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[09 Dec 2007|09:51pm]
"I will live my life as I will undoubtedly die- alone..."

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Tour/Life [08 Aug 2007|09:17pm]
Just got back from my second tour. It's funny, because they were almost exactly the same, in that they both were only in Texas in almost the same route with some of the same people(actually just Javi). I honestly don't see how people can do that for weeks or even months at a time. It costs so much money and is very draining both physically and emotionally. I'm just glad I read a whole novel to keep my mind off of things. However, playing every night was freaking fantastic. I played my heart out every night, and it was so reassuring to look to my left and see Javi doing the same thing.

Really, I saw that trip as an escape from things. I really needed to get away. Not that I don't like this city or anything(although it was nice to see some other places, and to not go to work for a few days) I needed to get away from what this city represents. I've lived here all my life, and have known pretty much the same people and the same places. Recently, I haven't liked what has happened with certain people, and I'd rather just not talk to them. I feel like I've said everything that was needed to be said. The situation will either work itself out or it wont; I'll still feel the same. But it was so nice to hang out with other people, some of whom I almost never see.

Basically, the whole trip made me realize I need something new. Actually I was thinking that before I left. New people, new places, new hang outs, new music, new movies, new school, new everything. I feel like I've been in a rut, a void, or basically just not going anywhere with anyone or anything, and I don't like it.

School starts in two weeks. We'll see what happens.


[21 May 2007|09:13pm]
"I am falling, and there's still, no-one to catch me..."

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[29 Apr 2007|01:29pm]
If he plays this on May 26th, I will cry my eyes out.


[24 Jan 2007|08:59pm]

Maybe it was no one's fault
I know it wasn't mine
But now that you've moved along
I guess I'm next in line
I thought we had the same ideas
But you, you proved me wrong
I've been played the fool before
But never for quite so long


So what now? Do we shake hands,
And go our separate ways?
Or do I open my mind,
And follow you into the haze?
No, I'll see you tomorrow
Same channel, same time, same place
I'm not going anywhere
Cause I quit your fucking race


Goddammit, we were supposed to stay young
And now it's over, it's finished, it's done
Normal expectations, they were on the run
But now it's over, it's finished, it's done

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"One November, spawned a monster..." [25 Nov 2006|07:29pm]
So, I just got back from Rome. Well, Rome, to Paris, to Atlanta, where I had to spend the night, and finally home. I'm super jet lagged, but it was a great time. I hope my boss didn't put me on the schedule today, because he tends to forget sometimes. More to come on the trip later...

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"I often wish I was born Mexican" [29 Oct 2006|05:54pm]
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Jenny Lewis Part II [24 Oct 2006|12:30am]
Her show was amazing. I really hope she comes out with a new record soon.

Friday I saw Dwight Yokam. Pretty cool. Then Saturday I met the dudes from Wet Hot American Summer/The Baxter, and got them to sign my DVDs. I was pretty excited about that.

Tonight I had dinner with the lovely Lindsey Darrah at a pretty sweet Indian restaurant. I've only had Indian literally once I think, so it was a nice treat. Bought a Moz LP and a Flin Flon LP at Waterloo, and got my Meat is Murder/Strangeways, Here We Come Japanese imports in the mail as well. Then I met another person for a bit, which was nice, but extremely depressing at the same time and made me feel very, very lonely at the show.

School is keeping me way to busy, and I think I've recently lost a friend because of it. I feel like I'm gaining/loosing friends while others are becoming more of acquaintances.

I'm going to Rome November 18th. I've always, ALWAYS, wanted to go to Europe. I'm pretty excited and nervous at the same time. Nobody likes Americans anymore.

Urkel Jerks this Saturday night...

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[11 Oct 2006|06:07pm]
I got my acceptance letter from Incarnate Word today. Sweet.

Oct. 28. Urkel Jerks first (and probably only) performance. Mark your calenders.

"...I still love you, oh I still love you, only slightly, only slightly less, than I used to..."

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[06 Oct 2006|12:48pm]
I just spent $56+ on Smiths LPs. Someone take my card away from me.

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YES [01 Oct 2006|12:44am]
This came in the mail today...

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I'm very happy at the moment.

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Way too much information [26 Sep 2006|12:23am]
[ mood | Frustrated Tired Angry ]

So I used to not mind going by myself to shows in Austin, but now it makes me feel very, very lonely. Mostly, and I've said this before, because Emo's on the night of an indie show is the Mecca of attractive girls from the city. I feel so out of place there.

Playing live music is the best thing on God's green Earth. I cannot stress it enough how much I love doing that. Javi and I have never been a better partnership. Our band is finally getting to be heard. Now I want to really get the songs I've written out there. Not that I perfer one project over the other, but I've had these songs bottled up for almost a year and a half. I want to record them all, either with Javi, or with Leonard's recording stuff. I was even going to look into how much it would cost to record at Looney Bin studios. I don't care, as long as those songs are somewhere other than my head. Don't get me wrong, I still need Javi, he is the rhythm to my melody. I'm also planning on buying a '72 Deluxe Telecaster. We'll see what happends.

