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This may burn worse than the stripper. [14 Sep 2004|11:49pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]

I suppose its time to bitch and moan. I mean, other than glam pics and quizzes, what else is LJ good for?

Today was a fucking joke. I mean it. There was no reason for everyone to be on edge. Today should have rolled in and rolled out like any other. We should have been able to get the office cleaned up and functional, however, because of certain people's tendancy to freak out about things that were apparent set us back a day. Let me set this for the record: WDCC IS NOT GETTING SHUT DOWN. WDCC IS NOT LOSING ITS BUDGET. WDCC IS EXACTLY HOW IT ALWAYS WAS. There, now that is said and done, a few more things that I need to state.

A. If you find something wrong with the way Franny and I run the radio station, rather than saying it behind our backs, state your concerns to our faces.

B. Running WDCC is not about titles. Franny and I do about 50/50 on the work scale, and neither one of us really give a shit about titles, granted the station is being run. If we want to get back to titles meaning something, lets give Chris Disc a call back and have him run the station, because thats what you'll get when you want to get tied up over titles.

C. Going off on a bitching tirade and blowing up on people is not going to get things done.

D. Remember your place. Dealing with Weida and Administration is OUR job, not yours. We appreciate the work that you do a lot, but just as we dont do anything to the schedule because we know its your job, both of us would appreciate it you would respect what we do. Again. if you feel that we are running the station improperly, feel free to bring your concerns to us.

E. Finally, Metal Mike is our friend, and blaming this whole thing on him and myself is horseshit and you know it. End of story.

Okay, I need a drink.

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Don't you love her madly? [11 Sep 2004|11:13am]
[ mood | apathetic ]

Things have been good since school started, but there are certain things I miss a lot (i.e. Chrissy), but I guess I can deal. I know she's one really fucking busy girl, and I suppose its okay. Other than that, yesterday was awesome. I realize now that I missed a Psych test make-up, but I can get that done Monday. We paiinted the station and it looks AWESOME. Neon Green with a dark blue. It was a real good time, and I want to thank Franny, Jeremiah, EJ, Dave and most of all, Metal Mike for helping out, because Franny and I really couldnt have done that ourselves. The place looks fucking awesome, and it may actually become a radio station after all.

I work all day today. Someone come visit me, I rarely get visitors. The last visitor I got at work (a person I actually wanted to see, not kids from my old high school) was Liz Paradise and her boyfriend? They got an oil change and Liz always manages to crack me up. So someone come to visit me, because Im already getting premonitions of work suckage. Additionally, Im looking into doing part time custodial work for DCC. If the pay and hours are good enough, say so long to Sears, because if you havent noticed, DCC staff get paid quite well to do very little. I'm a big fan of getting paid a lot for a little bit of work. But its just an idea. I'm gonna check it out next week and if it pays at least 9.50 an hour and if I can get 25 hours a week, say so long to Sears.

But still. Someone come visit. I hate that place on Saturdays.

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I almost fucking forgot. [10 Sep 2004|09:02am]
[ mood | cranky ]

This whole seeing Chrissy for 15 minute incriments twice a week and her working all time SUCKS.

I miss my fucking girlfriend.

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Go for the not-so subtle approach. [10 Sep 2004|09:00am]
[ mood | frustrated ]

A few things that have been grating on my nerves:

1. For some reason, my burner just doesnt want to work anymore. TIME FOR A NEW COMPUTER. A good one with a sufficient burner. And maybe with a bettery processor and some more RAM would be nice
2. My bank likes to steal money from me. At the beginning of yesterday, I had about $100 in my bank account. I took out $5 and somehow by the end of the day, my account seemed to be drained to absolutely nothing. This sucks when you stop somewhere to get gas and want to put it on your debit card with no money on it after the fact. If it wasnt for Franny, I'd be there all fucking night scooping out ice cream and cleaning out the shitter.

Much love, Franny, I owe you, more than the $20.

But other than that, things are peachy.

Class in an hour. I have to take a Psych test today because EJ and I skipped out (with permission from Anna). EJ's a good kid, even though its so obvious he wants Franny. But other than that, I ain't doing shit, yo. Franny and I might get started painting the station today.

