broke up with Anya when they seemed so happy.
Willow left Tara and broke her heart. I miss Tara living here.
Willow and Xander started dating.
Buffy came back to life.
Angel's in town again.

It's all a little much for me.
I don't know how to deal.
I don't have anyone to talk about it with either.
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Thursday, September 4th, 2003

Time:6:22 pm.
Mood: groggy.
In the middle of all the excitement of Xander being gone my mom called. She was in New York and she said it was something I needed to experience. She had called and gotten me a plane ticket for the next day.
I went and I had tons of fun. But I worried about what happened to Xander. I tried calling his house a few times but he never answered. I left him messages saying I'd be home soon.
I got home today and called Buffy to tell her I was home. Apparently she didn't even notice me gone. Oh great. I told her I had to go and try calling Xander again.
She told me that Xander was staying with Giles. I asked her why and she explained the whole thing. I felt awful. I was so selfish, going off on vacation when I didn't know where Xander was, or that he was hurt.
I got in the car right away and drove over to Giles's. I I knocked on the door feverishly.
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Friday, August 29th, 2003

Time:4:13 pm.
Mood: nervous.
::Calls Xander's phone for the billionth time.::
Why isn't he answering?
OK this has gone beyond pissing me off and into creepy.
I know he's not mad at me.
Shoot, maybe Buffy knows what to do.
::Calls Buffy and listens to the phone ring.::
Ugh, whoever thought I'd call Buffy for advice on guys.
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Time:4:09 pm.
Mood: bored.
I lead the dullest life ever.
If I were the slayer I'd be doing much cooler things than shagging a vamp.
I hate being ordinary.
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Time:4:05 pm.
Mood: excited.
Here I am, posting from my apartment.
That's right. No more stinky hotel for me.
Oh joyous occasion!
Tomorrow I'm going out to buy food to stock up the fridge.
::sigh:: And now that I've settled in somewhere i guess it's time for me to think about going back to school.
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Wednesday, August 20th, 2003

Time:11:53 pm.
Mood: irritated.
Buffy's going out with another deadboy.
Pfft. Let's see how long this one lasts.

I heard him say something about not having a soul. I'm really confused. Is Buffy into "bad" boys now?

Wow, this whole entry has been about Buffy. Buffy is not that interesting so I think this entry should be stopped.
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Monday, August 18th, 2003

Time:9:46 pm.
Mood: contemplative.
Well. I told Xander about what happened between Veruca and I. He seemed to know her. And he expressed dislikng her. Thank goddess he forgave me. He seems to think it has something to do with the hellmouth.

Went to the first scooby meeting we've had in a long time. Too much animosity. I didn't like it.

Xander's been acting strange. I thought it might be because of the me and Ru thing... but I think there's something more. Sometimes I wish I could read his mind. ::sigh::
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Time:9:21 pm.
Mood: thoughtful.
Fell asleep on the bus. Woke up in a hotel the next morning.

I wonder where Buffy is. Well, we are in LA, so I guess she's moved on to find her other vamp boy.

I don't want to think about what happened, Anya dead, Spike dead, potentials dead. It almost seems like a bad dream, except I know I won't wake up. They'll be gone forever. Like mom and Tara. I'm bruised and cut. I'll have scars that won't fade. They will always be my reminder.

Sometimes being a ball of light doesn't sound so bad...
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Tuesday, August 5th, 2003

Time:9:35 pm.
Mood: calm.
So, last night I was coming home from practice when I got a stupid flat tire. I got out and since I have no car knowledge I didn't know what to do. I tried calling mom but she wasn't answering.

Then I heard a voice. I ran back into my car and took out a stake. Then the weirdest looking demon appeared. He saw me and looked startled. I gripped my stake tighter still not charging at him. He looked at my car.

"Hi little lady, looks like you need help. Mind if I give it a shot?" Then this big weird demon just leaned over and changed my tire. It was ridiculous!

"Thanks." I managed to get out when he was done.

"No problem shiny, I'm not in a hurry to be anywhere. By the way. My name's Clem."

I told him my name. For some reason I began to talk to him. He was a demon, so I guess he's evil, but he was really nice to me. He asked me if I knew how to play poker. I said yes. He asked if I liked cats. I said I was more of a dog person. He said I wouldn't enjoy poker with him then.

We said our goodbyes and I went home. I wonder if I'll ever see him again.
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Friday, August 1st, 2003

Time:8:14 pm.
Mood: chipper.
I didn't mention this before, but Xander and I are once again very happy together. Yup, no more fighting.

