Willow Redhead

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All rights to the character belong to Joss Whedon, WB, Mutant Enemy and Fox. Willow is played by theferretgirl.

A list of my Games can be found in my tracking journal fg_rpg

I'm open for most ships in pretty much any games. If you want to approach me for a new game/(new)ship? Mail me at the.gang[at]chello.nl. :-)
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Willow Redhead


Weeeeh! Happy Birthday, chlare!

::Throws Confetti::

I made you a card but... Angel kinda broke the scanner. We're still waiting for it to get fixed.

Anyway, have a great day!

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Willow  Tear

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She lied. She lied to me. The first person I had allowed myself to have feelings for, the fist woman I had dared myself to love after…Tara.

She lied to me and then went out of her way to forget all about me.

What did I ever do to her? Why is she acting like this? Has she learned *nothing* at all from my past? Doesn’t she know what horrible things grieve can do, I told her about what I did. About how I killed a man and then tried to destroy the world.

I suppose I should be kinda happy that she didn’t kill anyone. Yet. And at least she’s not trying to destroy the world.

Aside from, y’know…mine.

I guess it’s all that Karma business and stuff. I guess I should’ve learned from Angel and Faith and their big mistakes to mankind. How you can never kinda escape them no matter how hard you try to atone. No matter how hard you try to be all goody good and help those who need help.

Whether they kinda want it or not. I put a soul into Fred, I damned her for all eternity. I guess Kennedy pulling away from me and hurting me like this is my punishment for that. But I really didn’t have much of a choice with the way Connor was pushing.

What was I suppose to do? Let some witchy wanna be from Wolfram and Hart do it? Yeah, that’d be so not of the good. They probably end up with a bigger monster then she already was.

So, I lost a friend, two others kinda totally died, my girlfriend hates me for a reason I don’t know about and my best friend is in the hospital after my girlfriend beat the…psht out of her.

Dawnie is upset, Buffy’s still not much with the waking up and Giles is frantic and ready for, as he calls it, ‘bloody murder’.

God, he was so angry at me and then so sad and then all with the huggy and now he’s just worried, hovering near Buffy. Dawn and me have to like pry him away from the room just so others can come visit her.

I just want things to be back to normal. Y’know? I want Kennedy to love me again, and Buffy and me to be laughing over some Bollywood moving again, and-and eating lost of chocolate chip cookies with Dawn.

But that’s not gonna happen, and it’s all my fault.


Love. I’m totally done with it. No more for me. Nothing but a lie anyway and who needs love? You only end up with the hurt and totally alone. Might as well stay alone then. Right? Yeah.
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Willow  Tear

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Oh gosh, I can't believe this is happening. I mean, it makes no sense and all. But nothing really does, does it? I just gotten to know Fred and we were gonna get some coffee next week. I don't have many friends that, y'know, can outbabble me, but... Geeze.

And Angel. I mean, sure he went all Angelusy on us and he totally killed my goldfish and Miss Calender and...stuff. But that wasn't Angel. I liked Angel, even if he did tend to replace his soul like a lot.

I don't think this really sank in yet. But that's so not important.

I need to know where Kennedy is, that's what's important. And-and, god, I need to find Buffy too. She needs to know, and not read it on here. Cause she deserves totally better.

And so does Angel.

Darn. Why is Giles always in England when you need him?

Kennedy? Come home soon, please. Or y'know, call?
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Willow Redhead

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The Dante's Inferno Test has sent you to the First Level of Hell - Limbo!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)Very Low
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)Very High
Level 2 (Lustful)Low
Level 3 (Gluttonous)Low
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)Very Low
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)Low
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)Moderate
Level 7 (Violent)Moderate
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)Moderate
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)Low

Take the Dante's Inferno Hell Test
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Willow Redhead

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Oh. Well. I’m back? Yay? Okay. YAY! I’m back. I thought I just showed up to, y’know, surprise Kennedy? Not in the ‘Yay I’m back and jumping out of a cake’ kinda yay I’m back. But I thought I was gonna just show up and-and…surprise her.

Okay. Probably all kinds of lame, but she’s not here anyway. Not even a note of where she went. Uh. And why should she leave a note. Cause she didn’t know I was coming back today. Which goes with the whole ‘yay surprise!’ thingy I’m guessing. Drat. Now what? Where’d she go anyway? Oh, Oh! The kids aren’t here, I guess she’s out with the kids.

Maybe I can convince Fred to take the kids back for like one evening? Errr….night. Or-or Dawn. Cause then I can like make a surprise Dinner for Kennedy and really go all out with the ‘Yay!’ I mean, that’s kinda so much nicer then going out right? Cause then we’d stay right here. And Xander isn’t around anyway, so we have like lots of privacy. Yeah. Yeah! I’ll do that. Call Dawn, ask her to watch those kids and then make dinner for Kennedy.

Except, my cooking kinda boils down to…boiling an egg. I can read though! I can read cooking books. Yup. So how hard can it be? I’m gonna get starting with the cookery and make it a real ‘yay I’m back’ thingy for Kennedy

Oh this is gonna be so much fun!
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Willow Redhead

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Giles asked me if I would like to come along to London, or near London, I think. Dunno. Anyway, there’s been some digging and stuff, and they discovered a really cool ancient witchcraft center. Some of the witches from the Coven I’ve…visit…have been called in as well. They’d like to use my ‘expertise’ too.

Nice words huh? expertise Not that I should be proud of that, considering…y’know. But still, seems I can sense stuff and what the heck not. So I said yes, mostly cause I’d like to see the friends I’ve made from the Coven again. I really owe them a lot. Like lots and lots a great big deal.

Giles is giddy. That’s a word I learned over there in the coven. Never thought I’d use it when it comes to Giles though. But he totally had everything already packed and was ready to go like yesterday morning. Geeze. I still have to pack!

I’m gonna miss Kennedy though. With Faith and Angel being kiddified, she can’t leave here. Guess she can ask Wes for kiddy advice, or y’know, Cordy. Or…uh, Lindsey, since Angel for some weird reason seems to worship him. Oh, I so wanna be in the same room when grown up Angel finds *that* out. Oh yeah, definitely.

But I’m still gonna miss Kennedy. :-( She’s helping me pack… I’d best go back and uhm…help…her. Heh.

See you all later. I got my cell with me and stuff, just in case.
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