My dad is gone until Sunday. Woot.

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I left a lot of them out for a reason [08 Sep 2004|09:15am]
[ mood | bored ]

Some of the greatest musicians ever:

1. Phish
2. Sublime
3. Johnny Cash
4. Bad Religion
5. The Who
6. John Coltrane
7. Miles Davis
8. Jerry Garcia
9. Danny Elfman
10. Antipop Consortium
11. Sonic Youth

Any more?

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The New Life of the esteemed Doctor Stan. [07 Sep 2004|11:43pm]
[ mood | exhausted ]

Writing papers suck.

But forcing yourself to write is the best way to do it. Otherwise you're too lazy.

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Captains log. [05 Sep 2004|10:55am]
[ mood | combative ]

Another morning... wait... is there coffee? Hang on....okay, great. My day is going better already. Today is September 5, 2004, and I really dont know what to make of it. I'm kind of thinking about going to the Renaissance Fair because I havent gone yet, and Chrissy is going with her sister (Shes going to be dressed all medievalish so I NEED to see her.) If not, the trio needs to do something today.

I can't seem to find my digital camera. I know its around here somewhere. Fuck.

I need some new video games. Silent Hill 4 looks promising, not to mention the next episode of Xenosaga. That was such a well-designed game, but SO FUCKING HARD. Maybe the sequel will be not as excruciatingly difficult.

Who feels like fighting today? Cuz I do.

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UGH. [04 Sep 2004|08:45pm]
[ mood | lethargic ]

Which Sylvia Plath Poem Am I?

by echoing

You are Reno...
You are RENO. Yeah, admit it, you're a smart-ass.

What Final Fantasy VII character are you?
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Dark Water
You come from Dark Water. You are solitary and
find peace in yourself, or maybe you're
turmoiled but pull off peace.

Where Did Your Soul Originate?
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Face to the flame. Hell, it might fix your disgusting face. [04 Sep 2004|01:56pm]
[ mood | vengeful ]

Yes, after a long period of computer crashing-ness, I am back. Go me.

Dutchess is well, Dutchess. I plan on NOT fucking up this semester, so please, if you are involved with the station, please do your part so Franny, Jessie and I dont have to do everything. The people who've been helping clean out that place, thank you, all of you, especially Jeremiah, Jessie and everyone who volunteered to be managers. I really do feel like we're going to get a lot accomplished this semester, but I need you guys more than anything if anything is going to happen. As for being president, I promise not to fuck us over, and I'm not going to let administration drive us into the ground.

As for other things, there were a certain group of people that were very rude to my friends yesterday. You may not even read this, but just know that I dont appreciate your smart-assed comments about my friends. As much as you think I dont know, and though I may smile to you, just know that you dont cross my friends and yes, I did hear your smart assed comments. The two of you should look in the mirror before you pass judgement. Jen, Jessie and Taylor are more human beings than you could ever imagine, and to say the least, you two sort through other peoples shit for your daily bread. Trust me, you really dont want to piss me off.

Oh yeah, by the way, its one thing to be able to call someone ugly when you have something to present, but all you seem to have is a dead-end job, a huge nose and it sounds like your vocal cords are falling out. People like you should be weary before passing judgement onto someone else.

In other much more pleasant news, today marks Chrissy and I being together for eleven months. 11. Im proud of myself, but all Im going to say is that I couldn't be happier.

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Vicariously fading. [22 Aug 2004|12:04pm]
[ mood | nostalgic ]

Wow, having the day off is weird. I can finally do some of the things I've been meaning to do for a loooooong time like:

1. Return the Lebaron Speakers to Circuit City
2. Laundry, and a lot of it.
3. Look for brake pads and rotors for my Buick freakin' Century
4. See if I can install my old radio in that Buick freakin' Century
5. Hang out with Chrissy and/or Katie, because I havent seen Katie in forever.
6. More Laundry

Busy, busy busy, yes.

Katie or Chrissy, give me a call, We need to go on an epic adventure to find brake parts and hub caps.

Also, I want to wish Charlotte luck back at school, I'll be thinking of you.

