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LJ still exists? [25 Jun 2008|05:07pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]

Well, I see that Jill still writes in hers, might as well write in mine.

The reason why I haven't really been writing in here is because I wanted to try and be private for a moment. Seeing how drama and chisme travels fast amongst part of my circle of friends, I didn't want to the be the topic of conversation. I dunno, somehow the thought of people saying, "DID YOU HEAR ABOUT KRYSTAL? SHE'S BLAH BLAH LOLOLOLOLZ" doesn't really sound too appealing.

I guess I can go into some minute details without giving the total shabang out.

- I've graduated. I take my state nursing exam next week.
- Crazy shit has happened, but oh well, you get over it and you get stronger.
- People continue to act like they're in high school, but that's ok, I'm above that crap.
- I'm still going to SDCC -- as for what costumes, well, that's a secret. ;)

Just the other day, I caught up with my best friend, Jill. It felt so good being out with her again after not seeing her for months. We laughed, we cried, and we had good foods. Not to mention, got some comic books while we were at it. It was really nice to catch up and it made me realize how much I really did miss her. I really do hope she can make it to Vegas because I know that if she goes, the trip will be SCANDALOUS and that's what makes hanging out with Jill so fun. She's daring and doesn't give a shit. She's down like a clown, haha.

Well, enough of that. Everything here is great and I couldn't ask for anything more. I've done my best to take out the negativity in my life and have had amazing results. I advise that you all do the same. =)

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Demolition Lovers [19 Feb 2007|12:26am]
[ mood | confused ]

Yeah, I'd marry you if I could, too.

-sigh-

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hi. [24 Oct 2006|12:38am]
Wow. I'm still alive.

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UGH!!! [10 Aug 2006|12:11am]
Don't you just hate it when life is going along fine and suddenly you have a relapse?

Yup. I'm close to having one of those RIGHT NOW.

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Ravager and othre Costume Updates [05 Aug 2006|12:44am]
OH RAVAGER! YOU ARE TO DIE FOR!Collapse )

Manhunter is the fucking shit!Collapse )

The daughter of black magic.Collapse )

Hmm, well that's it for now. Any tips/suggestions/comments?

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SDCC Re-Cap (after like, forever) [01 Aug 2006|04:49pm]
[ mood | nostalgic ]

Wow, it's been a while since I've written in here. It's been about a week or two since my arrival from San Diego Comic-Con and boy was it fun. I got to WOW the fanboys with my Donna Troy-ness and Vaneta did such a BOMB job with my Raven costume. It turned out absolutely gorgeous.

Thursday at the con was rather dull but that was the day I had set apart for meeting up with everyone. I met Adam, Andrew, Thomas and Peter for the first time ever and it was great. They make you feel really comfortable when you're around them. These guys have such a vibe, it's impossible to NOT talk and laugh around them.

Friday I pretty much roasted my ass off in the Donna Troy costume since I constructed it from your typical red vinyl catsuit. The belt was made from Sculpey and chains I bought from Home Depot. The jump rings kept falling off at first because they were really weak but I changed them to the 10mm ones I believe and the belt kept in place. A lot of people kept taking pictures of me, and I was fortunate enough to be embarassed in front of like, 350+ people at the DCU panel when this dude said, "Has anyone noticed this lovely Donna Troy here?" and Dan Didio, Executive Editor (I believe) of DC told me to stand up and show off my costume. Okay, so maybe that wasn't such a bd thing but I was there just chillin and next thing you know, they're making me model the suit. I got to chit-chat with my friend, Geoff Johns, for a little bit after that but he had to depart quickly because all these people were just bombarding the poor guy and he had other stuff to do. I ran into George Perez (he designed the Donna Troy outfit I was wearing for the con) and he flipped when he saw me. He stopped from his signing and asked for a picture with me. I pretty much flipped when he asked. He even turned to Marv Wolfman (writer of Teen Titans before Geoff) and said, "Look at this amazing Donna Troy!" It was pretty cool :) Click here for the picture I took with George Perez! ;D

We all later got together for the GSA meeting and that was cool. I was freakin' ROASTING in the outfit but oh well, small price to pay to look good! :)

Later that evening Jill and I visited her family that were coming in from I forget, but it was some place very far. We had a good time :)

On Saturday, I went in the Raven outfit that Vaneta had created for me. It was absolutely beautiful. I felt like a princess. I even added fingerless gloves, white pumps and purple contacts for a more Raven effect. It was simply amazing. And what was more amazing was how many people there were on that day. I thought about the Slayer concert for like, 5 seconds and then felt that being here at Comic-Con would have been way better for me, emotionally. I went to another DCU panel, had a line of people wanting to get my picture and I was told I looked "flawless". It was very flattering to receive so many compliments. Once again, they made me stand up and model off the costume. Just so you can see what the hoopla was about, here's a picture of it:



Raven - The Child of AzarathCollapse )




I was showing a lot of leg which is okay with me because I love my legs and it's one thing I don't mind showing. I guess a lot of people didn't mind me showing off my legs either, haha. I had Mike McKone (one of the artist for Teen Titans) going ga-ga over the costume. He asked to get a picture with me. Leonard Kirk did too. I got a picture that day with Geoff and he told me that the fanboys were talking about me which was funny. I told him that we got him a gift and that we'd give it to him on Sunday (which we did, just wait a few~ I'll tell you what happened! :D).

Jill and I walked around some more with Andrew, Adam, Peter and Thomas. We would run into Midus on occasion but I think he was off running to find more anime (I could be wrong~ :P). After being tired of sweating what seemed like enough sweat to fill a freakin' pool, I switched into my other clothes and brought my bathing suit to go swimming with my nemesis, Sean Boyle!!! After trying to drown each other, we decided to make peace by drinking. Sean was nice enough to buy me a Long Island Iced Tea. I was close to being gone after drinking an "Adios Motherfucker" which was funny. Jill got sickies and threw up in the trash can, haha. After getting our buzz on in the pool, we went back to Sean's room to change again and headed over to the Hyatt where all the big names were. There was a huge party going on in there. I ran into Adam and Andrew and few others while I was there and around 2:30ish we called it a night.


On Sunday, I was exhausted and had my huge glasses on for most of the day because damn, haha, I was just... well, I still looked fabulous so that's all that matters. We catched the Big 3 panel just in time and ran into Geoff again. We gave him his present which was a box of Zero bars. For those of you who don't know, Zero bars are one of Geoff's favorite candies. ZERO is rare here and well, Sean managed to find a box for us to give to him. He thanked us for it and told us to stop by the DC booth later on let him know what was going on for the rest of the day. After he was done signing, we all met at Dick's last resort for good eats and good times! Unfortunately, Sean and Adam had to leave early so they couldn't join us :( Overall, it was fun finally being able to spend some time with Geoff away from his busy schedule. He even drew me a sketch of BATGIRL which was really nice of him. He asked me about my birthday plans and I told him about how I wanted to meet up wtih a few people at this place (Location will not be announced here :P) and said he'd be down to come and throw back a couple of drinks with me for my 21st birthday :)

After saying our goodbyes to everyone, we went back to Jill's place, packed our bags, and drove back home. We were dead tired but super happy and I think that's all that mattered :)

I look forward in next year's SDCC to meet up with my friends again! :D

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It's been a while but.... [03 Jul 2006|12:16am]
why the hell not?Collapse )

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Congrats! [07 Feb 2006|10:18pm]
I'd like to take the time to give congrats to my friends, Robert and Jessica Gunderman on their discovery of their new addition to their family!

Married in October '05, Robert and Jess are now expecting their first child =) According to Robert, there is now a "Robin in the nest!" So yes, show some love for Rob and Jess =)

Looks like you've been promoted from Robin to Batman status, Rob! ;D

Once again, congrats!! :D

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DOOF!!! [19 Jan 2006|02:49pm]


HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

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[13 Jan 2006|12:59am]
Police Brutality needs to stop NOW!

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My Fan Fic [05 Jan 2006|02:28am]
http://www.livejournal.com/users/azarathxkrypton/

2nd and 3rd Chapters posted ;D

Sorry if the grammar sucks! I'm rusty :(

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In the Beginning -- by me :D [31 Dec 2005|01:47am]
You guys know how I've been wanting to write a fan fiction story involving the Clark Kent from the Smallville series and Raven from the Teen Titans comic book, right? Well, after feeling somewhat tragic, I felt inspired and decided to finally write. Here is what I've written so far. There is more to come ;D What's happening right here is Raven (aka Rachel Roth) is writing a letter to Kal-El (aka Clark Kent) four years after they met and have taken her into their family. This is just a set up. In my fiction, I will incorporate some of the stories portrayed in Smallville (the series on WB) and Marv Wolfman's "Terror of Trigon" arc from his run on Teen Titans. Also, I am going to change some of Raven's powers to match some of those featured on the cartoon series. I guess in a way, I'm "retcon'ing" Clark Kent and Raven's history. If you feel lost at all, please refer to the following sites for more information on the Smallville series and on Raven:

Raven:
http://www.titanstower.com/source/whoswho/raven.html

Smallville:
http://www.kryptonsite.com

Enjoy! <3 More will be coming later ;D

In the Beginning
by Krystal Flores


"Dear Kal-El,

The sun burns my skin. I'm not worthy of breathing the air that rightfully belongs to them. I keep thinking of all that could have been. I hope one day they forgive me for never telling them for one day, one day they will find out. They will finally see me for the monster I really am.

