i love Evan.
for anyone who doesn't watch South Park..
don't read this you won't know what the hell i'm talking about
so Evan and I were talking on the phone
about Michael Jackson
and were talking about that 1 episode of South Park about him
and it was fucking hilarious.
COMMEEE AND RIIIDE THE MAAAGICAL TRAAAIN
TO MY WISHIIING TREEEEEEE
and Evan said that he should have another son
and name it Carpet :D
[cuz his other son is named Blanket]
COME HERE CARPET!
I GOTCHUR NOSEEEEEE!!!!
hahaaaaaaa goddddddd we're retarded
but it rocks
1. wanna get my hair done
2. GO SHOPPING and get like a gazillion things.. i can't remember the last time I went on a shopping spree
3. wish I had like $1000 right now
4. wish I could just skip school and move straight to college
5. wish I could move in with Evan
6. wish I had a curling iron
7. wish I could drive
8. wish I had a car
9. wish I could get a job
10. wanna get out of fuckin P.E cuz the teacher's a bitch
11. wish my ankle would stop hurting
12. wish I could go to the doctor to get it checked
that way I could miss P.E for a few days
I would have enough money to do some of the stuff I wish to
but I've been spending all the money I have on Evan
because I can't shop for myself when I shop with him
because I feel selfish and he wants a gazillion things.
I've seriously spent around probably $200 or more on him altogether
in these 4, almost 5, wonderful months.
I want a fairly oddparent :D
well no one seems to comment on my short and pointless entries.
so i guess i'll make a real one.
well, let me explain the whole reason why I havn't been updating
or been online.
I HAVE A LIFE NOW.
I'm spending alot more time with Evan
and it makes me happy.
the only time I get online is
4:00 and 10:00 on the weekdays
10:00 am til like 12, then late that night on the weekends
yep. so there's my schedule
i'll update tomorrow
i don't know
life kinda sucks right now
i don't know why
it just does.
just wanted to updateeeee
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CALEB!
<3's for you! :]
Put me in a room with you
and we'll make more noise than a herbal escences commercial.
that's pretty funny.
Today i skipped school.
I feel bad though because I told Evan last night that I wasn't gonna... ]:
I woke up and couldn't walk
because my P.E teacher is a bitch
and if you don't run 2 laps WITHOUT stopping or walking
she'll bitch and tell you to get out of her class and you'll fail.
so today we were suppose to run the mile
[[4 laps around the track, NO walking]]
so if I went I knew i would collapse and pass out
so i was like okay screw it.
I miss Evan ]:
So today I watched Full House & Family Matters..
then I did whatever and called Zach and went outside for a walk
[[because it's 70 somethin degrees again... i got a tan. hehe]]
This week has been soooo long
i'm so glad tomorrow is Friday..
even though its Friday the 13th..
but idc i'm not supersticious. [spelling?]
i get to see Evan on Saturday AND Sunday this weekend
since my parents were bitches and didn't let us hang out at all last weekend.
Yeah, so some people are really fucking retarded
and live off of
which is gay as hell.
so, I told my friend Matt i needed to talk to him really bad,
and he said that I worried him cuz he thought I was dying or something..
so I told him i had lung cancer (while giggling)
and the bitch actually believed me and went and told Evan on the bus.
so I called him right when he gets home from the bus,
and his mom answers and asks me "Do you know what the fuck his problem is?"
and so I was talkin to her for like 10 minutes because Evan was freaking out,
and then they started cussin the hell out of eachother
and Evan was crying really hard because he was upset and he cut himself
and so now his mom thinks he is on drugs.
I started balling my eyes out because of everything I caused..
and Evan was crying so hard he couldn't even speak..
he said he didn't know what to think and that he was so worried and sad about it that he didn't wanna live..
and his parents thinks he's fucked up now...
and it's all my fault..
Evan said "I would sacrifice anything for you to live Andrea.. just like I told you before baby.. if you die, I die with you."
[[while balling his eyes out]]
So yeah I feel like shit now for making him like that.
[[everything is good now though, no worries]]
but my point is
-People have no common sense.
I mean, come on, if someone told you something completely serious and were giggling while telling you, would you take it seriously!?
-People are too gullable and don't know how to take things as a joke.
I know what I said was serious, but I didn't say it in a serious way.
-People live off of drama. [[in general]] everything has to be made into such a big deal.