And I doubt she will read this, but I wish Marie the same at school. Much has happened, and much needs to be amended. Lauren tells me to leave it alone, but I can't, not at all. We were friends for too long. If we dont ever talk again, thats fine, but I just want to let you know that I'm sorry and I still consider you one of my friends.

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Affluententive Myopicaticoma Series I [21 Aug 2004|07:27pm]
[ mood | caffienated ]

School is in a week. I'm actually mildly excited because this whole workhomepotsexanxietydepressinggoodtimes thing is getting old. I need some neurological stimulation aside from what tires would fit best on certain cars.

I'm off tomorrow and monday, who wants to hang out?

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Oh yeah, I forgot to mention, [20 Aug 2004|11:06am]
[ mood | angry ]

I can't even remember my last day off. Fuck Sears.

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Come and bleach these stained eyes. [17 Aug 2004|09:37am]
[ mood | nerdy ]

I really wish I could find my digital camera so I could show you the car I finally decided.

Stand in fear of my new car, which will soon come with white wall tires and a badass sound system.

Fuck this house, I am now officially mobile.

If I ever make a short film, its probably gonna be really serious, but at the end, everyone in the movie is going to get together and dance, kind of like what happened at the end of Beetleguise, one of the best movies of all time.

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FUCK YOU FRANNY AND DAVE [16 Aug 2004|12:53pm]
[ mood | angry ]


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I decided to do this one again, only using nothing but video game music and anime themes [16 Aug 2004|12:33pm]
[ mood | dorky ]

Opening credits: Cowboy Bebop - Forever Broke
Waking up: Average day: Earthbound - Moonside (One of the best word-scrolling RPGs ever)
First date: Cowboy Bebop - Felt Tip Pen
Falling in love: Final Fantasy IX - Loss of Me (Beatrix's Theme)
Love scene: Trigun - Rakuen
Fight scene: Xenosaga - Battle Theme
Breaking up: Silent Hill 2 - Stairs of Fire
Getting back together: Cowboy Bebop - Rush
Secret love: Cowboy Bebop - Piano Bar I
Life's okay: FLCL - Ride on Shooting Star
Mental breakdown: Xenosaga - Omega
Driving: Cowboy Bebop - Tank!
Learning a lesson: Final Fantasy IX - Mage versus Mage
Deep thought: Final Fantasy IX - Burmecia, Kingdom of Eternal Rain
Flashback: Final Fantasy VIII - Premonition
Partying: Cowboy Bebop - What Planet is this?
Happy dance: I dont see my movie having a happy dance.
Regreting: Trigun - Never could have been Worse
Long night alone: Final Fantasy X - Guadosalam
Death scene: Trigun - Suna No Hoshi
Closing credits: Trigun - Carot & Stick

Okay, that took care of my boredom for half an hour or so. It was kind of cool to look through my old music files again.

I get my new car today.

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So much to say about so little. This is how it ends, my friends. [14 Aug 2004|12:33am]
[ mood | drunk ]

I can honestly say that I am becoming less Livejournal-dependant. I no longer feel the need to bitch about how much my life sucks to people who may or may not half-care about the current situation that I may or may not be in. So much has seemed to happen within the last year or so, but I seldom feel the need to rant about it on a message board made to say "hey, look at me, these are my current problems of today, and tomorrow is going to bring these problems, and oh yeah, I love my girlfriend for this reason and oh yeah, how could I forget that other reason."

The fact is that my current problems are insignificant in the grand scheme of things, livejournal haikus are written much better in a state of partial or complete intoxication, and I do love my girlfriend very much. (By the way, drunken livejournal haikus dont come out as cleanly as you see them, about every line I type, there is at least 2 typos.

But if people must know of the day that I had today, I looked at a few cars this morning, one was a Corsica owned by a bunch of scary violent-looking Jamacians who didnt seem to like the fact that the white devil honkey negro killer was looking at their car. Yeah, racism is still around. Today was overcrowded at work, tomorrow will be overcrowded, and the next two days will be filled with unexpectation, for that I have them both off.

As for tonight, it seems as if I will be drinking Budweisers and vodka and red bull to the sounds of Daves guitar and Daves dryer. Alas, the excitement that will be the rest of tonight. Tomorrow will be work, which will suck the balls of the biggest, sweatiest fat man with the hair growth disorder. So much will seem to happen as I drink more and more from this very can, as life seems to get more and more insignificant, at a time when life should be so very important.

