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(no subject) [Aug. 21st, 2005|11:11 am]
So I had the dreaded talk with Orlando. It's now finished, gone, past, just a memory and I still wish things could be different. But they can't be and they never will be, ever. I have to start living again, living without Orlando. I'm happy I have David, he's amazing and wonderful. I just hope it works out, I hope I don't ruin that too, I hope I will love again, whether it's David or someone else, since it won't be Orlando, not like it used to be. I still love him and I always will, but I just have to love him a different way.
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(no subject) [May. 14th, 2005|09:16 am]
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After the party [Feb. 15th, 2005|10:23 am]
I had a nice time at the party with David. He looked after me and that was nice, if he wouldn't have shown up, I wouldn't have stayed there.
I danced with Liv and Angie. Don't know how it looked, but David said I danced well. I don't believe him, I think he was just being nice. I had a really nice time until I saw Orli with Heath and Ian. Their moves were heated and I really couldn't watch. I started to cry, but then Orli left Heath and Ian on the dance floor and I just had to go after him.
We talked and cried and decided to be just friends. I don't know how that will work because I still love him so much! I can't bare the though of seeing him with someone else. But this place is small, I can't avoid seeing him with other guys, the party already showed me that.
Valentine's day wasn't a total lost. I did meet Jude and he surprised me with five roses. I was afraid that I didn't get anything, why would I. I honestly thought everyone felt like this about me. So I was positively surprised when I found more gifts from Jake with a message: Yield and Overcome, lovely rose from Scarlett and an anonymous rose delivery. I took all of them inside my cabin, I have to thank Scarlett and Jake when I see them. I wonder who the anonymous Valentine could be, I didn't realize I could get that kind of surprise from someone.
I just sit on the bed after I put the roses into water and the tree on the nightstand and try to figure what to do next. I have absolutely nothing to do, no people to meet.
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(no subject) [Feb. 14th, 2005|10:59 am]
If you were a Pirate! by TheHalveric
Yer Pirate Name!
Name yer ship!
Why be ye a Pirate?
Yer First Mate!viggo_ranger
Yer Cabin-boy! (or girl)biblio_rachel
Ye're chief rival be the Dread Piratedaloway
Ye'll be pursued by Admiraldistrtd_reality
Cut to ribbon in a freak cannon accident...boy_rebel
Yer pirate captive to use fer yer wicked pleasuresbloom_gal
Number o'ships ye'll sink and women ye'll plunder!938
Chance ye'll be hanged... or worse.: 47%
Quiz created with MemeGen!

from manu_fan!
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(no subject) [Feb. 7th, 2005|09:15 pm]
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(no subject) [Feb. 7th, 2005|08:50 pm]
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(no subject) [Feb. 7th, 2005|08:14 pm]
To DanCollapse )
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To jake [Feb. 4th, 2005|06:01 pm]
For JakeCollapse )
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Friday morning [Feb. 3rd, 2005|01:42 pm]
I couldn't sleep at all. I just rolled around in my bed. All the things that been happening to me lately, Orli, James, Colin's words, playing over and over in my mind. Orli...oh Orli! I miss you so much! Why did you kiss Heath? What made you do it?
And James! What the hell is he doing here? He sure picked his timing perfectly! He looked great, I have to admit that, but he's not Orli!
I need to go somewhere to think, far away from both of them. I'm gonna take a bike and ride to town. Maybe to that great pancake place where Keanu took us. I'm sure that girl, Lily is happy to see me. Maybe I should try a girl...nah! Boys are better, even though not those I've been loving.
That's what I'll do, fresh air will clear my head. I wipe the tears and change my clothes and then I'm off!
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Thursday evening [Feb. 3rd, 2005|11:36 am]
It's late and I'm hungry. I walk back to my cabin after the cruel the talk I had with Colin.
The first thing I notice is that Orlando's clothes are gone. So he got them or someone else took them for him.
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