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My Halloween Costume... [19 Sep 2006|08:23pm]
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Seriously. I have a shirt that's almost perfect for that (believe it or not) only it's not so shiny/glittery. Except I don't think I can get my hair that high...

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The Baxter [15 Sep 2006|12:51am]
I enjoyed this movie very much. Michael Showalter is awesome. Oh, and why is Michelle Williams adorable?
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Haha, ah, I'm so lonely.

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Attention Everyone I Know [11 Sep 2006|10:49pm]
Well, if you're my friend you've probably already been added by way of Javi to our band's website. So no doubt, you've seen the flyers for the upcoming shows.

It has been almost exactly a year since I have played in front of an audience. I have been waiting paticently ever since, especially to take the stage with Javi, my other-half. So, I would appreciate anyone who makes an effort to come to either the show on Friday or the show on the 23rd. I love watching all my friends play in their bands, be it hardcore, metal, indie, or anything other. It would make me feel amazing if I saw the faces of everyone on either of those nights. Thanks for listening.

...Yes, this the same as the bulletin on myspace.

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[30 Aug 2006|09:10pm]
So, I started school this week, just like everyone else. I actually really like it. I don't care what anyone says, I like school. I'm a dork. Helloooo, history major. I've come to the conclusion that I will no longer see college as an obligation, but rather as just a place to learn. I guess it's not that I like school per se, but I that I love learning. So, I suppose me being in an academic environment the rest of my life isn't such a bad idea. I love my classes. My sexuality in literature/human sexuality pysch. class is freaking amazing. The two professors that teach it are great and it's basically the best class I've taken in a long time, and it's only the second day. But I've already learn so much from it, because, lets face it, I know nothing of sex. What really interested me was our discussion today about Kinsey's sex reports, most notably his findings on homosexuality. His data supports the theory that nobody is strictly homo or heterosexual, but falls somewhere along the spectrum between the two. I was like, "YES! This is what I've been thinking for a long time, and it's in print right in front of me." I guess that makes sense, considering my Morrissey obsession.

People ask me why? Why do you like him so much? I've never really given a real answer, but, as corny as it sounds, it would have to be that he makes me feel not lonely. The best way I can explain this, is that his music, lyrics, and personality make me feel that I'm not the only one who is this way, or feels this way, or thinks this way. His views on sexuality are the same, his feelings of loneliness and rejection are the same. His voice is the best I've ever heard and I respect him. He is often misunderstood and misjudged, and the way he handles it makes me feel that it's ok to not have everyone's approval and be different. I've decided that I am not going to view my college experience in comparison to everyone elses. He has helped me realize that. It sounds mean and self-centered, but I don't want to be compared to your awesome GPA and exclusive university. I have actually seen a lot of faces from my graduating class of people who have left to universities and are now back at my school. And that's perfectly fine. I am, by all means, very proud and happy for everyone and their goals, but don't make me feel stupid because I am at a community college. This is my journey and mine alone. But anyways, school is cool.

I'm trying to be happy, and maintain happiness. Don't let me screw this up, all of you.

Oh, by the way, I must have this book...
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This is as honest as I've ever been on here [30 Jul 2006|07:51pm]
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[19 Jul 2006|10:08pm]
It seems to work out so easily for everyone else. Why not me?

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[11 Jul 2006|09:02pm]
[ mood | Excited beyond reason ]

Me: "Hey, so remember that restaurant we were talking about? Well, I was gonna go down there sometime this week and want to see if you wanted to go too."

Girl of my freaking dreams: "Sure"


I cannot wait till Sunday.

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[29 Jun 2006|09:19pm]
I seriously want to give Scott and Ryan from work a hug. They're like my big brothers, seriously. I mean, it kind of sucks to say this, but I feel almost closer to them then to my real brother. Me and him barely speak anymore, and when we do, we just fire back and forth inside jokes and talk about Morrissey or comedy movies. I talk to Scott and Ryan about everything. They've taken me in with all of their friends and their band. They've helped me through a lot by just talking. Even girls (or lack there of).

I'm already losing my hair. Everytime I run my hand through it to fix it or whatever, some comes out. I'm going to look great in ten years.

Superman Returns was an awesome movie. The dude who played Superman/Clark Kent did awesome, and Kate Bosworth played Louis very well. She's also gorgeous. Like, I don't know much about Superman, but I liked this film a lot. Plus the new Spiderman trailer was in it and it looks freaking AMAZING. Spiderman is by far my favorite comic book character.

T.Rex's Electric Warrior is quickly becoming one of my favorite albums.

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