I have lost nearly all of my guitar piks... this is bullshit.

This whole journal is just filled with bullshit.
Total crap quizzes and old photos of me that look nothing like me anymore, and say nothing about the person I am.
I almost want to delete this entire damn thing and start afresh.
But I will keep it, if only to look back on it and realise how little it says about me.
Ok From now on I will try and write PROPER entries, and not just copy and paste the result of some god-awful quiz that took me two minutes to do, and now thinks it knows “WHO I TRULY AM!!”
Does even this seem like a proper entry?
I Suppose I should be writing down my deepest thoughts and darkest secrets. Haha!
If I started now, at this point in my life, I would never stop!
I have to many of them!
Knowing me it would just become one more thing for me to become addicted to and I would be posting in this thing all the fucking time.
Oh well. I spose if that happens at least I will be able to look back at my fucked up late teen self, and HOPEFULLY (fingers fucking well and truly crossed time ladies and gents) Think “Bloody hell! I’m so glad I got out of that house when I did!”

I bid you farewell, and pray little kiddies, that I will soon have enough money
  • Current Music
    The Strokes - Juice Box.

Bend over baby...

Im bored and depressed... so what do i do? quizzes... woo.

You know what i have been thinking mr x? i have been thinking that you dont use people for sex! YOU JUST DONT DO IT OK? Its not cool. I'm lucky i got away b4 it came to that really you dickhead.


Your Personality Profile

You are sexy, powerful, and bold.
You're full of passion and energy...
Sometimes this passion has a dark side.

You feel most alive when you're seducing someone.
You never fail to get someone's attention.
Quick minded, you're also quick to lose your temper!
  • Current Music
    Zero 7 - Destiny

frogmarch crackshaft. the 3rd.

Alright my lovers,
Last night i couldnt get to sleep till 6 am, so like any normal girl i decided to start taking photo's of myself at 4:30 in the morning with my shitty phone.

I WAS NOT NAKEY!!... i am wearing a black vest.
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My lovely dragonfly fairylights that i have all over me bed

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This one scares me...
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Anyway, enough me.

heres some MINKA!!!!!! Shexy!!!!!!

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she look so strange in this photo...but i love the look on her lil face...
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ciao xXx
  • Current Music
    The pouges - Tuseday morning (written about my mum! no lie)

Black mug, Red juice.

Easy now.

I am soooooooooooo effing tired!
I just got back (well like yesterday) From the Big Green Gathering with Roisin, and it was the sex.
Had a sexy time and got a tan (Good lord! me tan?!), well a little one....

Missed Minka lots! Shes like 19 weeks now, still itsy bitsy. Right now she is wearing her hula girl collar (Lots of big flowers and beads).

Brb Hindi on phone...

sexy beast
  • Current Music
    making fiends

The changing faces of Mitilda Blackbird

Ugh, why does eveything have to be so hard?
I just wish that for once things would go right!
Still i spose its better than nothing... but its just so complicated.
and its all very well for him to say no 1 would know... but here i am talking to a fucking computer and godknows who else!


This sucks huge batty.

Now what do i do? huh? it just wouldnt work. no. it cant work.
.... at least i dont think so ...


no no no no...hmmmmm...

urrggghhh im sooooooooooooo confused!

Bum bum wanky arse knob bollocks piss shit DANM!!
  • Current Mood
    lonely lonely


OMG OMG OMG!! I JUST WON SOAD TICKETS FOR TONIGHT ON RADIO 1!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And all cause i knew that a guy from oxford got done coz he hurled gay abuse at a police horse...
im so wonderful :P

yeha baby! go me!!!!!!!!!!
STAGE DOOR ENTRANCE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
maybe inner circle...*screams from fear*
  • Current Music
    SOAD - BYOB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

More Minka!!

Look at me!! im so pretty!!
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Fluffy bum bum!
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Yum grass! (mini stoner in making!)
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12 days!! oh i cant wait! 5 days till hes fes too.

Getting her on the way back so me n sophie will have our hands full in the car for like 9 hours!!
  • Current Music
    The beach boys - Barbanne