I was out at the Bronze and I was dancing with some friends when Xander tore me away. He took me in his car and we went back to his house to talk things over. And have wild uninhibited sex. I'm so happy he was first. Wow, i could never tell Buffy. She'd kill us. I feel bad keeping things from my sister, I wish I could tell her everything and that she'd be happy.

Afterward we cuddled and he took me back to my car so that I could drive myself back home.

I love my Xander, I never want him to leave me.

I'm going to bake him some cookies now for next time I see him.

xoxox Dawn xoxox
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Wednesday, July 30th, 2003

Time:11:37 pm.
Mood: embarrassed.
I don't think that could have been more embarassing. I was just dancing with some friends when Xander showed up out of nowhere and tore me away. Some guy made a stupid remark and Xander had to go all macho and hit him. Then he dragged me out by arm. Sometimes Xander is such a drama queen.

Oh great, I'll never hear the end of this. Everyone will ask why some guy just grabbed me and tore me away. Chill out Xander, it was only dancing, and those guys were stupid, you didn't need to pay attention to them Xander dragged me out the door. I wondered where we were going.

"What's going on Xander, are you taking me home? Are you going to tell my mom?"
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Time:2:35 am.
Mood: grumpy.
It's late but I can't really sleep.

Xander and I got into a fight about... stuff. He needs to stop sending mixed signals! So I kinda went home early. And I didn't talk to him today. I guess I should.

Or maybe we need this time apart. Maybe he's right, things are moving to fast.

I think I'll try to get out on my own tomorrow night. I'll go to the Bronze with friends.
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Friday, July 25th, 2003

Time:7:47 pm.
Mood: cheerful.
Haven't written much lately.

Xander's been staying with me and mom till he gets better. I love having Xander here in my house. Mom's extra busy this week so she's been coming home really late leaving us more alone time. I love my Xander! Amazingly Xander and I haven't gotten tired of eachother. How could I? I love seeing him whenever I want.

Anyway, I had practice today, but it's over now, I just showered and I think Xander and I are heading to the Bronze. How can I be in front of other people and not show them how much I love him? I don't want to hide it. Ugh, I hate being afraid of Buffy
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Tuesday, July 22nd, 2003

Time:7:38 pm.
Mood: happy.
I couldn't be happier, Xander woke up sometime last night, Cordelia was there when he woke up. I wish I could've gone to see him right away, but it was pretty late, I had school this morning and my mom said it wasn't ok for me to go. I guess I wouldn't have had much time anyway, Buffy said that as soon as she got there she had to leave.

Oooh, I just talked to mom, she's been really worried about Xander too. She doesn't think that he'll do well living with all those musicans so she wants me to ask him if he wants to stay with us while he recovers. OMG! Xander in my house! That'd be so great. But ugh, I'd totally give away the fact that I'm head over heels for him It'd be nice to have Xander around. :)

So, I'm thinking about driving out to see Xander today. Anyone else coming?
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Sunday, July 13th, 2003

Time:10:38 pm.
Mood: bored.
Well, I've decided to try out for the squad after all. I mean, it's not like I have a ton of stuff to do so it won't be in the way... that is, if I make it. Stayed in last night. Watched some sappy girly movie with mom. Some time this week I have to squeeze in time to see Kennedy and work on that Latin project. Yar.
I guess everyone else probably had excitement.

Wow, that entry was dull. My day was dull. Ok, going to the Espresso Pump for Chai.
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Thursday, July 10th, 2003

Time:4:42 pm.
Mood: energetic.
Someone had her first Bronze adventure last night. Oh yah! I got my groove on. I was wicked cool. Too bad Buffy and her friends got tired so fast. I guess that's what happens when you get old.

Anyway, first day of class. I'm totally in. I mean, I met all these super cool girls who love me. AND I totally got put in some rockin' hard classes. I'm taking Algebra 2 with a bunch of sophmores and juniors. Advanced spanish and latin. A chorus class (cause I think I could totally be a great singer). Gym. (eww) English, Ceramics, and a Study Hall.

In gym everyone was talking about some new girl named Kennedy or something. All my new friends talked to her, but I didn't really get the chance maybe I will tomorrow.
Ooooh, just remembered, that Kennedy girl was in my latin class too, maybe I'll offer to be her partner for something in there, I didn't really like anyone else in that class, they were all pretty snooty.
Speaking of Latin... there's something about that teacher that's strangely familiar. Hmm. Whatever, I mean she rocks and that's all that matters.

P.S. Buffy, I do not dance like a chicken, are you sure you didn't just catch your reflection?
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