Kal-El, please forgive me. I can slowly feel him taking over me. I know I once told you that our destinies are defined by ourselves and not the scriptures or by what our fathers have laid before us, but I can feel his evil flow ever so slowly through my veins back into this thing that humans like to call a heart.

A heart.

I wish I had one of those. I'm tainted. Tainted with his legacy.

There are times where I'm laying in bed at night in the home that you have so graciously given me and I can feel what everyone is feeling. I feel your love, your strength, your courage, your doubts and your fears. I know that your parents fear for us. They fear our power. I don't blame them. I fear for us. Unlike you, you don't let your emotions take over you. I have learned that my emotions define me and most of all my power. My emotions are my weakness. I wish I could tell you, and most of all, our parents, how hard it is for me to show emotion.

I'm scared Kal-El. He'll get me through my emotions. He tried to open the gates by causing me grief through the death of my parents but he never expected you and your parents.

I'm thankful for everything you and your parents have done for me. I'm even surprised that they consider me a daughter. You're the only who will understand, Kal-El. When the day comes when I finally become what it is he wants me to become, I can only ask for your forgiveness. I know you'll be the one to set me free from his grasp and when you do, we'll finally be free of our fathers. We will finally be able to live our lives in peace the way we've always wanted to and we'll know that we'll never be alone again. We'll never have to distance ourselves from anyone. We'll be able to love.

I love you, Clark. Please forgive me for what I am about to do.

Sincerely,
Raven of Azarath"


4 years ago.....

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No doubt about it -- I'm a fag hag. [19 Dec 2005|02:24pm]
[ mood | nauseated ]

Your 2005 Song Is

Hung Up by Madonna

"Every little thing that you say or do
I'm hung up
I'm hung up on you"

You'll be rockin' in the New Year in your croch-o-tard!

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Tee Hee [18 Dec 2005|12:26pm]
Last night was fucking awesome! :D

Thanks to everyone who came! :D :D :D

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Next-2-Me [17 Dec 2005|12:28pm]
Hey kiddles!!

Everything is up and running and back to normal :D

The get together is today.

It's gonna be the shit! Erika, Jenny and I spent all of last night finding some Christmas tunes for y'all to enjoy :]

"Excuse me, Mr. Bouncing Soul, er, I mean Mr. Soul...."

lmao XD WE'RE GOING TO SEE THE BOUNCING SOULS DAMNIT! And I'm gonna get Greg to dedicate that one song to the doof crew! It's the ultimate friend song =)

"He's my friend, he's my alliby! My accessory to the crime! With a love that'll never die, till the end of time!"

:D :D

I love you all! :D

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Destroy Everything You Touch [14 Dec 2005|11:43pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]

I hate having to put on a brave face and just smile and pretend it doesn't bother me. Jealousy perhaps? Maybe. People tend to become posessive of things, including people. I hate it when people become posessive of me, but then again, it's wrong of me to say that when I find myself guilty of such a crime as well.

I wish I were somewhat musically inclined that way I'd be able to incorporate my poetry and feelings into lyrics and glorious, yet apathetic, brutal harmonies.

I feel like playing pool. I remember being really good at it when I was 6, now I'm lucky enough if I remember how to hold the damn stick. If someone were to ask me for one of my fondest memories that I have with my father, it would be when he would take me to his work during the after hours and teach me how to play pool. I remember covering my hands in baby powder, not only loving the smell, but the dryness it gave my hands and then grabbing the biggest stick there. I always thought the bigger the better my chances were at winning. I remember while my dad and I would play, he would tell me stories of the tournaments he and my uncle would participate in and would let me walk into the huge freezer to get a soda and wondering what would happen if I were to get locked in. I remember sitting at the stool by the bar and watch my dad count the money. I'd then run around by myself in the empty hall and observe the silence and fear walking into the dark. I'd go to my dad and ask him to turn on the light for me for the tables at the other end. I remember staring at the pretty girls on the wall and just wondering what is it that makes someone so beautiful. Every time, my dad would always tell me, "One day, this is going to be all yours." Do I really want it? Not really. I feel that it would be better in the hands of my brother.

I'm feeling some sort of self-loathing, pessimistic attitude right now, like I want to strangle someone or cut at my arms like I use to. I'm not fearing insanity, just anger. Jealousy? Hardly. Anger? Yes. Anger is and will be my destruction.

