[[ ♥Big L♥ ]] (_xasianlaurax_) wrote,
[[ ♥Big L♥ ]]
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given up.open your eyes.

BAN ME FROM COMMENTING CALLAHAN RIGHT WHEN YOU WRITE SHIT ABOUT ME, I DON'T CARE. WHO'S IMMATURE NOW? fuck it.
oh and way to take me off your friend's list. I'm glad you can write in your journal without me being able to see it. Aw, yay for you. I wish I was that cool. blah blah blah whatever.

Be strong, be strong now
Just gotta keep telling myself that.
Broken inside.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DALLAS!!! I love you<3

friday I hung out with Callahan. we went to the movies. first time going to rave. I like that movie theatre, it's pretty big and it's real nice inside. the movie ["meet the fockers"] wasn't that good so ehhh. idk the baby was cute. Saturday he took me to the mall to get Dall's present, and then we went to office depot, target, etc to get stamps, but couldn't find any. I guess it's not stamp season or...something. so I came home & got ready for the par-tay! jeeeeesh

Last night's party was so fun.
So many people were there. And stupid me, I forgot my camera :(
so basically I suck and I don't have pictures. Uh...I was going to attempt to name everyone who was there, or stopped by, so let's see who I can remember. Dallas [obviously haha], Cait, Eddy, Joe, Stevey, Gina, Kristin, Kristen, Angela, Kim, Laura, Charley, Nick, Chris, Eddie, Jason, Bryon, Ayan, Matt, Ashley, Dina, Lisa, Dustyn, Lauren, Angela, Courtney, Lauren's boyfriend, Sam, Derek, Joe, Meli, Jon Craig, Shaun, Kayla, Jenna, Logan, Eric, Vince, Both Dans, Devin, Matt, Nikki, Mollie, Teara, Ricky, Teddy, Shawna, Justin & there were a few people I didn't know their names. So, it was those people, plus maybe 4 or 5. [I have a really bad memory guys, so forgive me]

Okay, so I know I forgot some people. Sorry, it's hard remembering that many people. I met some new people, that was cool.
All in all, it was a fun night. I got to see/talk to people I don't see that much. To sum up the party, there was loud music, a pinata, some entertaining BOXING, dancing, laughing, and all that good stuff. Hah, crazy people. Some good memories and crazy stuff to never forget. It was a good party. I have a shot-glass to remember, for the BEST song ever. Even if some girls thought it was gross. That's me...gross. Haha. Anyways, I'm sure I forgot some parts of the night that were either funny or in some way, memorable, but you know. It'll be in everyone else's journals.

DLC & Gina spent the night. Oh, DLC is soooo lazy. Gina made us pancakes :) and we pretty much laid in the same spot for 3 hours. We played with sparkely wands, too. I can't wait until Saturday...ORLANDO with the girls :)))!!! Yay, shopping. EEEEEEEEE!
I took a shower not too long ago and I feel so clean :)

so I'm gonna go argue with my parents some more. Hah, funnnn.
<3La

***EDIT:I just got home from dinner with the girls :) It was, as always, funnn.
We went to Olive Garden, yum yum. Hah I had salad because...thats all I eat. lol

Um, we talked, laughed and had a grand ol' time. <3Dall,Barbie,Cait,Gina<3We had a bitchy waitress, but the other waiters were nice. HAHA. They brought Dall cake and they sang!!!! It was great. Good times.
Other than that, a new good song. Lindsay Lohan-OVER; yeah go download it, or watch it or something. I likeeeee it.
OH AND...I have that Avril Lavigne song stuck in my head because we listened/sang it on the way home tonight. So, yeah it's a good song. Avril Lavigne-NOBODY'S HOME



ASHANTI-Rain On Me
Mmm...mmm...mmm...mmm...
Mmm...mmm...mmm...mmm...
Mmm...mmm...mmm...mmm...mmm...

I'm lookin' in the mirror
At this woman down and out
She's internally dyin'
I know this was not what love's about

I don't wanna be this woman
The second time around
'Cause I'm wakin' up screamin', no longer believin'
That I'm gonna be around

And over and over I tried
Yet over and over you lied
Gettin' over and over my pride, yeah
I don't know why

And over and over I tried
Yet over and over you lied
Gettin' over and over my pride, yeah
I don't know why

Rain on me
Lord, won't you take this pain from me
I don't wanna live, I don't wanna breathe
Baby, just rain on me
Lord, won't you take this pain from me
I don't wanna live, I don't wanna breathe, no

See, I don't want to hold my pillow late at night no more
I'm tossin' and turnin' and thinkin' 'bout burnin' down these walls
I-I don't wanna fuel this fire no more, no more, no more
See, I made up my mind 'cause I've wasted my time
Ain't nothin' here to keep me warm

And over and over I tried
Yet over and over you lied
Gettin' over and over my pride, yeah
I don't know why

And over and over I tried
Yet over and over you lied
Gettin' over and over my pride, yeah
I cried, I cried, I cried, I cried, I cried

Oh...oh...oh...oh...

Rain on me
Lord, won't you take this pain from me
I don't wanna live, I don't wanna breathe
Baby, just rain on me
Lord, won't you take this pain from me
I don't wanna live, I don't wanna breathe, no


I'm so tired of the rain
In my life
And I'm so tired of the strain
And now you're gonna lie

'Cause sometimes I can't sleep at night and
This here it just don't seem right and
Sometimes I just wonder why I
Don't know, let my life go by

'Cause sometimes I can't sleep at night and
This here it just don't seem right and
Sometimes I just wonder why I
Don't know, let my life go by

Oh...oh...oh...oh...oh...oh...

Rain on me
Lord, won't you take this pain from me
I don't wanna live, I don't wanna breathe
Baby, just rain on me
Lord, won't you take this pain from me
I don't wanna live, I don't wanna breathe, no

Rain on me
Lord, won't you take this pain from me
I don't wanna live, I don't wanna breathe
Baby, just rain on me
Lord, won't you take this pain from me
I don't wanna live, I don't wanna breathe, no

Ooh...ooh...
Ooh...ooh...
La-la-la-la-la-la-la
La-la-la...
La-la-la-la-la-la
Ooh...ooh...ooh...


kayBye.xo
P DOT S My journal plays a new song now. "you don't own me", so now you can know what I'm talking about, so click my journal, listen. blah blah blah. :))yay

1/24/05 edit: Oh yeah, I have the killers-mr. brightside song stuck in my headddd
but I love it, so it's okay
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