By the way, if you see me driving the biggest old man mobile on the road (with the white wall tires), you'll know damn well that it is me.

Until we we meet again, in a state of altered consciousness, in a state of knowing that all that we love and all that we cherish will all turn to dust, I bid you all goodbye, and I love you all, especially the people I dont know who may have actually read this thing to the very end.


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Entry# 12D43DV3484D-1 [09 Aug 2004|10:59am]
[ mood | busy ]

New Icon. Reminded me of Hugh. I miss ya, buddy.

Anyway, the car search is going so-so. So far, I checked out two cars, only one of which Im interested in. Today, I have two people to call, one for a 1990 Mitsubishi Eclipse and one for a 1994 Mazda MX-3. Both seem pretty reasonable, but I have my doubts.

Looking for a car when you NEED a car fucking sucks.

Dont know if Im coming out tonight. I miss Chrissy incredibly, and well, there are just some nights where she gets priority.

Working today, 12-8:30, come in and see me, company is always better.

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Disgusting wretch, stare into these eyes and tell me that the demon still lives. [08 Aug 2004|07:06pm]
[ mood | drunk ]

This was funny, and just scary at the same time

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Too bad its only a brain injury [08 Aug 2004|06:41pm]
[ mood | bitter ]

I suppose I should update. I try my best to stay away from it, but though I hate it, it compels me. This is LiveJournal.

Those of you wondering where I've been, I've been trying to find a car, because the Lebaron is dead. Yes, dead. The transmission gave out on Wednesday. So its dead completely, I had to junk the car so now I have nothing. Okay, so maybe a car isnt everything, but it is definately something when you invest about $1500 into it to make sure that it runs good and doesnt break down.

Here, my friends, is my epilogue.


and who's bitter?

Raise your glasses, friends of mine.
Swallow your pride and give no misgivings.
This is what you have.

Listen to my 5 string orchestra as the pupils dilate and the sirens sing their final song.
Greet the man who welcomes you, but dont look him in the back, for daggers are your reward.

I wish I could make a career out of making haikus.

Okay, my dirty rice and coffee are done.

But really, one more for the road. One more for the sins that line these highways and enumerate at the roadside memorials. One more for the love, one more for the sense of knowing that each night you spend drinking from that glass, pulling on that dutch, you are progressively force-fucking that dream upon you. That dream of sedation. Take one for the road, peel back that silver wrapper and realize that these euphoric evenings only end in the death of our beings.

Someone come pick me up.
I need some sensory reaction
I need that brain injury

I need coffee and dirty rice.


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Remember not to chew on your debit card unless you have another one handy. [03 Aug 2004|11:15am]
[ mood | itchy ]

Its been a while since I updated this damn thing.

Yesterday was a day off, so I wasted no time at proceding to hang out with Chrissy. Damn, it felt good to hang out with her after not having her around for so long. JEN & CHARLOTTE, give me or Chrissy a call, we all need to hang out like what. I got new speakers in the Lebaron and damn they sound good, so much better than my old blown out ones. When they were getting installed, we ran into Chrissys Grandma at Price Chopper and we had a long conversation about bra straps and how our jobs are infested with mice. I think Chrissy's Grandma is my new favorite old person, next to Hunter S. Thompson and Hersal, the crazy old black guy that works mornings at my job.

I'm gonna post some new cam-whore pics soon, some of which I think are city oriented. Woooot. Anyway, Im working all night with Jimmy, so that means any of you guys can come visit me! I like getting work visitors. Even do some prank calls, I enjoy those too. (845) 297-3747. You know you want to.

I feel like going to a show soon. A good one.

The following people I miss a lot because I havent fucking seen them in forever:

Metal Mike
Danny W.
Aeris Matt
Seafood Matt

If you see your name here, it means we need to fucking hang out.

By the way, does anyone have a camcorder or something close to it, because I want to make a movie with stuffed animals, action figures, legos and barbies. And you know Im gonna need voice-overs, Metal Mike, both Matts, Brett, Jon and Dave

Whos in?

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