I sometimes wish I didn't care about my body the way I do now. I wish I could drink myself stupid like everyone else. I wish I could drink without fearing that I'll die like Jimi Hendrix did. I wish I didn't mind the headaches. I wish I didn't mind the stupidity that comes along with intoxication. I wish I could be like those trendy, pretty girls from the OC that can just put on a tank top and a pair of jeans and look beautiful with none to minimal effort. I wish I could be the fake plastic botox beauty queen of LA with my followers, waving with my right and pulling the trigger with the left.

Have you ever had that feeling where you're in a room, screaming for someone to hear you but no one does? You keep screaming and screaming until you can't breathe anymore, with strands of your own hair entangled within your hands, while thoughts of he, thoughts of she, run through your mind?

No?

I didn't think so.

I am NOT a damsel in distress. I don't need any saving. I hate that "damsel in distress" bullshit.

I don't love anyone but I love someone.

Love.

It exists. I felt inspired today after reading Teen Titans and finally seeing Raven expose her weakness: her emotions. Such a strong, yet fragile creature. You could see it in her eyes, that feeling of security when she was with Garfield, she then kissed him. So fucking beautiful. I wonder if real beauty like that exists in the real world....

The love that was forgotten...Collapse )

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a note to those attending or even thinking about attending my get together: [14 Dec 2005|05:00pm]
This get-together is being done for family-only. Anyone who isn't considered family and acts up is getting their asses kicked out of my house or getting a mad case of Staph. aureus in their eye or both. Sorry to come off as a bitch, but I (and my mom) won't tolerate stupid bullshit :)

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"Why do we fall, Bruce?" [10 Dec 2005|04:47pm]
[ mood | artistic ]

"So that we may learn how to pick ourselves up." - Mr. Wayne from Batman Begins

Yes, if it isn't already evident, "Batman Begins" was probably one of the best movies of the year. This movie deffinitely made up for it's previous predecessors. I haven't seen this good of a Batman film since "Batman Returns".

I'm currently listening to the Batman Begins OST and just how the movie was beautiful, the musical accompanyment suitingly fits the dark ambiance of the movie. I'm almost tempted in making Big Guy a copy of the CD because I know she has a penchant for the arts and this will deffinitely quench her classical art palate. Big guy, this music will influence you! TRUST ME! Just listening to this has already stepped up my vocab. The music is truly moving. "Antrozous" and "Eptesicus" are my favorites so far. Isn't it funny that all the names of the songs have to do with bats? :)

Well, aside from me loving this movie, I think many people find it amazing that I still don't own this movie so might as well put up the obligatory Christmas list. Ya ready? HERE YOU GO!

DVDS:
Batman Begins
Batman Returns
Mallrats
Smallville Seasons 2 and 4
To Wong Foo, Thanks for Everything, Julie Newmar
Priscilla Queen of the Desert (It's in the $9.99 bin at Tower!)
Resident Evil
Resident Evil 2: Apocalypse
28 Days Later
*just added*
Animatrix
All Matrix Movies

CDS:
Mortal Kombat Annhialation OST (Original Soundtrack)
Night at the Roxbury OST
RE2:A OST
Anything by Benni Benassi
Smallville: Metropolis Mix
28 Days Later OST
Daddy Yankee
Pitbull
*just added*
Constantine OST
Matrix (the first one) OST (to replace my old one!)
Radiohead - OK Computer
Animatrix OST

MAC Cosmetics/Gift Certificates
Some kick ass sparkly stuff
Kick ass flat shoes :)


and uh... I'll continue this later :)

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hi ho [09 Dec 2005|02:50pm]
old ladytron layout

Check it out again for the second time :)

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Hidey-Ho! [07 Dec 2005|09:44am]

Sup my chillins?

Here I am, reporting to you straight from CSULB =) I just finished taking my Final for my Physiology Lab and let me tell you, I kicked ass at it. That's right! I know I'm going to get such a good grade on this!

Anywho, with today being the last lecture portion of Microbiology, I thought maybe I should become a microbiologist major. I mean, I really enjoyed this class and I want to discover a cure for HIV. I kinda have some ideas but I think that if I become more informed with the techniques and procedures outside an introductory class, perhaps I'll be able to come up with better tools/tests to somehow break down this virus that is infecting millions!

Meh, but it's all gibberish right? I'm already into my 3rd year of college, perhaps it's already too late. I'm planning to email my intructor and ask him what kind of professions are available for microbiology majors. Maybe I can become some sort of lab technician or something! I dunno! All I know is, I have a curiosity that I need to settle and Micro has provided some answers for it which in turn, has aroused even more of a curiousity in me.

Yeah, I don't mean to sound all Sesame Street, but learning is fun =)

Well, that's all for now!

Until later my pretties!!!

<3

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