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Monday, April 28th, 2008
3:17 pm - i love what you do

dan died today at 10:00am.

he was in a car accident with dustin, colin, ben, and some other guy.

and now hes gone.

and its really really really weird.

current mood: blank

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Monday, April 21st, 2008
2:38 pm - its closing time.
i failed two tests today. middle finger to you all.ha

oh boys in my life. when you don't want them or need them, they like to appear. three of them actually. three of them.

i don't need dependence. but it would be nice to cuddle.

current mood: calm

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Wednesday, April 9th, 2008
12:35 pm - enjoy yourself, take only what you need from him
i am very confused about life lately.

nothing in particular, but events keep happening that make me question what the heck is going on in my life. What am i doing, where am i going, what is going to happen.

i feel like i can't even express to others my complete confusion about everything.
its not necessarily a bad feeling, but i'm kind of tired of it.

i wish things were easier to understand.

today i got peanut butter cookies, and peanut butter brownies in the mail from my grandma. she made them for me on her birthday.

she is the greatest lady.

i really really really enjoy kids by MGMT.
but it makes me think of him.

i feel like music and God are the only things that make sense or get me right now.
how cliche.

current mood: confused

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Tuesday, March 4th, 2008
6:54 pm - dollar dollar bills y'all
today i got a letter from kittitas county. the stupid place i got a speeding ticket.

been pulled over 4 times i CA, but the first time i get pulled over in WA i get a $144 ticket for speeding. thanks undercover cop.

he was an asshole.

anyways they gave me a letter saying that they lowered my ticket. 14 whole dollars.
then they told me in order to get it off my record i have to dish out an extra $150.

so that totals up to $280 i owe the effing state of washington.

then if you add in the $300 season pass for schweitzer i bought but didn't use due to a concussion, the flu, and bronchitis.

i have spent $580 of unnecessary money this year. and i am not working.

i'm pretty sure i am very good with money, but what the heck is this??

i am trying to look on the bright side, i think that this is Gods way of telling me something. I haven't quite figured out what that something is, but when i do it better be pretty epic.

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Saturday, March 1st, 2008
2:11 am - nineteen
it is officially my 19th birthday.

and so far it is wonderful. yea its only been 2 hours and 11 minutes of it. but really nothing could "go wrong" during today.

laura and steven made me a  t-shirt, crew neck sweatshirt, and pillow case with ironed on pictures of our faces and puffy paint that reads "CJ + Laura + Steven = BFFs 4 ever"

i was able to get a long board sesh in tonight with some of my best guy friends, and when the clock struck 12 i was playing super smash brothers with my besties.

who could really ask for more?

tomorrow we will go out to dinner. i will probably do some home work. and it will be a normal day as usual.

but the fact that people have made such expressions of love, i am very content.

1 more year closer to 20. and legal to drink in canada. road trip anyone?

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Wednesday, February 27th, 2008
11:41 pm - oh thats so nice.
i cried a lot today.

one of my besties ian has been mad at me for no reason the past 3 days (literally no reason) and has been giving me the silent treatment. We cleared it up today around 7:00pm

my BESTIE has been planning to come visit me for my birthday since october. She texted me today saying that she was too sick to get on a plane and come up here. i understand completely.

but i bawled my eyes out none the less.

i feel like shit and its 2 days before my birthday.

my brother is in Honduras. my family is in the bay area. and my besties are in san diego.

i'm not supposed to feel this alone while turning 19.

i wasn't  expecting fireworks and presents and the best day of my life. but i was looking forward to a little familiarity after a horrible week.

i don't think i was expecting too much.

current mood: crushed

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Sunday, February 24th, 2008
2:16 pm - who cares?
the world loves to blog. i find it very self obsessed to think that people actually give a shit what you have to say about nothing.

i wish that had kept up with this thing. but in a serious way so that i knew what i was doing 2 months ago on this date.

oh well.

my birthday is in 6 days and there is nothing to be excited about 19, except for being one year closer to not being a teenager.

i love my classes:
    *non-violent defense tactics and conflict resolution
    *biblical themes of shalom

   lets all be peace makers who model themselves after jesus and live in shalom with the earth and stop polluting.

i miss the bay area.

current mood: disappointed

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Sunday, August 12th, 2007
4:24 pm - old people shouldn't be allowed to mass chain-letter
dear Granddaughter, please read this so you can be aware!!!



Please take
a minute to read this. This is very scary
and could happen to any of us.. Seems like
nice thing people do for one another can be

A new twist on kidnapping from a very
smart survivor....

and the email continues on. this is why i love my grandma.

current mood: exhausted

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Friday, August 3rd, 2007
10:42 pm - this is me punching myself in the face.
Dear Diary,
 Hi its me CJ, its been a while. I hate being home.  you drive me crazy. and you drive me crazy. and YOU drive me crazy. I am ready to meet new people and forget about all of you. well not all. new life please.

The end.


current mood: aggravated

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Monday, April 23rd, 2007
9:26 pm
i can no longer stand you

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Friday, March 16th, 2007
4:46 pm
i am off to washington for the weekend. a 3 and 1/2 day glimpse at my future life.

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Thursday, March 1st, 2007
4:51 pm
happy birthday me?

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Wednesday, February 21st, 2007
5:11 pm
yesterday i saved a girls life who passed out in the hallway at school.
then i proceeded to then save bubba's life.

all in a days work.

current mood: accomplished

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Wednesday, February 14th, 2007
5:56 pm
happy valentines day, in all seriousness. i love you all.

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Saturday, December 30th, 2006
4:55 pm

i basically have nothing more to say in this thing. maybe in a while. but nothing really now.

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Wednesday, December 20th, 2006
11:13 am - the problem with Bureaucracy
basically Carlmont is retarded. 
other than the blatantly obvious reasons, they screwed me over today.

long story short they are paving the road behind U-hall and so i was unable to get to my classroom, photography, for my AP photography final and have the darkroom all to myself (and murphy) for 2 glorious hours. accompanied by my ipod and treats we were going to do so much work, as well as our FINAL. but no. Carlmont is retarded and is more concerned with construction than instruction and make it so I can't have a final.

i sent a nice complaint email to Mr. Bailey, dork. it was very well said and got my point across about how i am upset. duh. and this is what i get in reply: "I was not aware that construction was taking place today.  I'll investigate this with the plant manager."

are you kidding me? our own administration didn't even know this is going on!? F the bureaucracy. i am so fed up. agpoakpsdfoaksdf. i wanted the darkroom for 2 hours. 2 hours! i'll never get it again. some may not understand how incredible this is. and yea i'm being whiney but suck it. F the man.


so far during finals week i have:
-slept in 
-went to school at 10:20 to watch people perform skits for 2 hours
-wake up at buttcrack of dawn
-school at 8:00, calculus final
-go home.

whats the point?

current mood: cranky

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Monday, December 18th, 2006
8:52 pm
because i know we all wanted to know so much. i got the lyrics.


current mood: full

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Sunday, December 10th, 2006
11:43 am - hahahaha

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Friday, December 8th, 2006
3:39 pm
i'm pretty much about ready to shoot myself in the face.

current mood: craaaappppy

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Monday, December 4th, 2006
6:53 pm
so thats it.

current mood: sick

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